“Or ranch dressing. Ranch is disgusting.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Or eggs.”
One more brisk nod, and then he disappeared.
“Well,” I said. “Nothing like visiting a fancy restaurant. We should do this more often.”
“Yup,” she said, dipping a piece of bread into the oil and holding it up to the light. Globs of vomit-colored oil plopped onto her plate. “Nothing like it.”
I tried to relax and just enjoy the next few minutes. Tried to engage in a coherent conversation, tried to listen to her talk about a club she’d heard about that she wanted to visit but that I would never let her go to anyway, tried to think of clever things to say about the birdlike Tried to, but couldn’t. The image of a slaughterhouse had landed in my mind and refused to leave.
I could hear squealing coming from the inside. Sharp desperate cries. But neither this slaughterhouse nor the squealing had anything to do with pigs.
2
The last three months had been good ones for Creighton Melice, now known as Neville Lewis. He liked San Diego weather, and he especially liked living in a city with hundreds of thousands of undocumented, untraceable, easily misplaced people.
And so many of them women.
Lovely Hispanic women.
Potential girlfriends.
Creighton glanced around the warehouse office, and his eyes took in the dusty file cabinet in the corner piled high with a stack of manila folders, the swimsuit calendar that was still flipped to May 2007 pinned to the wall, and, of course, the large gray desk with his high-definition computer screen on top of it. Beside the keyboard was a stack of DVD cases.
He stepped onto a swivel chair and repositioned the right-hand camcorder centering it in the hole in the wall so he could get a clearer view of his next girlfriend when it happened. Over the years he’d found that the videos were much more satisfying when he got the camera angles just right.
And, of course, a lot depended on the quality of your equipment.
And whoever the guy was who’d shot the bottle from his hand that day in DC knew his stuff: the two professional-grade camcorders were the kind a news crew might use for a remote.
The warehouse had already been prepared for Creighton when he arrived in November. Everything was all set. Just waiting for him.
As he sat down at the desk, a large spider, ripe with babies, lowered itself onto his arm, but Creighton didn’t mind, didn’t brush it away. He’d always had an affinity for spiders.
He tapped at the keyboard to test the remote zoom capabilities.
The spider skittered up his arm and across the back of his neck. A few more keystrokes.
Yes.
Excellent.
Now, for the second camera.
The server arrived with our order. He laid a large metal bowl beside me containing my two meagerly generous servings of salad.
Then he placed Tessa’s salad in front of her and quickly stepped back. “Anything else?”
“No,” I said. “We’re good. Thanks.”
Tessa inspected her salad, probably looking for stray pieces of meat that might have fallen into it. “It looks OK.”
As our server hurried off and we began to eat, I glanced at the routes of the two dozen servers again. Made note of which tables each person was serving, who yielded to whom as they approached the kitchen. Then, in between mouthfuls of lettuce, spinach, green peppers, and black olives, Tessa and I talked about how her junior year of high school was going, the colleges she was considering, the things we were both hoping to do in San Diego, and some bands I’d never heard of who were apparently amazingly sick-meaning good. But all the while, in the back of my mind, I was still thinking about the slaughterhouse.
Then, with a big bite of salad in her mouth, Tessa asked, “So, it feels good, doesn’t it?”
A shiver squirmed through my gut.
I paused with my salad fork halfway to my mouth. “What did you just say?”
My tone must have been as harsh as the images climbing through my mind, because she blinked, and when she replied, she seemed almost intimidated. “I just mean, being in the middle of a case like this. Trying to catch this arsonist guy. It feels good. It’s what you do. It’s what you like, isn’t it?”
“Yes, it is. It’s what I do. It’s what I like.” My words were blunt.
Unnecessary hammer blows. I didn’t want to go where this conversation or my thoughts were taking me, so I changed the subject.
“But being here with you, I like this more.” I set down my fork.
She gave me a tired, you-can’t-possibly-be-for-real teenager look, but I caught the hint of a smile. “Yeah. Whatever.”
“I mean it.”
“Thanks.” She looked down at the table. Slightly embarrassed.
It was nice to see.
Over the past couple years we’d both been through a lot. Tessa had been fifteen when her mother and I met, dated, and then married-sixteen when Christie died tragically of breast cancer.
Christie’s parents had passed away years before, and Tessa didn’t know who her real father was, so that left the two of us to try and work through Christie’s death and form a family together. It hadn’t gone too well. Nearly a year had passed since Christie’s death, and it felt like Tessa and I were still at the starting line. But at least we were there together. And that was something.
I picked up my outside fork and aimed it at a miniature tomato in my salad. “So, four days in San Diego, huh?”
“Yeah. This is one time I’m actually glad Denver has year-round schools. All their screwy breaks.”
“I thought maybe while we’re here I could take you to the Sherrod Aquarium.”
“An aquarium.” She spoke with her mouth full. “Wow. How fun is that.”
“It’s supposed to be one of the best in the world.”
She sighed with her eyeballs.
“They have sharks,” I said. “Lots and lots of sharks.”
She seemed to consider that for a moment. “Sharks are cool.”
“Now,” I said, “you know that I have-”
“A little work to do while we’re here. I know, I know. The arsonist.”
“Sometimes you may need to stay at the hotel by yourself-”
A slight pause. “I didn’t come here to sit at some stupid hotel.
I’m OK on my own, you know.”
“It’s just that we’re not in Denver, this is a different city.”
“In a few months I’ll be old enough to live on my own.”
“Eight months.”
“Like I said.”
I took a gulp of tea. “Anyway, I’ll spend as much time with you as I can.”
“We’ve been over all this already. It’s no big deal.” And then,
“You don’t have to babysit me.”
Big issue. Deal with that later. “OK.”
Tessa always begs to come along when I travel but likes her space too. Since I’m an FBI criminologist who
