not only someone I think
'Why's that?'
'He hates me. Many do here,' Carver grinned.
'Has he been questioned?'
'This isn't America,' Carver guffawed. 'Besides, who'd
'But, Mr. Carver,' Max said. 'Surely you?a man in your position?you could've paid people to?'
'To
'Believe me, I looked at every way to bring Paul in?'for questioning,' as you say. Can't be done. Vincent Paul's too big a deal here, too powerful. Take him down for no reason and you've got a civil war on your hands. But, with proof, I
Chapter 12
BACK IN THE car, heading down the mountain to Petionville, Max heaved a big sigh of relief. He was glad to be out of that house. He hoped he never had to have dinner with the Carvers again.
He hadn't realized how much the pressure of the evening had gotten to him. His shirt was sweat-stuck to the lining of his jacket and he was picking up the beginnings of a stress headache behind his eyes. He needed to walk, unwind, be alone, breathe free air, think, put things together.
He got the men to drop him off at the bar he'd spotted on their way out. They weren't happy about it, told him 'it not safe,' and insisted that they had orders to drive him all the way home. Max thought of showing them his gun to reassure them but he told them everything would be OK, that he wasn't far from his house.
They drove away without so much as a wave. Max watched their taillights disappear in the night faster than pennies down a well. He glanced down the road to get his bearings.
At the very bottom was the middle of Petionville?the roundabout and marketplace?lit up in bright orange neon and totally deserted. In between was near- complete darkness, broken, here and there, by stray bare bulbs over doorways and in windows, small fires on the roadside, and random headlights. Max knew he had to turn down a side street, walk to the end of it, find the Impasse Carver, and follow it home. He now realized he should have let the men drive him back: not only would it be a bitch finding the gate to his compound in the dark, but, more immediately, he didn't know which street led to home. He could see there were at least four to choose from.
He'd have to walk down the hill and try each of the streets until he came to the right one. He remembered being in simple, stupid situations like this when he was younger, always drunk and stoned when he hadn't scored. He'd always made it home. Safe and sound. He'd be OK.
But first he needed a drink. Just one?maybe a shot of that six-star deluxe Barbancourt old man Carver had offered him earlier. That would see him home, help him along his way, isolate him from the fear that was starting to whisper in his mind. He was seeing Clyde Beeson in his diaper again and asking himself what had happened to Darwen Medd. He was imagining Emmanuel Michelange with his dick scissored off and stuffed down his throat and wondering if he'd been alive when they'd done that to him. And he was thinking about Boukman, sitting there, somewhere on the street, maybe by one of those small fires, watching him, waiting.
From the outside, La Coupole was a small, bright-blue house with a rusted corrugated-iron roof whose eaves were hung with a string of flickering multicolored bulbs, similar to the ones surrounding the sign?two wooden planks with the bar name painted in white in a crude, jumbled script: part block, part cursive, part straight, part bent. Small spotlights were trained on the walls and highlighted the chips and cracks in the concrete. The windows were boarded up. Someone had spray-painted LA COUPOLE WELCOME U.S. in black on one of the boards, and painted a list of drinks and prices on the other?Bud, Jack, and Coke were on sale; nothing else.
Music was thudding from within, but it wasn't loud enough for him to make out more than the bass. It was the only noise in the street, although plenty of people?all of them locals?were hanging around outside the bar, talking.
A bald teenager in a grubby white suit with no shirt and shoes was sitting on an old motorbike. The seat was sprouting springs and foam from its four corners. The kid was surrounded by a semicircle of little boys, also bald, all of them looking up at him with awe and respect. The picture belonged in a church or a modern-art museum?Jesus cast as a Haitian slum kid dressed in a soiled John Travolta disco suit.
Max walked inside. The light was dim and rust-tinted, but he could make everything out. It was a lot bigger than he'd expected. He could see where they'd knocked down the back of the original house and built an extension because they either couldn't afford or hadn't bothered to paint the walls a uniform color. A third of the interior was the same blue as the exterior, while the rest was rough, unadorned, unsanded gray brickwork. The floor was plain cement.
Wooden tables and chairs stood around the edges of the room and clustered up in the corners. No two tables and chairs were matched. Some were tall and round, others squat and square, one was made up of four banged-together school desks, another was once part of a larger table that had been sawn in half and modified, while there was one table with brass-or copper-capped corners that looked suspiciously like an antique.
There were plenty of people inside, most of them white males. All off-duty American and?he supposed?UN troops. Max could spot his countrymen. Twice as big as their multinational counterparts; one part exercise, one part overeating, one part genes?hefty arms, broad shoulders, small heads, and no necks; just like him. Most of the few female soldiers who were around were put together the same way. They were all talking among themselves, telling stories and jokes, laughing, drinking only Bud or Coke out of bottles. They gave Max a blatant once-over when he passed them by. He stood out in his suit and shiny black shoes, overdressed in a room of jeans, shorts, T-shirts, and sneakers.
He made his way to the bar. There were no stools, only standing and leaning room. There was exactly one bottle on display behind the counter?standard Barbancourt rum, unopened, yellow-paper cap seal still intact. The beer and Cokes were being served out of a cooler.
Max surprised the barman by asking for rum. The barman got the bottle down, opened it, and poured out slightly more than a double measure in a clear plastic beaker. He was going to dump a handful of ice into it but Max shook his head no. He paid in dollars. Two bucks. No change.
The music was coming from the courtyard to the left, through a doorway with no door. An amused-looking Haitian DJ was manning a CD player behind a table, pumping some God-awful HiNRG with an androgynous singer rhyming 'love' with 'dove' in a German accent, while in front of him a few dozen off-duty peacekeepers were dancing like epileptics having fits on an ice rink.
Max felt eyes on him. He turned his head and followed the feeling back to a dark corner near the bar. Two Haitian women were smiling at him, catching his eye, beckoning him. Prostitutes. They had the same look the world over. He felt a tug in his groin, a pull on his balls. Black women and brown women were his favorites, the ones he always gravitated to, the ones who made him stop and do a double take.
One of the whores started coming over to him, walking awkwardly in a too-tight black dress and tall silver heels. He realized he'd been staring at them without seeing them, all the while playing host to his memories and fantasies. They'd sensed his need in an instant, smelled the curdled lust on him. Max stared the woman in the eye and stopped her in her tracks, her smile giving way to a worried look. He shook his head and looked away, back at the DJ and his dancers.
He sipped his drink. The rum was surprisingly good: sweet and mellow on his tongue, easy on his throat. Instead of the bare-knuckle hook to the gut he was expecting, it gave him a cozy, comforting feeling. The embrace was warm and familiar.
You never really got over an addiction. You could stay clean for the rest of your life, but it was always there, the impulse to start again, shadowing you, walking parallel, ready to catch you if you slipped. It was best to quit a habit when the high was still greater than the low and the pleasure outweighed the pain. That way you kept good memories and had no regrets, like people you meet and leave behind on vacation.
Max hadn't been an alcoholic, but he'd been getting there. He'd had a drink at the end of every shift, no matter when they'd finished up. As early at seven or eight in the morning, he and Joe would find the first open bar and sit with people knocking one back on their way to work, and others getting ready to find breakfast after an all-night binge. It was always only the one drink in the mornings?a shot of Irish whiskey, neat, no rocks.
He'd drunk a lot when he'd gone out, but never so much that he'd lost control. It had helped him forget he was a cop and lose the telltale aura of battered rectitude and all-seeing otherness cops have about them. It had eased him through difficult social situations. It had gone well with meals and lonely nights. And it had helped him
