and walked lazily?perhaps drunkenly?up to the porch and followed her inside. I heard their laughter even through my closed window. Pathetically, I hoped the car was still running, but it didn't seem to be. I stood looking down at the car until I sensed my father standing at my shoulder.
?What is it?? he whispered.
?Caitlin.?
?Huh.?
?She already went in.? I gave it a moment. ?Not alone.?
Dad thought about this, then sighed, squeezed my arm, and walked back to the couch. I should have followed, but I stood there stubbornly, stupidly, waiting for the light in her bedroom to click on and destroy whatever hope remained that she had somehow returned to town for me, and not for a quick party with her new playmate.
My breath fogged the glass, faded, fogged it again. A dozen times? A hundred? Then I heard a bang, and Caitlin ran back out of the house. She was still laughing, and the filmmaker seemed to be
chasing her. She carried a wine bottle in one hand, and she held it up as though she meant to brain him with it. This time she jumped into the driver?s seat, and the man?Jan, I remember now?barely got himself folded into the passenger side before she sped up Washington Street toward the bluff and the river, never once looking at my house.
I walked back to the sofa, trying to dissociate myself from the anger rising in me. In the wake of Tim?s murder, Caitlin?s laughter seemed obscene. Surely, I thought, she must know about his death by now. Tim wasn'?t a close friend of hers, but she?d known him, and she knew we?d been close friends as boys. But all she seemed to be thinking about was getting drunk and finding a good time.
Two hours after the wine-scavenging trip, her car drew me to the window again. This time the Malibu pulled into Caitlin?s driveway. She emerged unsteadily but alone and walked to the side door. For a brief moment she glanced across the street, up toward my window, but by then I was far enough behind the curtain that she couldn'?t see me. She turned away and vanished into the house.
?I want to look up something on Medline,? Dad says. ?I might want to prescribe you something.? With a groan he picks the MacBook off the floor, pecks out a long message, then pushes it over the matchsticks to me.
I read his message carefully, then type
Dad motions for me to give him back the computer.
The name brings me up short, but two seconds after I read it, I sense that Dad?s onto something. Walt Garrity is a retired Texas Ranger I met while serving as an assistant DA in Houston. He was the chief investigator on a capital murder case I was working, and when he heard I was from Mississippi, he asked if I knew an old Korean War medic by the name of Tom Cage. That brought about the reunion of two soldiers who?d served in the same army unit in Korea decades earlier and also started a new friendship for me, one that lasted through several cases. I haven'?t talked to Garrity in a couple of years (since I last pumped him for information while researching a novel set in Texas), but my memory of him is undimmed. He?s a cagey old fox who seems reticent until you get him talking; then you realize he has a dry sense of humor and long experience dealing with human frailty in all its forms. Walt Garrity is the kind of lawman who?ll try almost anything before resorting to gunplay but, once pushed to that extreme, is as dangerous as any man on the right side of the law can be.
Dad takes back the computer and types,
This reminds me of Mrs. Pierce?s warning??Vice is vice, whatever cloak it wears??but I'm not sure that?s true, given the technology of the digital age. Still, I can?t deny that the thought of Walt Garrity gives me some comfort. Walt may be over seventy and officially retired, but I?'ve heard he still takes on occasional undercover jobs for the Harris County DA?s office.
I type.
Dad types.
As if summoned by my dad?s assertion about sneaking around, my mother?s voice floats down the hall. ?What are you doing here, Tom?? she asks in the stage whisper common to grandmothers who don'?t want to wake sleeping children.
Dad and I look up simultaneously, startled by the image of Mom gliding up the hallway in her housecoat, her eyes fully alert. The Deep South still boasts a few women like Peggy Cage, ?society? ladies in their seventies who spent their childhoods on subsistence farms during the Great Depression, and who, by virtue of backbreaking work and sacrifice, managed to attend college, marry a man with an ironclad work ethic, and rise to a level their parents never dreamed of. My mother may look at home in a Laura Ashley dress and know which fork to use, but she picked cotton all the way through college. If World War Three broke out tomorrow, she could plant a truck garden and start raising hogs the next day. As I heard her tell one of my biology teachers at school, ?Once you twist the head off a chicken, you never really forget how to do it.?
?Penn had a little panic attack,? Dad says, motioning her over to the computer.
My mother freezes where she is, her eyes moving from my father?s face to mine, then to the computer. She moves forward and kneels before the sofa.
Dad types,
I watch my mother process this information. She looks shocked, then angry. Then she types,
Dad responds,
Mom closes her eyes and sighs deeply.
I shake my head and type,
referring to a man my mother thought of as evil incarnate.