“He kills them,” she breathed. “He takes mistresses, then kills them.”
“What? No!” Yorath looked horrified. “No, no, it’s not like that. He never killed any of ’em. He wouldn’t do that. No, no-one knows why they died. It was like a sickness. They’d just sort of. . fade away, like they’d lost the will to live.”
“For gods’ sakes, why did they keep comin’ to him?” said Laela. “If they knew they’d die. .”
“They didn’t, did they?” said Yorath. “Would
Laela felt dizzy. “Don’t worry,” she said. “If I ever feel sick or anythin’, I’ll leave. That’s a promise. Nothin’s good enough to make me die for it.”
Yorath smiled. “Good. I’m glad t’hear ye say it. Now I’d better go. Don’t want the King thinkin’ we’re up to somethin’.” He hastily opened the door and checked that the coast was clear.
“Thanks for tellin’ me,” said Laela. “It’s nice t’know yeh care, like.”
Yorath inclined his head politely. “Always, my lady.”
He smiled at her again and hurried away, leaving Laela to watch him until he had gone.
Alone again, she closed her door and collapsed onto her bed, where she lay on her back and stared at the ceiling.
Her head was spinning.
Gods, no wonder Saeddryn had made that threat. And no wonder people had been avoiding her since she’d come into the Eyrie. She’d thought they were keeping their distance for fear of offending the King, but if they all believed she was going to drop dead in a matter of months. .
To her surprise, she felt a pang of sadness on the King’s behalf. She couldn’t imagine what it would be like to see so many young women die so quickly simply because he had touched them.
She wondered if he had cried for any of them.
The thought surprised her.
9
That night, she had a strange dream.
She was standing in a meadow, surrounded by flowers and lush, green grass. Butterflies drifted through the warm air. Above she saw the huge, graceful shapes of griffins soaring. Their feathers were brown, patterned with gold that shone in the sun.
But there was no sun in the sky.
Laela wandered through the meadow, breathing in the rich, flower-scented air, and saw someone else there.
It was a man. He was tall and muscular-the most-powerful-looking man she had ever seen. His skin was tanned brown, and he had a mane of thick, red-gold hair flowing over his shoulders. A strong beard covered his chin, and he wore a golden crown. Below it, his features were strong and stern, dominated by blazing blue eyes.
He walked toward her, barefoot and graceful. His only clothing was a bright yellow-and-orange cloak, and she could see his manhood, long and thick between his legs.
Laela tried not to stare at it. “What is this?” she said aloud. “Where am I?”
The man towered over her, smiling.
“Who
“Yeh look like a man to me,” said Laela.
He laughed-a deep, magnificent laugh.
“Worship?” said Laela. She felt sleepy and bewildered.
“Gryphus!” Laela grinned at him. “But this is all a dream, ain’t it?”
“I ain’t,” said Laela. “I never been in anyone’s grace. I’m a half-breed, an’ I get what I’m given, an’ nothin’ an’ nobody’s ever answered
“Yeh never answered it,” Laela said flatly.
“No.” Laela looked around at the meadow. “Beautiful place, this.”
“What’m
“I never thought about it much,” Laela confessed. “What’d you want me for, anyway?”
“What things?” said Laela.
“I couldn’t do
Laela spat. “Faith! What did faith ever do? I had faith my father’d protect me, an’ he died. Left me with nothin’. I never had nothin’. The Dark Lord took me in, gave me a home-why’d I want to hurt him?”
“Maybe that’d be a good thing,” said Laela. “Maybe the Night God would care about me. Maybe
Gryphus’ blue eyes blazed.
“She gave him a Kingdom,” said Laela. “And how are
His expression softened.
Laela looked him in the face, and the truth dawned on her. “I was saved,” she said.