‘Hello, my Prince Charming.’
‘Damn caller ID takes away all the mystery.’ Andreas was smiling.
‘But not the romance, lover boy. So, how goes your island holiday off alone with Yianni?’
‘Terrific, nothing but beautiful beaches, fine food-’
‘And the bodies?’
Andreas paused. ‘I thought we agreed not to talk about that sort of thing.’
Lila laughed. ‘I meant live ones. Find any to rival mine?’
‘Sorry, I’m a bit edgy. No, none like yours. That person doesn’t exist.’
‘Perfect answer. It’s just what an almost nine months pregnant woman wants to hear. You’re learning, Kaldis.’
‘I have a great teacher.’
Lila laughed again. ‘So, when do you think you’ll be back?’
‘I’m hoping tomorrow.’
‘I hope so, too. I saw the doctor today and he said, “Any day.”’
‘Should I come home now?’
‘No, it’s not that close, but if you’re planning to be away for more than a few days I can’t guarantee the little one will wait.’
‘Don’t worry, I’ll be back.’
‘I know.’
Neither spoke. It was one of those ‘should we marry’ silences, or at least that’s what Andreas thought. He was the son of a working class cop; she was from one of Greece’s oldest, wealthiest families, and the young, socially prominent widow of a shipowner. Things had just happened between them. And the attack made him her protector. His move from his walkup apartment into her penthouse on the chicest street in Athens he saw as temporary, until the baby was born. Sooner or later Andreas knew she’d come to her senses and he didn’t want her feeling bound to him by marriage. Until then, though, he’d continue to love her more than anyone on earth. He’d just not propose.
‘So, is there anything else you want to say?’ She always seemed to know what he was thinking.
Andreas paused. ‘It’s terrible what’s happened here.’ He decided it was safer to talk about the case than what was going through his mind. Besides, he’d only give details available to the media. ‘Everyone says the murdered monk was one of this world’s few, truly good souls. Tragic.’
‘Then, thank God there are people like you who care what happens to the good ones.’
‘Lila, come on.’
‘Hey, big guy, I’m nine months pregnant, relegated to doing crossword puzzles and anagrams for thrills. Let me fantasize about the father of my child.’
He wasn’t sure if Lila was teasing or not, but decided to let it go. They spent the next fifteen minutes talking about all the things her parents and Andreas’ mother were doing to make their baby the most appreciated in modern history. Then they said goodnight, with Andreas promising to tell her goodnight in person the next time.
He hung up and lay back on the bed. His cell phone rang. ‘I know, you forgot to tell me how much you love me.’
‘More than you’ll ever imagine.’ It wasn’t Lila.
Andreas didn’t move. ‘I see you got my message.’
‘If I’d known how much you cared, I’d have called sooner. But I sensed you wanted to whisper sweet nothings in my ear personally.’
‘When can we meet?’
‘I’ll let you know when and where. What’s your room number?’
‘Two-two-eight.’
‘Night night, my love.’
Andreas hung up and stared at the ceiling. It was time to get things running on a different track. He just hoped what he had in mind wouldn’t end up with him tied to one right in the path of a freight train.
It was a pale sky. Filled with arrows. Back and forth they flew. Sharp-pointed black ones, with crimson feathers. The sky was never without them; they came and went in flocks. So often and so many that he no longer noticed. He’d grown used to them, accepted them as having a part in this place. They were not something to fear, but to understand so as not to be afraid. They flew all around him but could not harm him or those he embraced.
He thought back to before he’d come here. He’d heard talk of such serenity and knew of many who longed to find it, but he gave up on the value of the search when the only soul he thought could guide him there was lost. But to be fair, even had he tried on his own and by chance stumbled upon this station, the arrows flew everywhere; how was he to trust that not one could strike him if he remained?
Then, unexpectedly, he’d felt the stroke of some formless being, as light as a nursing baby at its mother’s breast; a touch that gave him faith that a place of peace indeed existed, and the vision to see that he must overcome whatever of his past or present dared block the path to this rare sanctuary. It was his duty. It was the duty of a father.
Andreas jerked awake shaking his head. ‘Oh boy, definitely too much garlic in the tzatziki.’ He turned on the light, got out of bed, walked into the bathroom, closed his eyes and slapped cold water on his face. When he opened them he stood staring into the mirror.
He’d seen pictures of his father at his age. The father who killed himself when Andreas was eight, after a government minister had set him up, the trusting cop, to take the fall for bribes that went into that minister’s own pocket.
‘Yeah, Dad, we look alike. No doubt I’m your son. No doubt whatsoever.’ He shook his head and threw more water on his face.
‘So, old man, was that your way of telling me to get on with my life and forget about how badly you fucked up your own family by checking out way before your time was up?’ He watched his anger build up in the mirror but didn’t look away.
‘Smart move, Dad, come to me in a vision on Patmos. Makes it seem like the real thing, huh?’
Andreas paused, as if waiting for an answer.
‘I need a sign, or else I’m going to chalk it up to the tzatziki. Make me believe in family, make me believe I won’t mess things up as badly as you did. Go ahead, I dare you!’
Andreas stared into his own eyes. ‘See, I knew you’d let me down. Again.’
He turned off the light and crawled into bed. He was back to staring at the ceiling when he heard a faint beep.
There was a text message on his phone:
I’M AWAKE, AND THOUGHT YOU MIGHT BE, TOO. JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW
JUNIOR AND I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. L.
Andreas tried not to cry. He tried very hard not to cry.
5
There was a knock on Andreas’ door at seven in the morning. ‘Sir, a taxi driver just delivered an envelope for you. He said he’d wait for you.’
Andreas had been up for an hour. But he wasn’t expecting a taxi.
‘Slide it under the door.’
It was a plain white envelope marked ‘Room 228.’ Inside was scribbled, Tell the driver Lampi. See you soon. He recognized the handwriting.
Ten minutes later Kouros and Andreas were in the taxi on their way to a beach called Lampi. It was a
