The one in the middle came forward. He seemed a good bit older than the others, maybe thirty. Matthew recognized the eyes from the shrimp boat. He was the leader, the one who’d sported the Australian-style hat. The one who had murdered Hector and Livan.
“You were thinking about it, weren’t you?” he said in English.
“What?” said Matthew.
“You were going to run.”
“No.”
“You lie. I saw it in your eyes.”
Matthew glanced back at the two guards in the truck. They were standing, watching and smiling. They’d set him up. The whole incident had been a test to see if he’d try to escape.
He stepped closer, then stopped, staring Matthew directly in the eye. “My name is Joaquin. You are a prisoner of war, and you are now my responsibility. You will never escape, so don’t try.”
“Whose war?”
“The people’s.”
“Who are you?”
“That is not your concern.”
“What do you plan to do with me?”
“We intend to treat you as you deserve to be treated. If you are good, we are good to you. If you are bad, your family will be negotiating not for your release but for the return of your lifeless corpse for a proper burial. Do you understand me?”
Matthew was silent for fear of what he might say in anger. The audacity of this common criminal with a so- called cause was more than he could stand.
“Do you understand?” Joaquin said, more pointedly.
“I don’t understand any of this. This is crazy. You and your whole idiotic group of teenage Rambos is crazy.”
Joaquin glared. “Don Matthew, your attitude is not good. You have already cost me one good man. You are quickly proving to be more trouble than you are worth.”
Matthew said nothing. Joaquin turned away, then said something in Spanish to the smaller guard that Matthew didn’t quite hear.
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As commanded, he started walking back toward the truck, but she gave him a shove in the other direction, prodding him again with the AK-47. They walked through chest-high weeds until they came to a small clearing of softer grass with the cold black ashes of an extinguished campfire in the center. Two mules were tied to a tree, both bearing a mountain of gear and supplies. Beside them were two goats, a large black one and a smaller white one.
“Stop,” she said in Spanish. “On your knees, eyes forward.”
Slowly he knelt in the grass, his arms at his sides. He could sense she was standing behind him, but he didn’t look. He felt vulnerable, defenseless, and now he regretted the insults he’d hurled at Joaquin. These losers had murdered his friends, but he’d have to hold his tongue. They’d kill him just as quickly, especially if he continued to antagonize their leader in front of his little band of juvenile delinquents. He braced himself for some kind of disciplinary action, possibly a beating.
He heard footsteps behind, heavy boots coming swiftly toward him. He didn’t look back. He just gritted his teeth, expecting a swift kick to the kidneys. Joaquin suddenly whisked past him, then stopped, a long serrated knife in hand. He got down on one knee and began to sharpen it on a rock, the grinding noise piercing Matthew’s ears. When he finished, he held the blade at eye level, the metal glistening in the setting sun.
Matthew could not tear his eyes away from the eight-inch blade.
Then, in one swift motion, Joaquin wheeled, reached behind him, and grabbed the smaller goat by the throat. He pinned the animal on its back, jabbed the knife in its underbelly, and slit upward, tearing the ribs from the sternum.
It screeched in utter agony, a sound unlike any Matthew had heard since his days in Vietnam. It convulsed and kicked, still alive, blood spewing onto the ground. Matthew could hear the last breaths sucking through the gaping wound, through the sliced lungs.
Joaquin rose, unmoved by the horrific sounds of pain. He simply watched and listened as the animal’s screeches gradually weakened, its life-ending throes losing their kick. The agony lasted a solid minute, and then Joaquin seemed bored. He unholstered his pistol and shot the dying goat in the head.
Then he turned toward the prisoner.
Matthew preferred to be shot making a run for it than to be mutilated by this butcher. His muscles tightened as Joaquin drew near. He was about to lash out, but he held back at the last instant, convincing himself in that tense moment that he was surely worth more alive than dead to Joaquin.
Joaquin wiped the bloody knife on Matthew’s shirt, one flat side and then the other. “Don’t ever run from me,” he said in a low, threatening tone. “I promise, death will not come so quickly for you.”
Matthew glared at him, wishing he could just deck this monster.
“Up,” ordered Joaquin.
Matthew rose, saying nothing. So much for Joaquin’s promise to treat him well. Matthew had the feeling it was only the first of many lies.
Joaquin said, “What you said before is true. This is crazy. We are all crazy.” Then he turned to his guerrillas and shouted, “
They laughed. It was a wordplay on “Colombia” that Matthew had seen before in newspapers, with no exact translation. But he got the drift.
At Joaquin’s command, one guerrilla took Matthew by the left arm, the other by the right, as they led him to the pack mules.
8
I had a bizarre dream that night. My family owned a gold mine. We agreed to pay the kidnappers a king’s ransom for my father’s release. It was delivered in a dump truck, tons of glittering gold dust. The guerrillas came with shovels and wheelbarow. When the last of the mountain had been hauled away, the rebels released their hostage. Out from the jungle walked an eighty-six-year-old man who was not my father. Frantic, I chased after the guerrillas and shouted at the top of my lungs that they’d made a terrible mistake. One of them finally stopped and turned, almost laughing as he answered in the exact voice of the Colombian police officer I’d spoken to on the phone last evening.
Some people find meaning in dreams. I usually dismissed the good ones as wishful thinking and the power of suggestion; the bad ones I chalked up to stress, anxiety, and the power of indigestion. This time I wasn’t taking any chances. The next morning I drove to the Miami field office for a personal visit with the FBI.
I arrived at half past nine, took the elevator to the second floor, and checked in with the receptionist who sat on the other side of the bulletproof glass. I told her my name and why I was there.
“You want Agent Nettles, our legal liaison for international kidnappings.”
“I’ve seen him already. I’d like to see his supervisor, please.”
“Do you have an appointment?”
“No. But it’s no exaggeration to say that this is a matter of life and death. Please, I really need to see someone with authority.”
She gave me a quick once-over, as if trying to determine whether I was a nutcase. “I’ll see who’s available,” she said.
“Thank you.”
I sat in the Naugahyde chair and waited. Rising from the table beside me was a three-foot-tall trophy from a
