‘You’re a very popular teacher,’ I say.
‘They all want to come and see me,’ she laughs. ‘Only in school hours of course, so they can get out of classes.’
‘How are you feeling?’
‘Better.’ She sits up a little higher. I adjust a pillow behind her back. Ruiz has stayed outside in the corridor, swapping off-colour jokes about nurses with the detectives.
‘You just missed Bruno,’ says Maureen.
‘I saw him downstairs.’
‘He’s gone to buy me lunch from Mario’s. I had this craving for pasta and a rocket and parmesan salad. It’s like being pregnant again and having Bruno spoil me, but don’t tell him I said that.’
‘I won’t.’
She looks at her hands. ‘I’m sorry I tried to shoot you.’
‘It’s OK.’
Her voice cracks momentarily. ‘It was horrible… the things he said about Jackson. I really believed him, you know. I really thought he was going to do it.’
Maureen recounts again what happened. Every parent knows what it’s like to lose sight of a child in a supermarket or a playground or in a busy street. Two minutes becomes a lifetime. Two hours and you’re capable of almost anything. It was worse for Maureen. She listened to her son screaming and imagined his pain and death. The caller told her that she would never see Jackson again, never find his body; never know the truth.
I tell her that I understand.
‘Do you?’ she asks.
‘I think so.’
She shakes her head and looks down at her wounded shoulder. ‘I don’t think anyone can understand. I would have put that gun in my own mouth. I would have pulled the trigger. I would have done anything to save Jackson.’
I take a seat beside the bed.
‘Did you recognise his voice?’
She shakes her head. ‘But I know it was Gideon.’
‘How?’
‘He asked about Helen. He demanded to know if she’d written or called or sent me an email. I told him no. I said Helen was dead and I was sorry, but he laughed.’
‘Did he say why he thinks she’s alive?’
‘No, but he made me believe it.’
‘How?’
She stumbles, searching for words. ‘He was so sure.’
Maureen looks away, seeking a distraction, no longer wanting to think about Gideon Tyler.
‘Helen’s mother sent me a get well message,’ she says, pointing to the side table. She directs me to the right card. It features a hand-drawn orchid in pastel shades. Claudia Chambers has written:
God sometimes tests the best people because he knows they’re going to pass. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Please get well soon.
I replace the card.
Maureen has closed her eyes. Slowly her face folds in pain. The morphine is wearing off. A memory uncurls itself from inside her head and she opens her mouth.
‘Mothers should always know where their children are.’
‘Why do you say that?’
‘It’s something he said to me.’
‘Gideon?’
‘I thought he was goading me, but I don’t know any more. Maybe it was the only thing he said that wasn’t a lie.’
48
The law firm of Spencer, Rose and Davis is located in a modern office block opposite the Guildhall and alongside the Law Courts. The foyer is like a modern day citadel, towering five storeys to a convex glass roof crisscrossed with white pipes.
There is a waterfall and a pond and a waiting area with black leather sofas. Ruiz and I watch a man in a pinstriped suit come floating to the floor in one of twin glass lifts.
‘See that guy’s suit,’ Ruiz whispers. ‘It’s worth more than my entire wardrobe.’
‘My shoes are worth more than your entire wardrobe,’ I reply.
‘That’s cruel.’
The pinstriped man confers with the receptionist and moves towards us, unbuttoning his jacket. There are no introductions. We are to follow.
The lift carries us upwards. The potted plants grow smaller and the koi carp become like goldfish.
We are ushered into an office where a septuagenarian lawyer is seated at a large desk that makes him appear even more shrunken. He rises an inch from his leather chair and sits again. It’s either a sign of his age or how much respect he’s going to give us.
‘My name is Julian Spencer,’ he says. ‘I act for Chambers Construction and I’m an old friend of Bryan’s family. I believe that you’ve already met Mr Chambers.’
Bryan Chambers doesn’t bother shaking hands. He is dressed in a suit that no tailor could ever make look comfortable. Some men are built to wear overalls.
‘I think we got off on the wrong foot,’ I say.
‘You tricked your way onto my property and upset my wife.’
‘I apologise if that’s the case.’
Mr Spencer tries to take the edge off the moment, tut-tutting Mr Chambers like a schoolmaster.
Family friends, he said. It doesn’t strike me as a natural alliance- an old money establishment lawyer and working-class millionaire.
The pinstriped man has stayed in the room. He stands by the window, his arms folded.
‘The police are looking for Gideon Tyler,’ I say.
‘It’s about bloody time,’ says Bryan Chambers.
‘Do you know where he is?’
‘No.’
‘When did you last speak to him?’
‘I speak to him all the time. I yell at him down the phone when he calls in the middle of the night and says nothing, just stays on the line, breathing.’
‘You’re sure it’s him.’
Chambers glares at me, as though I’m questioning his intelligence. I meet his eyes and hold them, studying his face. Big men tend to have big personalities, but a shadow has been cast over his life and he’s wilting under the weight of it.
Getting to his feet, he paces the floor, flexing his fingers, closing them into fists and then opening them again.
‘Tyler broke into our house- more than once- I don’t know how many times. I put new locks on the doors, installed cameras, alarms, but it didn’t matter, because he still made it through. He left behind messages. Warnings. Dead birds in the microwave; a gun on our bed; my wife’s cat was stuffed into a toilet cistern.’
‘And you reported all this to the police.’
‘I had them on speed dial. They wore a path to my door, but they were next to fucking useless.’ He glances towards Ruiz. ‘They didn’t arrest him. They didn’t charge him. They said there was no evidence. The calls came from different mobile phones that couldn’t be traced to Tyler. There were no fingerprints or fibres, no footage on the
