?Wait a second,? I say. ?What about Ben Li??
Quinn shakes his head angrily. ?That kid attacked me on the boat! That crazy Linda jumped into the river, and when I turned around to find her, the chink went crazy. He was kicking me and screaming nonsense. I had to shoot him to try to save Linda.?
Caitlin looks incredulous. ?You killed Ben Li to save Linda? So that you could rape her later??
Panic arcs from Quinn?s eyes.
?Do you have any idea what she went through?? Caitlin asks. ?She
herself because of what you did.?
?There you go!? he cries. ?She killed her
That'?s not murder!?
?Enough of this,? says Kelly. ?Let?s get it done.?
He turns to Caitlin as though for final permission, but her eyes are locked on Quinn.
?Linda
you to stop,? she says. ?She begged you, but you kept on. She was
She was in pain. But you wouldn'?t stop.?
?I was only doing what Sands ordered me to do!?
?
He beat you for it.?
?What do you think that was but
?? Quinn barks a hysterical laugh. ?He did that in case he had to let you go later. So you could tell everyone what a merciful bastard he is.?
Caitlin turns to me, her eyes luminous in the half dark. ?How long would Quinn spend in prison??
I lower my voice. ?I can?t answer that without knowing what happened. Everything that happened.?
She closes her eyes. ?Beyond a reasonable doubt,? she says instantly. ?That'?s the standard for murder, right??
?Yes.?
?He?s guilty, Penn.?
?I know.?
?Come on then, ya fuckin? cunt!? Quinn roars, dropping his mask of submission. ?Stop asking for absolution. Kill me if you'?ve got the guts!?
She turns and takes a step toward him. ?You think I won'?t??
?No. You?ll have your hard boy there do it.? Quinn leers at Caitlin like an uncle with a dirty secret. ?But why don'?t you tell them the real reason? Eh? You don'?t want your man to know what
happened in the kennel.?
Caitlin raises the flashlight as though to strike him.
?Go on,? Quinn says, grinning. ?Tell him. Nothing to be ashamed of, lass. Tell him what you did for me, yeah??
When she doesn?'t speak, Quinn looks over her shoulder at me. ?She sucked me like a ten-dollar whore, Cage. didn't think twice about it. They?ll do anything for a little extra food and toilet paper. Swallowed it all too??
Caitlin throws the flashlight, but Quinn deflects it with his bound forearms.
?That'?s it!? he says, laughing. ?That'?s my little wildcat. Katie likes it rough, gents.? He winks at me. ?But then you know that already, don'?t you??
I want to smash my fist into his windpipe, but something keeps me rooted where I stand.
?Or do you?? Quinn looks back at Caitlin and raises an eyebrow. ?You play the lady for him, eh? That'?s the way of it?? He laughs crudely, then begins describing Caitlin?s naked body?accurately?and how she serviced him in the kennel in exchange for certain privileges.
Kelly watches Caitlin and me with animal alertness, waiting for a signal that we?ve had enough. One word from either of us would send Quinn into the lake. This knowledge feels like a loaded gun in my hand.
Caitlin stands like a sapling against the torrent of sewage coming from Quinn?s mouth, but her hands are quivering at her sides. If she had a gun, she might shoot him. With no more than six feet of deck separating her from Quinn, she could probably hit him. Kelly?s probably thinking the same thing. But no matter how Caitlin feels right now, she would never be able to live with herself if she did that. The three of us stand like judges being taunted by a madman we have the power to silence at any moment, but who lack the last measure of will to do so.
Quinn rants on, like a man driving a car a hundred miles an hour along a cliff edge. ?She took it in every hole, mate! She was scared at first, but I went deeper than you ever have. And she
it. She told me that. She?ll never forget it, and you won'?t either. No matter what you do to me tonight, you?ll lie awake thinking how I filled her up??
Caitlin snaps first, lunging for him with outstretched hands, and only then do I realize what he?s wanted throughout his tirade.
My thought is far ahead of my muscles. Even as I fling out my arms to pull Caitlin back, Quinn?s eyes flash with triumph, and he grabs her left arm with his bound hands, twisting her into him. They?re almost one form when a blast of flame lights them like a flashbulb, and a deafening report echoes across the water.
Caitlin cries out, backpedaling away from Quinn and falling against me. Quinn staggers like a boxer who?s taken a blow to the solar plexus, then looks down at the black hole between his shoulder and his heart. Clawing at the T-shirt, he grunts in disbelief, then looks up openmouthed at Kelly, his eyelids pinned back over bulging eyes. Kelly reaches out with his free hand and pushes Quinn backward, flipping him over the gunwale into the lake.
The splash barely registers in my ringing ears, but I feel Caitlin panting against me. She?s hyperventilating.
?Are you hit?? I ask, lifting her to her feet and pulling off her fleece jacket.
?She?s not hit,? Kelly says, sliding his pistol into a storage slot in the boat?s dash panel.
?Is he dead?? Caitlin asks, leaning on the gunwale and looking out into the dark.
?If he is, he got off easy. A bullet?s a lot better than what?s waiting out there.?
?People had to hear that shot. Oh, my God.?
?It?s all right,? I assure her, even as my heart bangs against my chest wall. ?People shoot snakes and armadillos all the time up here.?
?It?s almost deer season,? Kelly says. ?Already bow season. Folks will figure it?s poachers trying to get a jump on a big buck. There might be a game warden out this way, but twenty minutes from now, there won'?t be anything left to find.?
Caitlin shivers in the wind. As I pick up her jacket and help her into it, Kelly eases the boat thirty yards up the chute. When he puts the engine in neutral again, the rumble of the engine quiets, and a heavy swish of water reaches us. Kelly removes a monocular night-vision scope from his pocket and pans across the water.
?Do you see him?? I ask.
?No.?
Caitlin turns from the gunwale, walks to me, and splays her palm on my chest. ?He was lying,? she says, looking into my eyes with steady intensity. ?About raping me. He was just trying to hurt you. He thought?we were really going to kill him.?
