done for Helen. I was thinking maybe I could do something for somebody, too.
“And maybe a little bit for yourself?” Leon said.
“Okay, maybe. Just a little bit.”
He called me a couple of days later. I sat on the whole idea for a couple more days. Maybe I was trying to talk myself out of it. I woke up on New Year’s Eve day convinced that it was a bad idea.
Sometime late that afternoon, I changed my mind.
I had a bottle of champagne in my fridge. I had been saving it for God knows what, for drinking by myself again on another New Year’s Eve. This year I might have shared it with Vinnie and his family. Or Jackie and Leon. I had more family now than ever.
But that wasn’t enough. For some reason, after what I had been through, I felt like I needed something more.
I put the bottle of champagne in the truck, drove out into the cold day. I had the plow on the front of the truck, the cinder blocks in the back for traction. Even with no snow on the ground, I was ready. That’s the way I am.
I drove over the bridge. The man in the customs booth looked my truck over and asked me if I had heard something about a snowstorm. I told him no, but the minute I took the plow off we’d get dumped on. He thought that was funny. He wished me a Happy New Year and sent me on my way.
I had the directions on the seat next to me, courtesy of Leon. It wasn’t that far away, that was the crazy thing. I figured I’d have to drive all day again. But the address was in Blind River, a little town on the North Channel, maybe an hour and a half east of Sault Ste. Marie.
I took the Queen’s Highway out of the Soo and followed it through all the small towns on the coast. I had come down this same road on the way to Sudbury, when I was looking for Vinnie. This time there was a lot less at stake. So why did I feel so nervous?
The sun was going down when I hit Blind River, the days so damned short now. I found the intersection in the middle of town, took a left and headed north. The town gave way to wetlands and empty fields spotted with thin traces of snow. I went over a little bridge and found the farmhouse on the right, set back from the road. I pulled up the gravel driveway and stopped. There was a car pulled up in front of a small barn, but the house looked dark.
I got out and went to the front porch. There was a Christmas wreath hanging on the door. I rang the bell and waited. Twenty seconds passed. I rang the bell again.
The door opened. Natalie Reynaud stood there in the light of the doorway. She was wearing jeans and a white cotton shirt, and she looked at me like I was the last person she ever expected to see standing on her porch. Which I suppose I was.
“McKnight?”
“Good evening.”
“What are you… What is this?”
“I’m here to give you something. May I come in?”
She didn’t move. “What are you talking about?” She looked down at the bottle in my hand. “Did you come here to give me a bottle of champagne?”
“No,” I said. “Something else. The champagne is just…” I ran out of words. At that moment, I started to feel like an idiot and I might have left if she hadn’t opened the door all the way for me.
“Come on in,” she said. “You’re letting the warm out.”
“My father used to say that,” I said as I stepped inside. “You’re letting the warm out.”
She stood in front of me with her arms folded. “I’m not on the job right now,” she said. “I took a leave.”
“I know,” I said. “I mean, I don’t know, but I’m not surprised. I did the same thing myself.”
She kept one arm folded around her and ran the other through her hair. “McKnight, I don’t know how you found me, or why you came all the way out here, but-”
“Here,” I said. I gave her the piece of paper.
She took it from me. She held it for a moment like she was unsure what to do with it. Then she unfolded it and read the article. She read it quickly and then she looked up at me. “What’s this about?”
“Can we sit down?”
“Over here,” she said. She led me to her dining room table. It was an antique oak table with ornate claw feet, and it matched the rest of the room perfectly. There was a hutch with china plates displayed in rows, and an old pie cabinet with the air holes in the metal panels. A chandelier hung from the ceiling with five crystal bowls.
“It’s a nice house,” I said.
“It’s my grandparents’ house.”
I looked out into the next room. “I hope I’m not disturbing them.”
“I doubt it. They’re both dead.”
I sat down at the table. My collar felt hot around my neck.
“Look,” she said, “are you going to tell me what this article means?”
“Please sit down,” I said.
She let out a long breath and sat down across from me. I couldn’t help but notice what the antique light did to her eyes. And for the first time I saw a hint of red in her hair.
“Read the names again,” I said.
She looked at the article. The expression on her face changed. “Gannon. St. Jean. Trembley.” She looked at me. “Where did you get this?”
“Someone at the newspaper ran a search with those names. It was easy.”
“I know what happened up at that lodge,” she said. “I read your statement. Was that the way it really went?”
“I thought you said you were on leave.”
“I’m getting a little concerned here. Maybe you should go.”
“There’s another name in that list,” I said. “Olivia Markel.”
She looked at it again. “I see it. What about her?”
“Her father was your partner.”
It took a few seconds for that to sink in. “Claude had a daughter? He never said anything about her.”
“It was a long time ago. Before you even knew him, I’m sure.”
“I don’t get it. What does this have to do with… with anything?”
“They were all together,” I said. “Those people at the lodge, and Claude. They’ve been together ever since that fire in Detroit.”
“But Gannon-” She thought hard about it. “Gannon was the one who killed him.”
“In the end, yes. When Vinnie and I found out what they had done to those men, Claude apparently wanted Gannon to come clean.”
“How do you know this?”
“I assume you have something like the Fifth Amendment up here in Canada?”
“Just tell me.”
“I have to know I can trust you.”
She looked at me forever. Somewhere in the house, a grandfather clock chimed nine times.
“Tell me,” she said.
I told her about Helen, and what Vinnie and Maskwa had done for her. And my own part in it. I told her the whole story. When I was done, she sat back in her chair and closed her eyes.
“They’ll find out eventually,” she said. “Someone else will make the connection.”
“Someday,” I said. “Maybe. But it doesn’t have to come from you.”
“So is that why you came here? To tell me the truth about Claude? Is that going to change anything?”
“Yes,” I said. “It changes everything. He left you behind for a reason. You don’t have to blame yourself anymore.”
She shook her head.
“Did you hear me?”
“Yes,” she said. “I understand what you’re trying to tell me. But-”
“Why are you here?” I said.
