Vera brought home the Thai girl, even more so when her daughter asked to take kickboxing lessons. She happily gave her money and her blessing. Six months later, Vera sought out the boy who’d bloodied her nose. She let him pick a fight with her, then nearly stove in the side of his head with her first kick.
That little stunt got her suspended for thirty days and a visit to the school shrink, but it was worth it. No one ever bothered her again. Better still, she got an insight into how to turn her loathing of males to her advantage. She now evoked in them fear and awe, vulnerabilities she quickly learned to exploit. As she began to manipulate the boys in her class—and, increasingly, older ones—her self-image reversed itself. Now she could look at herself in the mirror and instead of cringing see what she was really made of. She was a beautiful girl, but not in that icky girl- next-door way. She exuded sex appeal; it oozed through her pores like attar. And the boys were drawn to her like bees to a just-opened flower.
And then, one day, the ultimate betrayal: Her mother suffered an aneurism and died instantly. She had been making breakfast for Vera, had just set down a plate of blueberry pancakes. She kissed her daughter on the top of her head, said, Eat up or you’ll be late for school, turned around, and simply collapsed onto the kitchen floor. No blood, no pulse. Emptiness.
Vera went into shock and was still sedated in the hospital when her mother was buried. Afterward, she was so infuriated that she never went to her mother’s grave. She never spoke about her again to her father, or to anyone. Outwardly, it was as if she had never existed, but inside, the grieving never ceased, the wound festered, never healed; it continued to bleed into her own life, altering it forever.
All this flashed through her mind as she drove through East Potomac Park, where her mother had often taken her on sunny Saturdays and Sundays, while her father worked or was out of town. It had always been a special place to her, the place where her dream house was situated, where it still abided somewhere in the recesses of her subconscious.
She passed the place where her hands had become sticky while slurping down a chocolate ice-cream cone, and there was the spot she had fallen while running and skinned her right knee and elbow, and over there, where the weird sculpture of
Seeing the man who fit Gunn’s description of O’Banion, she slowed. He turned as he became aware of the car approaching.
Under O’Banion’s stern and unflinching gaze, she stopped the car, turned off the ignition, and got out. As she did so, he produced a Glock 17, fitted with a AAC Evolution 9mm suppressor.
Vera held up her hands, palms outward. “Gunn sent me.”
“Wrong answer.” O’Banion gestured with the Glock. “Get your ass over here.”
She did as he ordered; her heart rate accelerated.
When she was close enough, O’Banion grabbed her and pressed the working end of the suppressor against her temple. Then he expertly patted her down with his free hand. He spent an inordinate time checking between her thighs.
“I’m not carrying.” She was thinking as fast as she could. “I’m Andy’s girlfriend, that’s all.” When playing for time, tell the truth.
“So why are you here?”
“Your friend, Willowicz”—she looked at him with a doe’s expression—“that’s his name, right?”
“What about him?”
“He’s had an accident. Andy’s with him in the ER at George Washington. He sent me to get you.”
A crack had appeared in O’Banion’s suspicion. “What the hell happened?”
“Apparently, the elevator was out. He took the stairs and fell. I don’t know, maybe he tripped or something.”
“But our assignment.”
“Canceled or postponed or something.”
“Why didn’t Gunn call me?”
“No cells allowed in the ER.”
O’Banion watched her, clouds of indecision forming on his brow.
Vera put all the urgency at her disposal into her voice. “I think your friend is hurt bad. Andy said you should come right now.”
O’Banion studied her face for several more seconds. Then he put away the Glock. “Okay,” he said. “Let’s go.”
Vera turned and walked as steadily as she could back to the car where Gunn waited, curled like a serpent in the trunk.
“What happened to your shoes?” O’Banion said.
“When I was a kid, my mother took me here on weekends. The first thing I did when I got here was to take off my shoes.”
O’Banion shook his head. “Fucking women.”
CAROLINE TOOK a tiny gold key from around her neck, inserted it into the lock on the bottom left-hand drawer of her desk. Inside was a large book with a moss-green cover on which was affixed an illustration of a tumbledown shop on a tumbledown block. It was an old book, much worn, thumbed-through, and read. Its title was
Locking the book away, she got up from her computer workstation and stretched. Ever since the Syrian had returned with Arian Xhafa in tow she’d found it difficult to concentrate. Walking into the kitchen, she opened the refrigerator and took out a bottle of beer. She was the only one in the compound allowed to drink; she was the only one who wasn’t Muslim. She enjoyed drinking in front of them, just as she got a kick out of dressing as she wanted. The Syrian was lenient, even Western in his views, but she knew not to push him past a certain point. She was valuable to him—more valuable than a platoon of suicide bombers—but that didn’t mean she could do whatever she pleased. Everyone had boundaries here, even him.
Popping the top of her beer she went and leaned against the sink, her ankles crossed as she stared out the window at the two men sitting side by side in the garden. She did not need to hear their conversation to know its subject. Xhafa, like all his kind, hated women. He disguised the hatred by wrapping it in religious text, but his prejudice was plain to her all the same. She’d had a great deal of experience with men’s hatred of women—their abuse, both psychological and physical, their contempt, their complete and utter dismissal. To Xhafa and men like him women were an inferior form of human being, a second-class citizen meant for breeding or, far worse, receptacles for the release of men’s pleasure.
She watched the pantomime for a while, providing the words she could not hear. When Arian Xhafa placed the segment of blood orange in his mouth, she laughed silently.
IN THE firelight, the blood looked black. Jack ached all over, but otherwise he felt okay. He sat on a tree stump near the fire Thate’s men had started. The heat felt good on his back. Alli, kneeling beside him, rummaged in her backpack for the first-aid kit.
When she opened it, she said, “Shit, the gauze is sopping wet.”
“Those kits are supposed to be waterproof,” Paull said, peering over her shoulder.
Her fingers ran around the rim. “One of the hinges is broken,” she said. “That’s how the water seeped in when I slipped in the river.” She plucked out a small tube. “The Krazy Glue’s fine, but we still need something to bind Jack’s wound.”
The bullet had torn a more or less horizontal strip out of Jack’s side. The wound wasn’t deep, but if it wasn’t