feeling that I’m staring at her cleavage.
Julianne is talking to several men at the bottom of the stairs. They must be important because lesser mortals are hovering on the periphery, nervous about joining the conversation. A tall dark-haired man whispers something in Julianne’s ear. His hand brushes her spine and rests in the small of her back.
‘You must be very proud of her,’ says Flip.
‘Yes.’
‘You live in Cornwall, don’t you?’
‘Somerset.’
‘Julianne doesn’t really strike me as a country girl.’
‘Why’s that?’
‘She’s so glamorous. I’m surprised you let her stray so far from home.’
The man talking to Julianne has made her laugh. She closes her eyes and the tip of her tongue wets the centre of her lips.
‘Who’s that she’s with?’ I ask.
‘Oh, that’s Dirk Cresswell. Have you met him?’
‘No.’
Dirk’s hand has slipped lower, trailing over the silk as it falls over Julianne’s buttocks. At the same time his eyes seem to fix on the neckline of her gown.
‘Perhaps you had better go and rescue her,’ laughs Flip.
I’m already moving that way, squeezing between shoulders and elbows, apologising and trying not to spill my champagne. I pause and polish off the contents.
Someone has mounted the staircase and is tapping a spoon loudly against his glass, summoning quiet. He’s older and authoritative. It must be the chairman, Eugene Franklin. Conversations fade. The audience is silent.
‘Thank you,’ he says, apologising for the interruption. ‘We all know why we’re here tonight.’
‘To get drunk,’ someone heckles.
‘In due course, yes,’ answers Eugene, ‘but the reason you’re drinking Bollinger at the company’s expense is because this is our birthday. The Franklin Equity Group is ten years old.’
This raises a cheer.
‘Now it’s evident from some of the “bling” on display that it has been a very successful ten years and confirmation that I’m paying you all far too much money.’
Julianne laughs along with the rest of the crowd, gazing at Eugene Franklin expectantly.
‘Before we enjoy ourselves too much I wish to thank a few people,’ he says. ‘Today we secured the biggest deal in this company’s history. It is a deal that many of you have been working on for nearly five years and it will guarantee we have a very merry Christmas come bonus time.
‘Now, you all know Dirk Cresswell. Like Dirk, I too was once young and handsome. I was also a ladies’ man until I came to realise that there are some things more important than sex.’ He pauses. ‘They’re called wives. I’ve had two of them.’
Someone shouts from the floor, ‘Dirk’s had dozens of wives- just none of his own.’
Eugene Franklin laughs along with the rest of them.
‘I want to personally thank Dirk for clinching our biggest deal. And I also want to thank the woman who helped him, the beautiful, talented and (another pause) multilingual Julianne O’Loughlin.’
Amid the applause and whistles, there are nudges and winks. Dirk and Julianne are summoned onto the staircase. She steps forward like a blushing bride, accepting the praise. Glasses are raised. A toast is given.
There’s no way of reaching her now. She’s caught in a public lovefest. Instead, I slip backward through the crowd and linger on the edge of the party.
My mobile phone is vibrating. Charlie’s mobile. I cup the phone to my ear, pressing the green button.
‘Hello,’ says Darcy, expecting my daughter. I can barely hear her over the noise.
‘Don’t hang up.’
She hesitates.
‘And don’t blame Charlie. I guessed.’
‘I want you to stop calling me and leaving messages.’
‘I just want to know you’re all right.’
‘I’m fine. Stop calling.’ My voice mailbox is being used up. It costs me money to collect your messages.’
Turning left past the cloakroom, I find an alcove beneath a set of stone stairs.
‘Just tell me where you are.’
‘No.’
‘Where are you living?’
‘With a friend.’
‘In London?’
‘Do you ever stop asking questions?’
‘I feel responsible-’
‘You’re not! OK? You’re not responsible. I’m old enough to look after myself. I got a job. I’m earning money. I’m going to dance.’
I tell her about Gideon Tyler. He could be the man she spoke to on the train when she came to London for her audition. The police need her to look at his photograph.
She contemplates what to do. ‘You won’t try to trick me?’
‘No.’
‘And you’ll stop calling me.’
‘As often.’
She ponders for a little longer. ‘OK. I’ll call you tomorrow. I have to go back to work now.’
‘Where are you working?’
‘You promised.’
‘OK. No questions.’
I wander back to the party, finding another drink and then another. I listen on the edges of conversations as men exchange views on the share market, the strength of the US dollar and ticket prices at Twickenham. Their wives and partners are more interested in private school fees and where they’re going to ski this winter.
Julianne’s arms slip around my waist.
‘Where have you been?’ she asks.
‘Around.’
‘You haven’t been hiding.’
‘No. Darcy called.’
Her eyes cloud momentarily, but she chases any doubts away.
‘Is she all right?’
‘She says so. She’s in London.’
‘Where is she staying?’
‘I don’t know.’
Julianne brushes her hands over her hips, smoothing her gown.
‘I love your dress. It’s stunning.’
‘Thank you.’
‘When did you get it?’
‘In Rome.’
‘You didn’t tell me.’
‘It was my bonus.’
‘Dirk bought it for you?’
‘He saw me admiring it. I didn’t know he was going to buy it. He surprised me.’
‘A bonus for what?’
‘Pardon?’
‘You said it was a bonus.’
‘Oh, yes, for all the long hours. We worked so hard. I’m exhausted.’
