Near sunset of the third day, he reached the mission on the Iron Lake Reservation. It was a small, white clapboard building in the middle of a forest clearing between the tiny communities of Allouette and Brandywine. Behind it lay the cemetery, enclosed by a low wrought-iron fence. The clearing was empty and quiet. The sun threw a soft blanket of yellow light across the meadow, and the mission walls were the color of buttered bread. Henry stood at the cemetery gate looking at the assortment of headstones and memorials and grave houses and at the long shadows they cast. He’d been here many times in the past. Under the white man’s authority, Henry’s people died too easily. Diseases, especially tuberculosis, took them in great numbers.
He eased the gate open. The hinges cried like a hurt dog. He knew the place where his mother was buried. Beside her marker was another: a smooth, varnished wood plank with his father’s name burned across the face, and below that the figure of a cormorant, his father’s clan, upside down to indicate death. He sat down cross- legged, weary to the bone. He’d determined along the way that when this moment came, he would not cry. At the boarding school, he’d never cried, though many nights he’d listened to the sobbing of other lonely, homesick boys. He understood that crying did no good. It could not change what had passed. It could not change what was, nor what was coming. Even so, he felt like spilling tears, felt more empty and alone than he ever had.
He lay down in the uncut cemetery grass, more tired than hungry, and went to sleep.
That night he had his first vision. It was like a dream, but it was not a dream. He stood outside himself, watching the part he played, feeling everything that occurred but at the same time remaining a separate observer. This was the vision: A huge white snake slithered among the stones and markers and grave houses of the cemetery. It swallowed Henry. Then it sprouted wings and took him on a long journey deep into the wilderness, far beyond Noopiming, the great woods of his home. It disgorged him on the shore of a lake he did not know. The lake glowed, as if a fire burned at the bottom. Fire under the water? How could this be? When he turned back, the snake had vanished.
He woke on the ground, curled and cramped, his blanket covered with dew. Dawn was just breaking, and he was hungry. It was midsummer, blueberry season, and he knew where the patches grew. He feasted on ripe berries as the sun rose above the pines and he continued his way north, toward the cabin his father had built. He figured the boarding school had probably alerted the local authorities that he’d run away, and he kept off the main roads, following instead the forest trails he’d known since childhood. He saw not a soul that morning, a good sign, he decided.
It was nearly noon when he reached the small cabin where he’d been born-and his sisters, too-where he’d spent the first twelve years of his life collecting fine memories that would remain strong even when he was an old man. The cabin stood at the edge of a pond. The water was still and blue and full of reeds along the edges. Wild grass had grown up around the cabin, and honeysuckle vines crept up the log walls. Henry came toward it slowly, with the knowledge that what awaited him there was little different from what the cemetery had offered. But he had nowhere else to go. He pushed the door open and stepped inside.
It was one room, mostly bare now, with a plank floor. The table where his family had eaten was overturned. One chair remained. The black stove that had heated the cabin and on which his mother had cooked was there, the stovepipe still thrust through the roof. The frame of the bed his father had made for himself and his wife stood against the far wall beneath a small window that had once been covered by oilcloth. The oilcloth was gone. The bedding and the straw mattress were gone, too. He checked the cupboards. Empty except for a few cans with flour and salt and baking soda and one dented pot. He also found a can of kerosene that had been used to fill the lamps that were no longer in the cabin. Henry knew it was possible that Shinnobs on the rez had stripped the place, come and cleared out what was usable, but it was more likely white people looking for things they could take for themselves or sell as Indian souvenirs.
The floor was covered with dust, the corners hung with cobwebs. This day he did not feel like weeping. He wanted to bring life back to his home. He left the door open to let in the sunlight and the evergreen-scented air. Outside he used his pocketknife and cut pine branches with thick needles and bundled them together to use as a broom. He swept the floor and every surface. He cleared the cobwebs. From the cupboard he took the one remaining pot and filled it with water from the pond. His shirt became a washrag, and he scrubbed the place clean. He cut more pine boughs and laid them on the bed frame as a temporary mattress.
In the late afternoon he gathered wood for the stove and built a fire. He made biscuits with what he’d found in the cans. He ate the biscuits with the last of the blueberries he’d picked. Afterward, he sat outside and watched the night come on and tried to think what he should do. He was fifteen years old. His parents were dead and buried. His sisters were far to the east. In the letters they’d sent him, his sisters told him they liked the school in Wisconsin. The people were decent to them there. Henry didn’t want to go back to the boarding school in Flandreau, ever. He knew the white authorities would be looking for him. Maybe even some Shinnobs who thought it best to do what the white men wanted. If he went to anyone on the rez for help, it might mean trouble for them. The last thing a Shinnob needed was trouble with white men.
In the long dark before the rise of the moon, Henry listened to the woods, which were alive all around him. Tree frogs and crickets. The hoot of an owl. The wind dancing in the tops of the pine trees.
Even if they found him tomorrow and dragged him back to Flandreau, he was glad he’d made the journey. He was glad to be home.
TWENTY-ONE
Wake up.”
Henry felt a shove and opened his eyes. The words had been spoken in the language of his people, the first he’d heard in that tongue in a great while. Henry lay on the blanket he’d spread over the pine boughs on his parents’ bed. He rolled over to see who’d rudely awakened him.
It was not yet dawn. Barely any light came through the cabin windows. The door was open.
“You sleep like a deaf old dog, Nephew.”
Woodrow Meloux, whose Ojibwe name was Miskwanowe, which meant “red cheeks,” was not tall. Several inches less than six feet, he was broad across the chest, and strong. He wore his black hair in a long braid. His eyes were deep brown. He resembled Henry’s father in many ways, but harder. He had never taken a wife, never fathered children.
“Uncle.” Henry sat up on the bed and rubbed his eyes. “How did you know I was here?”
A leather pouch hung from Woodrow’s belt. He undid the pouch, reached inside, and took out a strip of deer jerky, which he handed to Henry. He sat on the bed beside the young man.
“Everyone on the rez knows you’re here. The smoke from the stove.”
Henry chewed on the jerky. He loved the texture and flavor, which he hadn’t tasted in three years.
His uncle said, “The whites were in Allouette yesterday. They warned there will be trouble if we do not send you back.”
“I won’t go back,” Henry said.
Woodrow took a piece of jerky for himself and gave another to Henry. They ate in silence while the sky turned red, filling the cabin with an angry hue.
Woodrow looked around the room and shook his head. “White people came here after your father died. They took what they wanted. They are like fat, greedy squirrels. They pile nuts they will never eat.” He stood up and retied his pouch. “We have a long walk.”
“I’m not leaving the cabin.”
“They will look for you here, and they will take you back to that school.”
“I’m leaving. But I’m not leaving the cabin my father built. I don’t want the whites or anyone else in here again.”
Henry got off the bed. He put on his government shoes and walked to the corner where the can of kerosene sat, useless without the lamps it was meant to fill. He removed the cap and began to spread fuel across the cabin floor.
“You have things?” his uncle asked.
“Only what I’m wearing,” Henry replied.
Henry took the box of matches from near the stove. He stood at the door with his uncle. He struck a flame
