that seemed invisible until the old woman pointed the way. She barely noticed Abuela’s cabin as the old woman helped her into night-clothes and then into a narrow bed. Marta was asleep in an instant.
Despite the quiet night she slept fitfully. Her face was a mask of pain, and her fever waxed as full as the equatorial moon. The next morning Abuela prepared a simple meal, cornmeal cereal, fruit, and coffee. Marta picked at her food and stared at the bowl.
The small, wizened figure stood still save a crooning voice.
“At what?”
Abuela touched her hand to Marta’s heart.
“At my shirt? At the button?” The girl’s voice cracked. She regretted the sarcasm.
“I’m just tired.”
Abuela pointed to Marta’s clenched fist.
“Why didn’t you come, Abuela? Mom needed you. Now Dad is, I don’t know, lost. He doesn’t think straight.”
Abuela said nothing. She took Marta’s hand and began, gently, to uncurl her fingers.
“There’s nothing you can do! Look at me. I have JRA. Do you even know what that is? It’s juvenile rheumatoid arthritis and it’s not going to go away.” She sobbed into her grandmother’s bosom. “What am I doing here? I miss her so much.”
Abuela reached into the same leather pouch that she had worn at Rafael and Elena’s wedding. It was the size of her fist and as worn as her sun-wrinkled brown skin. She took a handful of herbs she had picked at dawn— bright green leaves and deep lavender flowers—and placed them into boiling water as the girl’s tears spilled. A savory fragrance enveloped Marta.
“Drink this,” she commanded gently. Marta drank the liquid with a grimace. Warmth soon suffused her legs and they seemed to unlock, as if from their own volition.
Marta felt herself relax. “What was that?”
“The plant is called by many names. Here we call it
“Who’s Yocahu?”
“You will meet him. El Yunque is his home. It is named for him.”
Marta felt lighter. Her legs lost their unsteady gait and she moved more easily. The two women entered the rainforest. A lush green canopy stilled the wind, and the sea’s gentle lapping was a distant obbligato, rhythmic counterpoint to the caws and twitters of the forest’s exotic birds. The ground was covered by soft mulch, centuries of decayed leaves that muted their footsteps. Golden sunlight refracted through the trees overhead, bursting here and there into a rainbow of colors. Angle lizards skittered across the ground and up the trees. Marta could taste salt in the moist sea air and her skin cooled as the fever abated. She drew in an easy breath and was no longer hunched in pain.
“What’s happening to me?”
“The pain leaves you and you are free to know yourself,” Abuela said. “It is a gift from Yocahu.”
“Who is this Yocahu?” Marta repeated. She felt lightheaded.
“He is the god of the forest, El Yunque. His healing plants are here.”
“Will this cure me?”
Abuela walked in silence before she spoke. “I do not know. I will tell you the names of Yocahu’s plants. I will tell you their stories. The rest you must find out for yourself.”
“Are there other gods here?”
“There are many, including the enemy, Jurican. He is the god of the hurricane. He is an angry god and even strikes those who walk with him.”
“I haven’t felt like this in a long time. I wish my doctor knew about your medicine.”
Abuela laughed, a pleasant sound, curiously basso. “It is not my medicine. But you are right. Hospital doctors do not know much about Yocahu’s plants. You could teach them.”
“Me?” objected Marta. “I’m just a kid.”
“Yes, but what becomes of children? They become adults. What becomes of adults? Do they follow their hearts or are they filled with discontent? Why not do what’s in your heart?”
“That’s a kid’s question?”
“Hija, it is the most important question. It is one that adults lack the courage to ask. Yes, this is very much a child’s question.”
They walked amid the plants and insects. Abuela touched Marta’s arm. “Be careful not to step on
Now Marta laughed, thin and reedy. “I’m not worried about an ant.”
“Why not?”
“Look at it. Why would I care about something so small?”
“What about you? You are small. Your legs give you pain. Why would anyone care about something as small as you?”
“I’m a person, not an ant,” said Marta.
“Is there a difference?” asked Abuela.
They walked further. From time to time, Abuela pointed to a flower or a shrub and explained how she used the plants’ healing parts, the bark or leaves or roots or petals.
“How do you know all this?”
“I am a bohique. A medicine woman. I am Taino,” the old woman said.
“I thought there were no more Taino people. Didn’t Columbus wipe them out?”
“Perhaps we are another part of the forest’s secrets. Columbus was the first Spaniard to find our island but he did not stay here. It was Ponce de Leon who enslaved us and caused so many deaths. He traded disease for gold. When we rose in protest he slaughtered us.”
“Did he kill the Taino?” Marta asked.
“Not all.”
“But if there are still Taino, why do the books say that they’re all gone?”
“If there are no survivors, then there is no one to demand justice. So the records say we are no more. The records do not mention the places of the Taino, like Orocovis, Caguas, or Yauco. Even in New Jersey and Florida you can find Taino. The scientists say that there is Taino blood in the Puerto Rican people, but they do not admit that the Taino still live.”
“How come nobody knows about this?” Marta asked.
“I know. Now you do, too.”
They walked farther into the forest, past waterfalls and flowers, trailing coral reefs, beaches, lagoons, and mangroves. Marta heard the gentle cry of birds and the song of the tiny
“Listen well,” Abuela explained. “Remember bibajagua, the ant. If you learn how to care about him, you will learn how to care for yourself.”
“But that’s just an ant,” Marta said. “And he’s such a little thing,”
“He’s a little thing but precious.”
“I don’t know much about ants. They seem to do okay without me taking care of them.”
“A bohique does not have to care
“What? Like, snakes? If I see a snake, we’ll find out how good your medicine is. I would run so fast!” Marta laughed again.