“Could be anything-here, take a look,” Jack said, holding his pet out for the doctor’s examination.
The vet glanced quickly at the dog, then instructed Jack to put him on the picnic table. He ran into the house. When he returned, he washed some solution down Thursday’s throat with the hose.
“C’mon, boy,” Jack said desperately. Thursday lifted his head a few inches, reacting to Jack’s voice. He finally managed to bring something up, but it looked mostly like blood. Jeff tried the hose again, but got no reaction. The animal’s paws had stopped shaking. Suddenly, his whimpering stopped and his chest stilled. There was only the sound of running water. Jack looked at the vet.
“I’m sorry, Jack.”
Jack couldn’t speak, just looked away. Jeff gave him a moment, then touched him on the shoulder. “There’s nothing we could have done.”
“I shouldn’t have left him running around alone. I should have-”
“Jack, really. Don’t blame yourself. I don’t think it was some poison he just happened to come in contact with. Looks like somebody fed him about a pound of raw hamburger-with two pounds of glass mixed in. Poor guy about swallowed it whole.”
“What-” Jack said, disbelieving. Then it began to click into place. “That sick bastard.”
“Who?”
“Huh? Oh, nothing. I. . I just can’t believe it that someone would do this.”
“Listen,” Jeff said, “Why don’t you leave him with me. I’ll bring him in tomorrow morning and take care of it.”
Jack nodded reluctantly. “Thanks.” He stared down at Thursday, gave him a last pat on the head, and headed for home. As he walked the gravel path between the two houses, trying to maintain his self-control, it seemed like his whole life was spiraling downward-that he’d entered a dark tunnel and completely lost his bearings. He wondered when-or if-it would end.
He’d been in the house only a few minutes when the phone rang. He was seized with cold fury as he recalled how he’d nearly been run over outside the Freedom Institute, and then gotten a call a few seconds later. He snatched up the phone.
“Listen, you son of a bitch-”
“Jack, it’s Jeff,” said the vet.
Jack swallowed back his anger. “Sorry. I thought-”
“No problem. I just wanted you to know. After you left, I took a closer look at that stuff Thursday expelled from his stomach. There’s not just glass in the meat. There’s seeds too. Some kind of flower seeds, it looks like. I don’t know if they’re poisonous or not, but it was still the glass that killed your dog. I just thought I should mention it.”
Jack nodded with comprehension. But he didn’t share his thoughts with the vet. “Thanks, Jeff. Maybe it’ll help me get a lead on the guy. I’ll let you know if I turn up anything.”
He hung up the phone. The seeds gave him a lead all right. In fact, they pointed right at Eddy Goss. Jack’s most notorious client had explained the meaning of the seeds in Jack’s very first in-depth consultation with him. The two of them had been locked alone in a dimly lit, high-security conference room at the county jail, about twelve hours after Goss had confessed on videotape to Detective Lonzo Stafford. Jack had sat passively on one side of the table listening, as his client doted on the details of his crime. Now some of those details-the ones that had earned Goss the nickname “Chrysanthemum Killer”-were coming back.
“Did they find the seed?” Goss asked his lawyer.
Jack lifted his eyes from his yellow notepad, pen in hand, and looked across the table at his client. “The medical examiner found it. It was shoved somewhere beyond her vagina.”
Goss sat back in his chair and folded his arms smugly, obviously pleased. “It’s a chrysanthemum seed, you know.” He arched his eyebrows, as if his lawyer was supposed to see the hidden significance.
Jack just shrugged.
Goss seemed annoyed, almost angry that Jack didn’t appreciate his point. “Don’t you get it?” Goss asked impatiently.
“No,” Jack said with a sigh. “I don’t
Goss leaned forward, eager to explain. “Chrysanthemums are the coolest flower in the world, man.”
“They remind me of funerals,” Jack said.
“Right,” Goss answered, pleased that Jack was following along. “Nature
Jack flashed a curious but cautious expression. “What are you talking about?”
Goss warmed to the topic. “The chrysanthemum seed is just really unique. Most flowers bloom when it’s warm outside. They love summer and sunshine. But chrysanthemums are different. You plant the seed in the summer, when the ground is nice and warm, but it doesn’t do anything. It just sits there. The seed doesn’t even start to grow until summer’s almost over, when the days get shorter and the nights get cooler. And the cooler and darker it gets, the more the seeds like it. Then, in November-when everything around it’s dying, when the ground is getting cold, when the nights are long and the days are cloudy-that’s when the big flower pops out.”
“So,” Jack said warily, “you planted your seed.”
“In a warm, dark place,” Goss explained. “And that place is going to grow darker and colder every day from now on-until it’s the perfect place for my seed to grow.”
Jack stared at Goss in stone-faced silence, then scribbled the words “possible insanity defense” on his pad “How did you learn so much about flowers, Eddy?”
Goss averted his eyes. “When I was a kid in Jersey, the was this man in the neighborhood who had a greenhouse. He grew everything in there,” he said with a sly smile. “Me and him used to smoke some of it, too.”
“How did you learn about planting the seed? How did you get this idea about planting seeds in a warm, dark place?”
Goss’s mouth drew tight. “I don’t remember.”
“How old were you?”
“Ten or eleven,” he said with a shrug.
“And how old was the man?”
“Old. . not real old.”
Jack leaned forward and spoke firmly, but with understanding. “What did you used to do in there, Eddy? With that man?”
Goss’s eyes flared, and his hands started to shake. “I said I don’t
“No, I just want you to try to remember-”
“Just get the fuck outta here!” Goss shouted. “Meeting’s over. I got nothing more to say.”
“Just take it easy-”
“I said, get your ass outta here!”
Jack nodded, then packed up his bag and rose from his chair. “We’ll talk again.” He turned and stepped toward the locked metal security door.
“Hey,” Goss called out.
Jack stopped and looked back at him.
“You’re gonna get me out of here, aren’t you?”
“I’m going to represent you,” Jack said.
Goss narrowed his eyes. “You have to get me outta here.” He leaned forward in his chair to press his point. “You
As Jack stood in his living room recalling that conversation, the memory still gave him a chill. He sighed, shook his head. If the situation wasn’t so serious, he’d laugh at the irony. He’d secured a psychopath’s acquittal, only to find himself the man’s next target.
But was he really Goss’s target? Of his rancor, maybe. But Jack found it hard to believe that Goss would actually do him physical harm. He seemed more comfortable confronting overmatched women and small animals.
