heading off in the opposite direction, spouting his nearly unintelligible sermon to the growing crowd. The policeman didn't think Jack recognized him anymore. Not that it bothered him. The
Al l of this emotion gave Leary a growing sense of dread. Across the way, Sullivan caught his eye. The officer had been assigned to the corner of Atlantic Avenue by the hotel. Mitch gave a quick nod, meaning things were still okay. Rany Washington, a stunning young woman who'd come on the force only three months earlier, kept her place further down, between the crowd and the pathway leading to Commercial Wharf. She was gazing at Jack, her attention to the scene admirable. Mitch hoped that her focus was more on the crowd than the preacher's words. There were times when he wasn’t so sure.
“Time to pray,” Jack said, his voice a scratchy, pained sound. “Father!” He raised his arms to the sky. His skinny wrists poked out from the sleeves of the long coat, the cast all but hanging from his right. “Forgive these people! Forgive me! Lead us unto your salvation!”
* * *
Nick stopped for a moment, lost in his own swirling thoughts, confused about where to go next. He closed his eyes, tried not to picture himself the bedraggled street preacher he imagined he must sound like to some. He was their shepherd,
He opened his eyes and began to whispered, “For our own –”
“You're insane!” A tall, bald man abruptly stood, then realized what he'd done. He hesitated, face was red and blotchy with anger and embarrassment. The man added quietly, “You're
Nick knew he had to ignore them, though all he wanted was to run down and beg each of them to stay and listen.
“Whether you choose to believe what they're telling us or what I'm saying today, that's your choice. Whether you walk up the ramp in June and board one of these ships, or join me here in the church to celebrate Mass, you need to believe. You need to take hold of your heart and soul. Look closely at what and who you are, in the eyes of the world and in the eyes of God.” His own words suddenly registered. It was the truth, once he accepted without question standing here before his flock. Whether they were his own words or that of the Spirit did not matter. They were Truth. He would not join Margaret’s crew, even if there were any spaces remaining after the past couple of days. His place was here, with these people. Nick had to serve them for what time he had left on this Earth.
* * *
“Good morning, Betty.” Father McMillan took the old woman's hands in his. She smiled up at him.
“Thank you, Father,” she whispered, “for not falling in with all these crazies telling us the world is coming to an end. Just a little rain storm and everyone's shouting about doomsday.”
“These are always questionable months for weather in New England, Betty. We should be thankful for the warm sun this morning. After all,” he raised a palm skyward, “it's not raining now.”
She smiled. “Thank God for that.”
“But it will rain,” a teenage boy said behind her. “That's what they're saying. How come you didn't talk about it?”
McMillan didn't recognize him. This was often the case lately. People who did not frequent church were now attending in droves. This morning Holy Trinity had twice the usual attendees. He forced himself to smile, stay calm.
“It's not my place to spread unauthenticated rumors, as so many others are doing.”
“Unauthenticated? But you saw the weather. That rain -”
“Stopped,” McMillan interrupted. “If there was to be a flood, I would think it would have continued on for a while longer, don't you?”
“But they said it was a warning. That it wasn't the final storm!”
McMillan wasn’t deaf to his undertone of pleading. Parishioners continued out of the church. Some heard and nodded in agreement; others showed exasperation with a dismissive wave or rolled eyes, and continued down the steps. Some of the first group looked ready for a fight, so hung back. The priest's heart began beating faster. A situation might develop. He prayed for his self-restraint to calm the others.
“I'm not saying one way or the other. The Holy Father in Rome is convening now with the Cardinals. I think we should wait for them to - “
“But they didn't get the visions! What would
“Young man,” snapped Betty. “You show some respect for the Holy Father!” She counted her next points on each gnarled finger. “The Pope is infallible, and like Father McMillan here, he is
“Loose cannons? Have you listened to them? I don't mean that nut-job at Faneuil Hall. I mean everyone else.”
The crowd closed in. The air grew thick with tension. McMillan interrupted the boy with a wave of his hand and as stern a voice as he could manage. “This is not the place to discuss this. People are trying to leave the church.”
“People should be
“I repeat, this is not the place to discuss this.”
“Then
“Do like the priest says and shut your mouth!” Elmer Brevan was an old, old man who’d been an usher in the church as long as McMillan could remember. He broke ranks and leaned over the boy. His hands were raised into fists. McMillan moved between them.
“I won't have this sort of -”
Elmer shoved him aside, not realizing what he was doing in his anger, then stepped towards the teenager. The boy hesitated, uncertain whether he should fighting such an old man. Elmer had no such qualms. He opened his hands and shoved. The kid stumbled backwards and waved his arms to regain balance. He managed to grab the iron railing at the top of the stairs. Someone held the old man by the shoulders. The boy took advantage and lunged forward, throwing awkward punches into Elmer’s face. A women pulled him back by digging her fingernails into his cheeks and yanking sideways. He screamed then toppled sideways down the old brick steps. Father McMillan recovered from his shock enough to look for help, saw only a fist as it slammed into his left eye. In the flash of pain, he saw more people stepping over the boy and running up the stairs to join the fray.
The police officer on traffic duty knelt beside the teenager at the bottom of the stairs and shouted into his shoulder-mounted microphone. The kid waved him away, embarrassed but bleeding from small cuts in his face. McMillan turned to see who had struck him but was suddenly disoriented… too many people behind him, some running down the second staircase, some with wide-eyed children in tow.
Behind the priest someone shouted, “She's got a gun!”
McMillan turned around, the words registering as he stared into the face of a young woman glaring back up at him from the sidewalk. Under her sweatshirt’s hood, her greasy blonde hair framed the rage which twisted her face and froze the man's heart. That, and the pistol held in front her.
Everything fell into slow motion. The front of the gun flashed silently. Someone fell sideways against his shoulder, an older woman,
* * *
By the time Nick's sermon was finished and he’d gone through the motions of the rest of Mass, nearly half of the congregation had walked out. Not all because of anger or disbelief, but because their sons and daughters were crying, sometimes screaming in terror.