'How's Jeremy holding up?'
'Not very well. He's been down by the nursery staring in the window ever since they brought the baby up from the operating room. I feel sorry for him. He doesn't have anyone.'
'Is that a hint?' Alex said nothing, but I got the message.
Inside the waiting room, I was faced with two distinct types of emotional quicksand. I could venture into the emotion-charged mire with Karen, Dave, and Scott, who were seated on a couch and love seat and huddled in hushed conversation, or I could go talk to Jeremy. He was visible in the hallway outside the nursery window, leaning forlornly against the glass. I chose Jeremy.
He barely glanced up when I stopped behind him. 'How's it going?' I asked.
He shook his head and didn't answer. Then, after a deep breath, he said, 'Karen's fine.'
'Well, of course she is,' I returned impatiently. What kind of goofball comment was that? I wondered.
'Why wouldn't she be? She's right out there in the lobby. I saw her just a minute ago.'
I looked over his shoulder and peered into the nursery window. Inside, only one baby-a tiny, red-faced, pink- swathed gnome-lay on her back in a movable incubator. Her face was
screwed up in a full-volume screech that sliced through the intervening window. A handwritten three-by-five card attached to the incubator's plastic hood read, KAREN LOUISE BEAUMONT.
So that's who Jeremy meant. This Karen was indeed all right. Pissed off, same as her grandmother, but all right just the same.
'It was the tetracycline,' Jeremy said despairingly while I gazed with rapt attention at the squalling infant.
'I beg your pardon?'
'The tetracycline,' he repeated. 'Kelly was taking it for a strep throat. Nobody told her the medication would neutralize her birth-control pills. Believe me, Mr. Beaumont, we didn't want it to be this way. We both wanted a big church wedding with all the trimmings, but…'
He broke off, sobbing and disconsolate, and slumped against the gray wall. I wanted to hold him, to offer him comfort, but my feet were welded to the floor, my hands Superglued to my hips. I didn't know what to do or say.
'I love her,' Jeremy went on hopelessly. 'What'll I do if she dies? Oh God, what'll Karen and I do then?'
It was a despairing, gut-wrenching plea for help, for answers. I wanted to say, 'Snap out of it, Jeremy. Pull yourself together. Don't even think such a thing.' I'm superstitious enough to believe that giving way to such thoughts can open the door for potential disaster.
At last my hands moved, almost of their own volition. I reached out and put one arm across Jeremy Todd Cartwright's quaking shoulder.
'You make do,' I said slowly. 'You take it one day at a time and do the very best you can for you and for your child.'
Jeremy shuddered in a herculean effort to pull himself together. 'Is that what you did after your second wife died?'
So Kelly had told him about Anne Corley, about what had happened between us. Anne wasn't exactly a deep-dark family secret, but it startled me to hear Jeremy mention her. It felt strange to be discussing her with a young man I hardly knew, but then I realized that the pain of what had happened to me then uniquely qualified me to help Jeremy now.
'Pretty much,' I said.
He was silent for a time. 'Do you think she'll die?'
'I don't know. What do the doctors say?'
'The doctors don't talk to me,' he snorted bitterly. 'They talk to your wife-excuse me, to your ex-wife, to Kelly's mother, but not to me. I'm only the father here, not the husband.'
Once more he dissolved in anguished tears. Jeremy Cartwright was a boy in man's clothing. My heart went out to him. This time, I wrapped both arms around his broad shoulders and held him close. He clung to me desperately, like a small frightened child, even though he stood a good two inches taller than I am. Hot tears coursed down the back of my shirt, leaking under my collar and trickling in tiny rivulets between my shoulder blades. At last he quieted and pulled away.
'Come on,' I said, taking his arm. 'Let's go outside.'
'I can't leave,' he objected. 'She's still in the O.R.'
'Just outside to get some air,' I told him. 'It'll do you good. Someone will come find you if you're needed.'
I led him out to the same concrete bench where I had sat some hours earlier. The sun had moved far to the west and was headed down behind the line of encircling hills. Despite sitting in the hot afternoon air where the temperature still hovered in the high 90s, Jeremy shivered uncontrollably.
'Cold?' I asked.
He nodded. 'How can that be?' He stared down at the film of gooseflesh covering his arms.
'A kind of delayed shock, maybe,' I suggested.
He balled his hands into fists, watching them open and close with puzzled interest, as though they were unfamiliar appendages attached to some alien body.
'I called the hotel and canceled our reservation,' he said huskily. 'Since we can't use the room, I didn't want to pay for it. We can't afford it. I don't know how we're going to pay the hospital bill. We had budgeted enough for the baby, but this…' He broke off, shaking his head.
'You don't have hospitalization?'
'For me,' he answered, 'but not for Kelly and the baby. I couldn't add dependent coverage because we weren't married.'
'It'll be all right,' I said. 'Don't worry about that.'
Gordon Fraymore came out through the hospital doors just then, looked around, spotted us, and then started in our direction. 'They want you inside,' he said when he reached us.
'Both of us?' I asked.
'No, him.' Fraymore nodded curtly toward Jeremy, who rose at once and rabbited away. Uninvited, the detective took Jeremy's vacated spot on the bench. First he popped a Tums, then he lit a cigarette.
'I'm pissed at you, Beaumont,' he said evenly enough. 'So's the county sheriff, for that matter. I just thought you should know.'
The word 'mister' had evidently disappeared from Gordon Fraymore's lexicon.
'The sheriff? How come he's mad at me? I don't even know him.'
'Believe me, he knows you,' Fraymore said. 'I gave him the full scoop. Live Oak Farm's in the county, so Daphne Lewis is theirs same as Martin Shore is mine. We figure the two homicides are related, so we're conducting a joint operation.'
Great. Complete stranger or not, whoever the sheriff of Jackson County was, he already hated my guts. Gordon Fraymore had seen to it.
'So why are you bent out of shape?'
'Because you held out on me, for one thing. Why didn't you tell me Tanya Dunseth had some kind of beef going with Daphne Lewis?'
'Because I didn't know.'
'Like hell you didn't!' Fraymore returned more forcefully. 'We've talked to several people who were in the Members' Lounge the other night. They all tell me the same thing-that Tanya Dunseth fell all apart as soon as Daphne Lewis walked into the room. You were there. You must have seen it.'
He had me dead to rights. I nodded. 'There was a reaction, but I couldn't tell for sure if it was because of Daphne or because of Guy,' I returned. 'They came in together. For all I know, it could have been either one of them or both.'
'You should have told me about it,' Fraymore insisted.
'You're talking twenty-twenty hindsight,' I said. 'At the time it happened, nobody was dead yet. Later, after Martin Shore died, there was no way to tie those two incidents together. Besides, it didn't seem like that big a deal. I still don't see any connection.'
'The connection is none of your business, but it is a big deal,' Fraymore countered. 'A woman's dead, dammit.
