felt.
That was then. Today they were back home, in different jobs, but with precisely the same mind-set. The trouble was, neither of them could leave behind their time in the Horn of Africa. Like a malarial fever, their exploits rose into their consciousness, regular as an ocean tide, dragging with it a swath of man-made sludge: cracked skulls, congealed blood, fractured bones, and bits of gray matter. It was not enough; nothing was enough. And so the two of them existed like creatures of the dark, bloodthirsty, vampiric, unwilling or unable to readjust to a civilization hamstrung by laws that entangled the forward thrust of their urgent missions.
He didn’t like being left out of whatever was happening back inside Slim’s crap-joint, but he recognized he only had himself to blame. Seeing these people lounging around with .45s in their belts infuriated him. If he had his way, he’d fire-bomb every one of them. Fuck civil rights. People like Slim didn’t deserve to hide behind the laws that were meant to put them in the slammer. He belonged facedown in the gutter. Not for the first time, McKinsey wished he were back in the Horn of Africa.
“I dream about that place,” he’d said to Willowicz as they’d sat in the gray late-model Ford. There was no need to be more specific, they spoke in the shorthand of war when they were together.
“Every night,” Willowicz said. “But sometimes I think it’s a place I made up.”
McKinsey stared out the window at the grayness. “What are we doing here?”
“Our jobs,” Willowicz said. “Like always.”
McKinsey nodded, but with the air of a person staring at something he could see with no real clarity.
“Everything was clear-cut over there,” Willowicz said, as if reading his friend’s mood. “Here, nothing makes sense.”
“We did what we wanted, what was needed. Now what? We put one foot in front of the other. Like old men whose lives are behind them.”
“We’re in a goddamn fog of unknowing.”
McKinsey let out a long breath. “McClure changed ME’s on us. The new one, Egon Schiltz, isn’t on our payroll.”
“Then we’ll put him on it.”
“Sadly, no.” McKinsey sounded disgusted. “Schiltz is a personal friend of McClure’s. He won’t bite and, what’s worse, he’s sure to inform his pal of the approach.”
Willowicz shifted in his seat. “Then I’ll kill the fucker.”
“Good idea. That for sure won’t alert McClure.”
Willowicz drew his neck in like a turtle. “Or we can do nothing. Like toothless old men.”
A short, poisonous silence ensued.
“Fuck it!” McKinsey kicked open the door and launched himself out.
Leaning over, Willowicz said, “Be careful of that dirtbag McClure.”
McKinsey made a gun with his thumb and forefinger and started down the ramp.
Now, with the rain in his face, he shook out a cigarette and lit up. Smoke drifted past his eyes, obscuring a world he despised, a world in which he did not belong.
GRASI POINTED out the grubby door of the toilet and started off toward the front of the shop.
“Hey,” Jack said, “what’s your real name?”
The teenager turned back. “Everyone calls me Grasi.”
“Even at home? Even your mother?”
“I have no mother.” Grasi said this matter-of-factly, without a hint of remorse or self-pity.
Jack came toward him. “‘Grasi’ is a Romanian word. It means fat. You aren’t fat.”
“It’s a fucking joke, man.”
“You Romanian, Grasi?”
The youth stuck out his jaw. “What the fuck of it?”
Jack shrugged, even as he lunged forward, grabbed hold of the bling around Grasi’s neck, and yanked it off.
“Little fuck-nuts!” With a soft
As he advanced, Jack threw the bling back to him. All except one piece: a gold pendant in the shape of an octagon. Jack had noticed it when Grasi was supposedly studying the badge. When he spoke, Jack knew he was lying.
Jack held the pendant and the badge side by side. “They’re identical,” he said.
Grasi flicked the tip of the wicked-looking blade.
“You’re smarter than that,” Jack said. “I’m not your enemy.”
Grasi laughed. “Fuck you, you’re not my friend.”
“That depends.” Jack kept his eye on the tip of the blade. “I’m the only one who can keep you out of jail now.”
“I ain’t done nothing, fuck-nuts.”
Jack held up the pendant and the badge. “These say you’re lying. We’re investigating three very nasty homicides. This badge is our only clue. D’you get it? You know something I need to know. If you hold out on me, I’m going to throw your ass in jail for suspicion of murder and obstructing a federal homicide investigation. Believe me, you won’t like it in federal lockup. The inmates there eat your kind for breakfast.”
For a moment, Grasi looked around, his eyes rolling madly. Then he licked his lips and flicked the switchblade closed. “Thate. My name is Thate.”
WITH THE iron poker’s fall, Alli felt a scream bubbling up into her throat. She forced it aside, converting it into a shout of defiance, as she ducked behind the wingback chair. The poker slammed into the padded top, splitting the fabric, flaying off stuffing, as it would have Alli’s skin and flesh.
Rudy, expecting her to make for the door, backed up to stand squarely in her path. But Alli had no intention of heading for the door, at least not yet. She lunged toward the fireplace and grabbed the ash shovel, which was unwieldy but with its wide head approached the defensive-offensive combination of a medieval mace.
Rudy, seeing her struggle with the shovel, laughed.
“You’re dead, you know that,” Rudy said as he came at her, poker held high.
Alli didn’t bother to answer. Instead, she watched the weapon, its increasing arc, as Rudy, massive shoulder bunched, drew it back and swung it at her.
The poker made a whistling sound, like a bird in flight, or an arrow. She waited for the last minute, as Jack had always instructed her, then brought the broad shovel head into the path of the arc. A hard ringing, like a struck bell, and sparks flew. She staggered beneath the power of Rudy’s blow, more than was necessary to steady herself.
Rudy, a fierce grin plastered across his face, moved in, cutting off her line of retreat, backing her up against the fireplace.
“There’s a fine spot for them to find you.” His rising excitement turned his voice guttural. “Curled in the fireplace with the soot and the ash.”
He groaned as the joint crumpled and he lost his footing. The poker fell to the floor as he grabbed his knee in agony. Alli tossed aside the shovel and ran. As she passed him, she kicked him in the side of the head. Then she leapt over him and, sprinting across the study, threw open the door, and raced out into the hallway.
Behind her, she could hear Rudy cursing, climbing noisily to his feet, then shouting to his fellow guards, alerting them to her escape. One of them appeared in the hallway ahead of her. He drew his sidearm and she backed up, turned, and heading back, raced around a corner, taking the first branching that presented itself.
She knew the layout of her uncle’s house well, though she hadn’t been in it for years. Now she headed for the kitchen, which had both a back door and a large larder with a trapdoor down to the root cellar, which Uncle Hank