I give him a forced smile. ?Let?s hope my added weight doesn?'t break it off.?
He takes a long look at me, then shifts his weight to raise one hip and slides something from his back pocket. It looks like a couple of
playing cards. He holds them out, palm down, the cards mostly concealed beneath his fingers.
?Pick a card?? I ask.
?They?re not cards. They?re pictures. They?re kind of blurry. Shot with a cell phone.?
With a sigh of resignation I reach out and take them from his hand. I?'ve viewed thousands of crime-scene photos in microscopic detail, so I don'?t expect to be shocked by whatever Tim Jessup has brought in his back pocket. But when he flicks his lighter into flame and holds it over the first photo, a wasplike buzzing begins in my head, and my stomach does a slow roll.
?I know,? he says quietly. ?Keep going. It gets worse.?
CHAPTER
2
Linda Church lies beneath the man who pays her wages and tries to hide the fear behind her eyes. As he drives into her, his eyes burning, his forehead dripping sweat, she imagines she'?s a stone figure in a cathedral, with opaque eyes that reveal nothing. Linda reads fantasy novels during her off hours, and sometimes she imagines she?s a character in a book, a noblewoman forced by a cruel twist of fate to do things she never thought she would. Things like that happened to heroines all the time. All her life (or since she was four years old and played the princess in her nursery-school play) Linda has searched for a real prince, for a gentle man who could lead her out of the thorny maze that?s been her life ever since the other kind of man had his way with her. When she first met the man using her now, she believed that magical moment had finally come. Only a year shy of thirty (and with her looks still holding despite some rough treatment), Linda had finally been placed by fate in the path of a prince. He looked like a film actor, carried himself like a soldier, and best of all actually talked like a prince in the movies her grandmother used to watch. Like Cary Grant or Laurence Olivier or?somebody.
But not even Cary Grant was Cary Grant. He was named Archie Leach or something, and though he was probably an okay guy, he wasn'?t who you thought he was, and that was the truth of life right there. Nothing was what you thought it was, because no one was who they pretended to be. Everybody wanted something, and men mostly wanted the same thing. If her prince had turned into a frog, she would at least have had the comfort of familiarity. But this story was different; this false prince had morphed into a serpent with needle-sharp fangs and sacs of poison loaded behind them. Linda now knew she was only one of twenty or thirty women he?d slept with on the Magnolia Queen, and was probably still screwing, no matter what he claimed. With good-paying work so hard to find, who could afford to say no to him?
?What?s your problem tonight?? he grunted, still going at her without letup. ?Squeeze your pissflaps, woman, and give the lad something to work with.?
She hates his voice most of all, because the beautiful way he speaks in public is just another cloak he wears to hide what lies beneath his skin, and behind those measuring eyes. He really is like a character in one of her books, but not a hero. He?s a shape-shifter, a demon who knows that the surest way into the souls of normal people is to appear to be exactly what they most want, to make them believe he sees them exactly as they wish to be seen. That was how he?d snared Linda. He?d made her believe her most secret fantasies about herself, just long enough to make her willingly give herself, and then?the mask had come off.
The horror of that night is graven on her soul like scar tissue. In the span of a few minutes, she saw what she?d allowed inside her, and something in her withered away forever. It happened in this very room, a cavernlike hold in the bowels of the Magnolia Queen, one of the only two rooms on the casino boat without security cameras. Linda works upstairs in the bar called The Devil?s Punchbowl, but the women on the Queen call this off-limits room the real Devil?s Punchbowl. For it?s here that the demon inside her conducts all business that cannot stand the light of day. Here he brings card counters and other troublemakers, to strap them into the chair bolted to the floor in the middle of the room. Here he brings the women who endure what Linda suffered that night after the mask came off?.
After he?d gone, while she put herself together as best she could, she?d told herself she would quit the boat. But when it came to it, she hadn'?t had the nerve. Partly it was the money, of course, and the insurance benefits. But it was also the mind?s ability to lie to itself. A familiar voice began telling her that she was mistaken, that she?d misinterpreted some of the things he?d done, that she had in fact asked for those things, if not verbally then by her actions. But each new visit brought further confirmation of her warning instincts, and the fear in her had grown. She wanted desperately to stop, to flee the Queen and the city, yet she didn't. This demon seemed to have?no, he had ?some strange power over her, so much that she was afraid to mention her predicament to anyone else. In rational moments, this made her furious. Surely she had an open-and-shut case for sexual harassment. Of course, he might argue that the relationship was consensual. She?s given him enthusiastic sex in several places on the boat, and except for his office and this room, every inch of the casino is covered by surveillance cameras?even the bathrooms, no matter what the law says.
She?s thought about asking some other girls to go to a lawyer with her, but that would be riskier than laying all her money down on one of the table games upstairs. Linda only knows about the other girls because she?s heard a couple of the trashier ones talking about how they did a group thing with him and a big player from Hong Kong. Knowing that the man inside her now has been inside those other women makes her shudder, yet she doesn?'t cry out or try to throw him off. Why? A heroine in one of her novels would do just that: find a hatpin or a dagger and stab him in the back during his ?moment of greatest passion.? But real life isn?t like that. In real life that moment comes and goes, and when he rolls off of you, you feel like your soul has been ripped out by its bloody roots, leaving only a husk of what you were before.
That was the state she?d been in when her true prince walked into her life. He wasn'?t riding a white charger or wearing a doublet or a wizard?s robe; he was wearing a blackjack dealer?s uniform, and watching her with an empathy that cut right through her hardened defenses. His eyes were the opposite of those burning above her now: soft and kind and infinitely understanding. And somehow, she?d known, he had seen her torment before speaking to her. He didn't know the nature of it; that would have killed him, literally, for he would have tried to stop what was going on, and he is no match for the shape-shifter. He?s too good for the job he has?too good for her, really?but he doesn?'t think so. He loves her.
The problem is that he?s married. And to a good woman. Linda despises herself for wanting the husband of another woman. But what can you do if you truly love someone? How can you banish a feeling that is stronger than the darkness that?s eating you from the inside out?
?You?re making a bloody bags of it,? the demon growls in contempt. ?Do ye want me to change at Baker Street??
Linda shrinks in fear, moves her hips faster. She?s picked up enough slang to feel nausea at the innocuous-sounding euphemism. Her extra effort seems to allay his anger; at least there?s no more coded talk of turning her over.
She shuts her eyes and prays that the demon moving inside her won'?t discover her secret prince, or what he?s doing at this very moment to put the world in balance again, like the heroes in her novels?not until it?s one delicious second too late. For if the demon or his henchmen discover that, Timothy will die?horribly. Worse, they will surely make him talk before the end.
That'?s one of their specialties.
CHAPTER
3
?Penn?? Tim says softly, touching my knee. ?Are you okay??
I'm bent over three blurry photographs in my lap, trying to absorb what?s printed on the rectangles of cheap
