“I bet there won’t be any use opening the drive-in tonight,” Dad said, standing at the front door, looking out. “I got a feeling the rain will start up again.”
Mom hustled me through the kitchen, into their bathroom, pulled a big towel out of the cabinet and gave it to me. I was still damp, and so were my clothes, but compared to how wet I had been, I thought of myself as comfortable.
“Go upstairs and put on some dry clothes,” Mom said. “Come down and I’ll have you some cocoa warmed up . . . Is Nub bleeding?”
She had eyeballed a streak of blood running down his fur, and she bent down to examine him.
“Yeah,” I said. “He sort of run off for a while. I guess he got in a fight.”
Now I was compounding my lie.
Daddy came into the kitchen, bent over Nub, examined the wound. “Looks like a knife cut. Must have been a cat he got into it with. I’ll put some alcohol on it.”
“He won’t like that,” I said.
“He won’t even notice.”
Since Buster had poured alcohol on Nub, and Nub had yelped, I knew he minded.
Upstairs, I put on some dry clothes, combed my hair in front of the mirror. I looked at my face, thinking somehow it looked different. Older. Scared. Confused maybe.
I sat for a moment, just breathing. Trying to get my strength and courage back. I felt as if something living inside of me had been stolen, taken away and mistreated, then returned without all of its legs.
Downstairs, I found Nub dried off and doctored. He was lying on the floor on a thick towel Mom had laid down.
“How did he like the alcohol?” I asked.
“You were right,” Daddy said. “He didn’t like it.”
I had the cocoa while Mom clucked over me.
Callie had said very little. She sat at the far end of the table with her own cup of cocoa, looking at me with those woodburner eyes of hers.
Finally, everyone but myself moved into the living room. They planned to watch television, but the storm had come back and was so fierce, they knew that was pointless. With only three channels, and one of them brought in only by judicious turning of the outside antenna, it would have been nothing but a crackling noise and a screenful of electric snow.
I sat in the kitchen and sipped my cocoa. Rosy Mae came in from the living room to start dinner. She said, “You look like you done seen a ghost, Mr. Stanley.”
“Just Stanley. Remember?”
“You ain’t been in no kind of trouble, have you, Stanley?”
I shook my head. Rosy Mae didn’t push it. She got a cup, went to the stove, poured the remaining hot milk from the pan into her cup, then stirred in cocoa.
“It works better you put the cocoa in first,” I said.
“I didn’t know that, and me bein’ a cook. But I don’t drink me no cocoa much.”
She sat down at the table and studied me. “You sure you’re all right? I read one of them Sherlock Holmes stories from that book. He sure smart, ain’t he?”
“He is.”
Dad came into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, got out a pitcher of tea and poured it into a tall glass with flower designs. He mixed sugar into it, sat at the table and stirred his tea with a spoon. He said, “Weather stays this bad, I’m just gonna close her down tonight. I thought the family could go see the minstrel show at the school.”
I knew the word family would exclude Rosy Mae. Rosy, taking the cue, left the room.
“What’s a minstrel show?” I asked.
“Well, this one is some white folks just having a little fun. They put on blackface makeup, big white lips, and play music. Tell a few jokes. I’ve been to a few of them. They’re entertaining.”
After what I had gone through, the idea of staying home alone with the wind howling around the house was more than I wanted to deal with.
“That sounds fine to me.”
“We’ll have to wait, see if it clears,” Daddy said. “It does, we got to open up. Tell you the truth, I hope it does stay this way. We could all use a night out.”
———
IT WAS ABOUT SIX when Buster showed up for work. It was still raining and he came through the back like he always did, where the cars drove out. He was wearing a rain slicker with the hood pulled over his head. He was carrying a metal container with a handle and had a thermos under his arm. He went out to the projection booth.
Daddy was standing at the back door, watching Buster go into the booth. He said, “Now he shows up. He couldn’t show when we’re going to be open, he has to show now. Get on your slicker, go out there and tell him we’re closing tonight. And I hope he doesn’t expect to get paid just for showing up. He gets paid when we all get paid, and tonight no one gets paid. Except maybe the farmers. And that minstrel show.”
I got my rain slicker, slipped it on, went out to the projection booth. Buster had removed his rain gear, turned on his little light, and was sitting there plucking items from the metal container.
“I brought some newspaper accounts to read,” he said. “And plenty of black coffee.”
“There isn’t going to be any movie tonight,” I said, pulling my hood back.
“Figured as much, but I thought I ought to show for work. Stan, I may not always seem like a friend, but I appreciate you bein’ one.”
“You saved my life.”
“Matter of time for Bubba Joe. Just happened to be me did him in. Could have been anyone. Would have eventually been someone.”
“You talked about Margret’s mother. That she was. . . well . . .”
“A prostitute.”
“That means lots of men would come there . . . to Margret’s house. Right?”
“Yeah.”
“It could have been any of them, couldn’t it?”
“It could have.”
About that time, Daddy called from the house. “Come on, Stanley. You need to get ready.”
“We’re going to see the minstrel show,” I said.
“That’ll be a treat. Seein’ a bunch of peckerwoods in blackface . . . You go on. We’ll talk later. Hey, I was gonna stay here and read. Think your daddy would mind?”
“Not if you don’t mention it.”
“Maybe that dog of yours—”
“Nub?”
“Yeah. Nub. Maybe he could come out and keep me company.”
“I’ll tell Rosy Mae to let him out after we leave.”
“Good. And Stan, them letters from Margret? Could I see them?”
“I’ll try and slip them out. I can’t promise, but I’ll try.”
“Good enough.”
I pulled my hood up and went out into the rain.
———
THE MINSTREL SHOW was at our school, which back then housed all grades except kindergarten. Kindergarten was operated out of a teacher’s house.
The show was in our school auditorium, and you paid fifty cents to get in. There were signs on the wall outside of the auditorium. They read: “NIGGER MINSTREL SHOW. Clean humor for the family. Music. Jokes. Hijinks. Fifty cents.”
Inside we took our seats, which were about a third of the way from the front. In the back an old colored janitor stood ready with his rolling garbage can to pick up messes when it was over. The messes would be cups and
