animal spirits, made from starlight, to teach them how to hunt and fight.”
Laela had heard this story before, or thought she had. But not like this.
“When Gryphus saw what the Night God had done,” Aderyn continued, “he knew she was preparing to fight him, and he was angry and jealous at the wonderful race she had blessed. And so he created his own race, and he gave them yellow hair like sunlight and blue eyes like the day-time sky. He made them arrogant and angry like himself and filled them with his burning belief that only he should rule. The Night God’s children saw them, and were frightened, and they turned to her and begged for her protection. She told them she would not make them fight the Sun People; she would fight for them, to protect them. So she crept up on Gryphus while he was asleep, and she took the sickle moon from the sky and stabbed it into his back. His blood made the sunrise, but he survived. They fought all that long day, and neither one was strong enough to win until Gryphus took his own sword and stabbed out the Night God’s eye. Her own blood made the sunset, and she fled back into the night. Then Gryphus summoned his griffins and commanded them to join with his people and attack the Night God’s people. And so they did.” Aderyn paused to take a long drink from her cup. “The Day God and the Night God never fought each other directly again. Instead, their people fought each other in their names. And until the Dark Lord came, we were suffering under Gryphus’ hatred. Now, we are free. And the Night God still watches over us.”
Laela stared into her empty cup.
“What are ye thinking, girl?” Aderyn interrupted.
Laela looked up. “They tell a different version of that story in the South.”
“Of course.” The priestess nodded. “Gryphus would never let his people think of him as a tyrant.”
“Well,” said Laela. “It’s just that I was wonderin’-there’s two versions of the same story. How do yeh know which one’s the right one?”
“When it comes to the gods, there are two truths,” Aderyn said firmly. “This truth is ours. Theirs is theirs.”
Laela scratched her chin. “I’m sorry, but that doesn’t make a lick of sense to me.”
Aderyn chuckled. “It will one day. Now, we’ve probably done enough today. I’ll see ye here again tomorrow.”
Laela left the Temple deep in thought, with a guard as an escort and guide. She
Gryphus, perhaps? Had she betrayed
Her foster father had taught her that people who betrayed Gryphus were always punished. And she was turning away from Gryphus now-turning away from her father.
And she was a darkwoman. She knew that now. She’d come to the North, she’d chosen to live there, and now she had performed a ritual to the Night God and been shown her future. She’d never even been into one of Gryphus’ temples. She’d never been a part of any of his rituals.
But there had been the dream. .
She couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like if the Night God came to her. What would
Laela sighed.
Her empty stomach provided a helpful distraction, and she turned to thinking about dinner, which was waiting for her when she returned to the Eyrie. Tonight there was roasted goat, flavoured with wonderfully tart cymran juice.
Now
That cheered her up enormously-the very good wine they’d given her helped-and she went back to her room afterward feeling thoroughly happy.
When she opened the door, the first thing she saw was that the lamp was already lit. That surprised her.
When she saw that it was lit because there was someone in there waiting for her, she forgot about the lamp very quickly.
“Yorath!” She shut the door and strode toward him. “What are yeh doin’ here?”
Her tutor stood up. He was dressed much more finely than usual, and his tunic hung partly open, revealing the elaborate spirals tattooed over his chest.
“Laela.”
She relaxed slightly. “Good gods, yeh gave me a fright. What’s up?”
Yorath looked nervous, but confident as well. “I wanted to see ye. Is this a bad time?”
“Oh. . uh, not really. I’ve just come back from dinner.”
He smiled. “I just wanted to tell ye somethin’, that’s all.”
“What is it?”
“Well. .” He scuffed at the floor with his boot. “I just wanted t’say. . I like ye.”
She felt as if a floodgate had opened inside her chest. “Yorath!”
He shrugged. “I just do, that’s all. An’ I wanted to tell ye.”
“Yeh picked an odd time t’do it,” said Laela, her mind racing.
“I know,” Yorath confessed. “I just felt like I
He didn’t move.
“Yorath, I like you, too,” said Laela. “I’ve liked yeh since the day we met.”
His eyes lit up. “Ye do?”
“Yeah.” She smiled. “No-one here seems t’like me much. . It’s nice t’know at least one of yeh looks forward t’seein’ me an’ smiles when he does.”
Yorath came closer-so close they were almost touching. “Ye’re lonely here, ain’t ye?”
“Yeah, I am, I guess,” Laela mumbled. “I never really thought about it. I ain’t really had no-one to talk to since Dad died.”
“I know it must be hard for ye,” he said softly. “My dad used to tell me about how it was here before the King came. We weren’t allowed t’have weapons, we couldn’t worship our own god-we couldn’t even speak our own language. That’s why we all know Cymrian-once, that was all we could speak. The King tried t’pass a law sayin’ we couldn’t speak
He said it with so much sincerity, and with such quiet sadness, that it made Laela’s heart ache. “Gods, I’m so selfish,” she muttered. “Always moanin’ about
Yorath smiled slightly. “Ye walk down the street, tryin’ to hide yer face. Ye pretend not to hear, but ye do. Ye always hear it. Hear ’em shout after ye. ‘Blackrobe, moon lover, darkman, heathen scum.’ All ye can do is keep quiet an’ hope they’ll leave ye alone. Because if they decide t’come after ye, ye’re dead, an’ no-one’s going to help ye.”