Rafferty's left. Rafferty, who is taller than most of the crowd, turns to look, and says to Arthit, 'Holy Jesus Christ.'
Chapter 29
He's walking in the center of a red whirlwind, a whirlwind of rage and self-loathing. His bandaged nose and mouth hurt, and he raises his right hand and slams it open-palmed against his nose, sending an electric burst of pain vaulting through the circuits of his nervous system. His eyes watering, he's about to do it again-God knows he deserves it-but he realizes that it will start his nose bleeding again.
He looks freakish enough already, without blood all over his chin and shirt.
It's about two minutes to ten. He's chosen to come into the area through the Silom end of Patpong 2, the first block of which is always dark. Sidewalk vendors, closed at that hour, own the first segment of the road, so there is no one to see him there. A go-go bar scatters its neon into the night on the right, but he keeps to the left, hands jammed into his pockets, shoulders rigid with fury. John had been right. They should have killed Rose and the others that first night, just minced them where they slept. But they'd seemed so harmless, the wispy little half- breed husband and that ugly brown kid. And he was busy setting up the last act with Wan, and he'd thought he could have his fun with her and then have a little more fun with Rose and that patched-together, pathetic little family.
After all, it was about fun. It had always been about fun.
It humiliates him that John had been right. The accomplice, the sidekick, the guy Howard had always thought of as Tonto-even called him Tonto out loud a few times, knowing that John wasn't aware that tonto was Spanish for 'stupid.' Well, Stupid had been right.
And where the hell is Stupid? Did the cops get him? If they did, then he and Stupid are both as good as dead unless he moves right now. Faced with a bunch of Thai uniformed muscle in a concrete room, John will talk. Ten minutes later Howard's passport will be radioactive. No legal way out of the country.
And then, just to make everything perfect, that idiot Wan got her period. The day before the flight to Phuket and the dance on the rocks, the bitch got the curse.
Mistake after mistake, piled on the lethal sin of underestimating the opposition. Letting that wuss writer slap him around in the street, jam the handle of his own knife up his nose. No, he and John couldn't just follow them from the kid's school, the way John had wanted to, and then kill them wherever they were hiding. (John was right again.) No, let's get the kid, he hears himself say. It'll paralyze Rose. She'll come to us on her hands and knees. We'll make her call the hubby and bring him to us, we'll make her open her own blouse to the knife, as long as she thinks the kid will come out of it okay.
Right. Who's stupid?
He shakes his head and reorients himself. He can't let his alertness lapse. Patpong is no place for him to be right now. If he had a choice, he'd be on a bus heading for the Cambodian border. Find a place where he can walk across, rely on the fact that the Cambodian government hates the Thai government and will probably ignore any watch notice with his name on it. Fly out of Phnom Penh to Hong Kong, connect to Kabul. Get back to work. Put this behind him.
In a couple of years, he'll be able to come back. These people have no memories.
On his left is a massage parlor with no tout in front of it-there's never a tout in front of it, so at least he's right about one thing. Opposite it, brightening that side of the street, he sees a Foodland grocery store, blazing away like noon, full of squat little brown people buying their awful food. Bugs and peppers. Coming up ahead of him on the left, on his side of the street, is a large, dimly lighted hostess bar called the Presidential Club that he's never gone into. And lounging around in front of it on high stools, smoking and babbling at each other, are six or eight girls. Sucker bait. He heads for the far edge of the sidewalk, giving them as much space as possible, eyes on the pavement.
But one of them says, 'Ow, honey, look like hurt. Me kiss it okay.' He doesn't slow, but the hatred in his eyes when he glances at her pushes her halfway off her stool. The girl next to her grabs her friend's arm to hold her up and says to Horner, 'Keep going. You no come here.'
Half a block ahead on the left is the stub road that leads to Patpong 1. Patpong 1 will be much brighter. He puts on his sunglasses to hide the developing black eye and finds that they sit too high on the thick bandages over the bridge of his nose. He stops and forces the little pads farther apart, and one of them breaks off. He stares down at it for a moment, feeling the red heat at his center send out wires of rage, and then he deliberately breaks off the other one. He puts the glasses on again, and this time they sit almost low enough.
It'll have to do. The stub street is mostly empty, just a few men heading somewhere, some bar. Not looking at other men. Going from bar to bar as though the women were different from place to place. They are identical: stupid, greedy, dishonest, parasitical. Pick one, pick any of them. As identical as dolls.
Entering the teeming brightness of Patpong 1, he makes a left and keeps his head down as he pushes his way onto the sidewalk. He stays away from the vendors, who are, in any case, either bargaining a sale or trying to snag a passing customer. A couple of girls trolling the crowd at the entrance to the Throne Room look at him and then exchange wide-eyed glances, but he doesn't know them, and even if he did, he doesn't think they'd recognize him. What they see is a tall man wearing dark sunglasses to hide a black eye, a man whose nose is sheathed in a stiff white bandage. His upper lip has been stitched closed where Rafferty tore it with the haft of the knife, and it is swollen out almost an inch above the upper. He doesn't look like himself.
One of the women says something in Thai, and the other laughs.
All he wants to do is get off the sidewalk and into the Kit-Kat to wait for John. He hasn't heard from John since the debacle on Sukhumvit, and Stupid's cell phone seems to be out of order. They've been partners for years. They have their systems, whether they're in the firing zone or on vacation, and part of those systems is a series of fallback meeting points. The Kit-Kat is the third and last of the fallback points. John didn't show at the first two. If he doesn't show here within fifteen minutes, Howard will have to assume that they got him. Only after three fails can you abandon a partner. It will be time to run for his life.
The next bar he passes has no women working outside, and he turns into the next, which is the Kit-Kat. The usual crap music, the usual losers sitting on the benches nursing the usual beers. The usual whores on the stage, the usual demi-whores serving drinks. He's absorbed in locating an empty table, so he doesn't notice when one of the women on the stage checks him out as he comes in, her eyes doubling in size. She turns her back on him and scans the club for the mama-san but doesn't see her. One of the girls behind the bar looks at her expression and arches her eyebrows, and the first girl turns her head about a quarter of an inch over her left shoulder. The second girl glances over and gasps, although the gasp doesn't carry above the music.
Horner stares down at three fatsos who are taking up two tables, and without a word from him they snuggle up to free the table directly before Horner, a small table in front of the long upholstered bench that runs the length of the club's right wall. He eases himself down, looking for a waitress, not paying attention to the women on the stage. Across the room he catches a girl staring at him, her jaw slack, and he tilts his head down, embarrassed by his injuries. With his face downturned, the first thing he sees of the waitress is her feet. He lifts the eyes behind the sunglasses to her and says, 'Singha.'
Obviously ill at ease, she stammers a reply he can't catch over the music and wheels away from him, walking quickly, her back straight and stiff. He watches her go with a preliminary tickle of anxiety. She heads for the bar, but she seems to be looking all over the club for someone. Horner glances at her again and settles back to wait. He takes his first look at the women on the stage. Many of them glance away.
He sees the one he'd been buying Cokes for before he found Wan, and he tilts his head to her, just a hello, and she takes a step back, so fast she bumps the girl behind her. The girl she bumped doesn't turn around, but when Horner looks in the mirror on the other side of the room, he finds her eyes wide, aimed at his reflection.
In fact, all the girls in the row that's facing away from him are watching him in the mirror.
At the bar the waitress who took Horner's order is told that the mama-san has gone down the street to Superstar to chat with that bar's mama-san. The waitress turns and runs out of the bar as though ghosts are after
