The image on TV changed to show the corner of a boxing ring and one of the comedians, sweating and gasping with the iconic Rocky bruised-and-battered make-up job. A well-groomed silver wig on his head and a Bible under one arm signalled that they were spoofing Shepherd. Into shot appeared the other comedian, sporting an impossibly bushy white beard and monstrous Old Testament eyebrows beneath a grubby woollen hat. He vigorously worked on ‘Shepherd’s’ shoulders.
‘Ya gotta get out there again, Sheppy!’ he barked with a grizzly Philly accent. ‘Them big bastards’ll drop like a sack o’ grain if you land ’em one on the kisser.’
‘I dunno, God,’ gasped Sheppy, ‘they’re killin’ me out there, man.’
God held a spittoon out and Sheppy spat. ‘Ya got’s ta hit ’em where it hurts, Sheppy? Ya unnerstand? Hit ’em where it hurts.’
‘But where’s that?’
God shrugged. ‘Hell, I don’t know. Use ya damned brain, fool. Dat’s why I gave ya people one.’
A bell rang and Sheppy disappeared out of shot. God watched and winced at the sound of heavy blows being traded. Another bell and Shepherd limped back into shot, even more battered and bruised.
‘They’re big sons-of-bitches, God. They’re kickin’ my ass.’ God scratched his bristles for a moment. ‘Sheee-it. Wan’ me to tag for ya?’
Sheppy nodded. ‘I gotta rest up.’
The bell rang and God climbed through the ropes. ‘Wish me luck.’
Out of shot, for a few seconds there was the sound of blows being traded, then a blinding flash flickered on screen followed by the sound of thunder. A waft of smoke crossed in front of Sheppy’s face.
God walked back into shot with smoke rising from sooty boxing gloves.
‘Bunch a’ pussies.’
Canned laughter mixed in as the image cut back to the two comedian anchors.
‘Sheeeesh, Steve. You get God pitching on your side, you just can’t lose, eh?’
‘S’right. God, and about two billion pledged campaign dollars.’
The image on the screen cut to footage of Shepherd talking at a rally earlier in the week, camera flashes popping and strobing. Shepherd talked energetically, flinging his hands in the air, but his voice was dubbed over by one of the comedians.
‘… and ah promise you good folks out there that ah’m gonna have me a big ol’ talk with God about a’ bunch a’ things. Oh yeah. We gonna talk about puttin’ things straight here in the US of A. First up, ah’m putting God in charge of the Federal Ree-serve. Maybe he can go rustle us up some real dollars, ’stead of the paper shee-it we call money now. Then, ah’m gonna get him to do some ass-whuppin’ over in the Middle East…’
The barman leaned across and switched channels. ‘Assholes, ’ he mumbled.
‘You a fan?’ asked Rose.
‘Of the show or Shepherd?’
‘The show.’
‘Usually those two guys’re pretty funny.’
‘But not tonight?’
‘No.’ He switched over to a sports channel. ‘That guy Shepherd’s the only fella runnin’ for the job who’s worth a red cent. The others? Bunch of parasites or bleedin’ heart liberals. Don’t trust either party any more.’
She sipped her beer. ‘Do you think he stands a chance?’
‘I hope so. He’s sure as hell got my vote,’ the barman said. Rose heard the muted trill of a phone coming from the other end of the bar. The man excused himself and went to answer it.
A moment later Lance joined her and reached for the beer she’d got him.
‘Wow,’ she said, ‘that was bloody quick.’
He grinned. ‘Hell, I’m in a bar with, like, a real sexy English lady,’ he said. ‘I can work real quick when I have to.’
Rose smiled. His clumsy frat-boy smooth-talk had a certain charm. ‘So, what’s your verdict, Lance?’
He shook his head, laying the sheet of paper out on the bar and sitting down again on the stool beside her. She could see words circled and underlined and a tally of something in the margin. ‘You know, this is pretty gross reading,’ he said, shaking his head. ‘This something that happened a while back? ’Cos, the language is a bit, you know, like… old style.’
Rose nodded. ‘It was written about a century and a half ago.’
His eyes widened. ‘Hey, that’s cool.’
‘So?’
‘So… you wanna know if the person who wrote this was writing the truth?’
‘Yes.’
Lance bit his lip for a moment. ‘Well, it ain’t conclusive, but, looking at some of the words the writer has chosen, I’d say some of this could be made up. There’s words here that sort of distance the author, and what we call displacement details, where the writer is focusing too much on small, irrelevant stuff instead of the main thing which’ — he looked up at her — ‘would be, like, describing this body, I guess.’
‘So, you’re saying this might be an untruthful account of what happened?’
‘Hey… some of it might be, is what I’m saying. That’s all.’ Rose surprised herself by feeling a stab of disappointment. She’d read enough of Lambert’s journal so far to feel she somehow knew him as a person, perhaps knew him better than she knew a lot of her friends back home.
Trusted him.
Lance placed his hand back on her thigh once more. ‘But look, it’s just a quick assessment in a bar. And shit, I’ve had a couple of beers.’ He shrugged casually and flashed her a mischievous smile. ‘My mind’s on other things here. Ain’t going to be a hundred per cent accurate, you know?’
‘Yes.’ She smiled. ‘I suppose you’re right.’
His hand wandered a little too far along her thigh in the wrong direction and she gently grabbed a hold of it and squeezed.
‘Look, uh… Lance,’ she said awkwardly, ‘you’re a gorgeous guy and I’m sure you break hearts right across the state, and I’ve really been enjoying talking to you…’
His friendly grin slackened a little. ‘But?’
‘But…’ She nodded. ‘I don’t want to come back with you tonight.’ She forced a rueful smile onto her lips. ‘If that’s all right.’
He sighed. ‘Shit, that’s a kicker.’
She guessed by the look on his perfectly chiselled face that being knocked back wasn’t an experience he was too familiar with. She felt the slightest pang of guilt for exploiting the boy’s hormones and despite Lance’s chivalrous protest, she settled the bar tab.
She thanked him for a lovely evening, wandered out of the bar to where her car was parked, and decided she was more than sober enough to drive back to Blue Valley. All the while, she was wondering about the seed of doubt the young man had inadvertently placed in her head.
CHAPTER 63
1 November, 1856
They’ll be coming for us some time today. That’s what Keats has been saying to the others. I can’t help but think he is right. There are some — Mr Weyland and Mr Bowen — who have been arguing that we should all do as Preston demanded and leave immediately. But Keats said to do so would mean freezing to death. Instead of leaving, we are preparing to defend ourselves. Keats assures us that with a small enough space to defend, we could hold them off indefinitely.
The morning has been spent by every available hand ripping apart our sorry cluster of shelters and using the materials to build a small enclave, a barricade of branches and wood ripped from what remains of our wagons.
Which begs the question… what shall we sleep in tonight?
The air had been thick with heavy, tumbling snowflakes, jostling each other on the way down throughout the
