Prototype

criminals, but this was largely the result of sloppy research methodology: Subjects in influential studies in Great Britain and Sweden had been culled from mental institutions and prisons, rather than from the general population.

Mendenhall grabbed the file and shuffled to general patient data, scanned it quickly. “No indication of subnormal intelligence  — hmm, to the contrary. Height only average.” He closed the file and met her with quizzical eyes. “How could you possibly suspect he’s a double-Y?”

“I don’t,” Adrienne said. “He does.”

Mendenhall groaned and rubbed his crinkling forehead. “And he got this idea from where? Movies, or TV?”

Adrienne shook her head. “Neither. Clay has a collection of books about serial murders and criminal abnormality. He first read about the double-Y in connection with Richard Speck — ”

“Amateur speculation. Speck didn’t even have a double-Y.”

“Well, I gather most of the books Clay has, if not all, are more sensationalistic than scholarly in nature. But to be fair, I even looked it up in one of my old academic texts, and it was in error, too.”

“Is he fixated on this?”

Adrienne nodded. “To an extent. He mentioned it in our third session and didn’t much dwell on it, and once I’d explained that he shouldn’t consider himself a candidate for it — because of his intelligence and height — I didn’t think it was significant. But he brought it up again yesterday.”

She silently cursed all scientists and exploiters everywhere who, with half-baked brains, trumpeted baseless conclusions that served only to inspire panic, like ripples across a calm pond. She no longer paid attention to the latest findings of dietitians who announced new reasons to scorn old foods. They would undoubtedly be contradicted soon enough, and hopefully go to their graves someday with all the obscurity they deserved.

How much more fundamental, if less widespread, was the fear generated by those who attached stigmas to abnormal variations of body and mind? Such deviations were so deeply borne that, to those affected by them, it was like giving them cause to loathe their own bodies.

“I think if we have his karyotype run and supply him with picture-perfect proof that he’s not a double-Y,” said Adrienne, “it’ll help alleviate the anxiety he’s feeling over it. And free him up for the things that do matter.”

Mendenhall sat with pursed lips and frowning eyes, while the desktop held his gaze. “What kind of expenditure would this be?”

Always the cost; alleviation of misery was next in line. “If you want a dollar figure, I can’t say. But negligible. It’s a very routine, simple screen. We can’t do it on the premises but we can keep it local: the Genetics Center of Arizona Associated Labs.”

He progressed from pursed lips to gnawing at the inside of one corner of his mouth. “Find out how much. I can’t give you the authorization until I know.”

Adrienne smiled, a thin, shrewd, dealmaker’s smile that just managed to conceal her irritation that he did not wholly trust her word.

“Thank you, Ferris,” she said, and knew just when to leave.

* * *

The psycho ward didn’t allow televisions in the rooms — this was a surprise? On or off, TVs were notorious for implanting thoughts into heads. Clay had conversed with few of his ward mates, but enough to conclude that as far as most were concerned, denying them unlimited video access was wise. There was a large set in the dayroom, but it usually remained under the control of the staff, and whoever feared its influence — the home of the cathode- ray gods, perhaps — did not have to come near it.

Clay, however, soaked it up whenever he was able.

A tie to home; whenever he was home the TV was always on, although he didn’t know why. It commanded attention, if not respect. He viewed it not as entertainment, but as a conduit of information. He could wire in with optic and auditory nerves; pipe in news and documentaries, commentary both rational and apocalyptic. He could define the state of the world in any given half hour, and it was always maddened.

Fringe shows on syndication and cable access were best, the gleam on the cutting edge of media psychosis.

It took him a week of attempts, whenever TV security was lax, to locate The Eye of Vigilance, coming out of a Phoenix station. It had a late-night time slot in Denver, but early-evening here. Curious. Perhaps in Arizona it met with a wider receptive audience.

Clay’s rational side found that mildly scary, while the deconstructionist rejoiced — one more sign of Armageddon.

The Eye of Vigilance was the half-hour province of one Milton Wheeler, who lorded over his airwaves from behind a polished oak desk, and whose introductory fanfare announced to sycophants and heretics that he was “appointed by God as the conscience of the nation.” No one knew if he really believed this or not, but it never hurts to call in the big guns.

There was much that made him rabid, and this stocky fellow with wagging jowls and manicured hands and his glasses slightly askew railed against it all with varying degrees of eloquence, sometimes with guests at his side, sometimes taking phone calls, and he was absolutely full of shit. This was, for Clay, the main attraction. Milton Wheeler was an idol in the making and could not lose. If he lived, the far right would eventually canonize him. If he were killed, then he would be its martyr.

Though for all Wheeler’s propagandizing, Clay found that every now and again he did make an eerie kind of sense.

Monday evening, mid-October, an epiphany:

'A stranger is just an enemy you haven’t assessed yet,” he said, and the studio audience murmured its agreement.

“Did you hear that?” It was the patient in the chair beside Clay, forty years of twitches mellowing under medication. She always held two fingers as if they clamped a cigarette.

“Yeah,” said Clay.

“Do you believe that?”

“I think so. Don’t you?”

She pointed at the TV with her two fingers that never did anything alone. “That fat little man wants to be Jesus. Only he’s too heavy, he’d tear loose and fall off the cross. That’s why he’s so pissed off all the time.”

Clay cocked his head, staring at the screen, considering this. He half-shrugged, half-nodded. It was as good an explanation as any for what motivated the man. “But they make better nails now.”

“Well, somebody needs to go tell him, then.” She brought her fingers to her lips and, with no cigarette to puff, scratched her chin. “Are you busy now?”

“I’m waiting,” he told her, inspired by the unlikely wisdom of Milton Wheeler and this woman’s messianic imagery, “for a table to be prepared for me in the presence of my enemies.”

“Oh,” she said. “Okay.”

Clay watched until a nurse came along and noticed what was playing and switched to something less volatile, so he returned to his room and endured sundown — hated cusp of transition and advent of shadowed menace. The world stopped at the window, but the barrier was only glass and metal. Everything had a melting point.

A stranger is just an enemy you haven’t assessed yet.

He had learned this lesson early in life, had merely failed to qualify it so succinctly. And fathers and mothers are never so honest as to prepare their malignant offspring for the social abortion the world is sure to perform on them.

But, inquisitive Adrienne, doesn’t everybody wake up one day to realize his childhood was never the norm? Statistically speaking, neither mean, median, nor mode.

Doesn’t everybody blame himself for failure to fit in, by deed if not conscious admission, and self-inflict the punishment due? A razor blade makes fine slices on arms and legs and torso, but a penknife is even better, thicker of blade and duller by increments; the skin resists its pressure before giving way, and the sensation is so much more real. And blood makes splendid ink with which to write indictments against oneself.

Doesn’t everybody get together to compare scars for severity, frequency, aesthetics?

Doesn’t everybody?