The Gun Fight

pistols hanging across the shop from him. He would sit there, looking at the long-barreled Colts, at their plow- handle shaped stocks, their hammers like steer horns jutting out behind the cylinder, the scimiter triggers filed to a hair.

He’d think of John Benton aiming one of them at him, squeezing the trigger. And, suddenly, he’d shudder in the warm shop and his cheek would be pale. No, he’d think, no. And go back to work; or, at least, try to go back to work.

But then, a few minutes later, abruptly, he’d remember the look some men gave him as he rode to work that morning. And his throat would move and the chain of thoughts would begin all over again. He’d end up staring at the pistols on the board again and shuddering. Through ten o’clock, through eleven, through—

Robby’s hands twitched on the bench top, dropping the smooth cylinder as heavy footsteps sounded in the doorway. Looking up quickly, Robby saw his father coming across the floor, seeming very tall in his dark suit and hat, his face grave and still. Robby felt his hand start to shake and, around the edge of his stomach, all the muscles and tendons started tightening in like drawn wires.

Matthew Coles stopped by the bench and looked down at the litter of Colt parts across the bench top. He glanced up at Robby, his face a mask of unpleasant surprise.

“Sir?” he said

Robby swallowed. “I’m sorry, father. I . . .”

“I understand your concern with other thoughts, sir,” said Matthew Coles. “However . . . we have duties to perform in life beside those necessary ones of honor.”

“Yes, sir.” Robby picked up the cylinder again and started working, hoping that his father would leave it at that.

“I’ve just come from the bank,” said Matthew Coles, removing his dark coat and hanging it up carefully on the clothes tree in a back corner of the shop. “There was talk about the Benton incident. Hard talk, sir.”

Robby’s throat moved again and his teeth gritted together as he kept on trying to work.

“I was asked by several men when you were going to settle this matter.” Matthew Coles was adjusting arm garters to keep the sleeves up and away from filings and oil. “I told them,” he said, “that it was your decision to make but that I assumed it would be soon.”

Robby felt his stomach muscles start throbbing. Then, a bolt of terror numbed him as he felt a betraying looseness around his eyes. He forced his lips together and stared down at the bench without seeing anything, his eyes strained and unblinking.

“. . . a matter of honor that needs settling,” he heard the tail-end of his father’s words but didn’t dare reply for fear there would be a break in his voice. His hands fumbled and pretended to work on the cool metal of the Colt parts.

Silence a moment as his father adjusted the apron over his shirt and trouser front, sat down at the other bench, and looked over the disassembled Winchester.

Matthew Coles reached for the long barrel, then glanced up.

“Son, between you and me,” he said, “when do you intend to settle this thing? Mind you, I’m not pushing; you’re of age and I believe the final decision is yours to make. But the situation is getting more grave by the hour. I heard talk of it all over town. People are expecting this thing of you, sir. And soon.”

Robby drew in a ragged breath. “Father, I . . .”

“It’s Thursday today,” Matthew Coles estimated. “I believe the matter should be settled before the weekend.”

Robby’s eyes closed suddenly as he bent over his work. A low gasp caught in his throat. No . . . no! He bit his shaking lower lip. He was in a corner, everyone was surrounding him, pushing him, demanding.

“I have heard that Louisa Harper is being kept in her house until this situation is cleared up. For myself, I believe that there is no other way. Certainly, she cannot face anyone in the street while the matter goes unsettled.”

Stop looking at me! Robby’s mind erupted, still working, head down, fingers unable to do more than fumble and slip.

“I spoke to young Jim Bonney,” said Matthew Coles. “He agreed with me that your decision to face Benton was the only one possible under the circumstances. However, he also said that, if he were in your place, he would have ended the situation immediately.”

Robby swallowed with effort. “Easy for him to talk,” he said, without looking up. “He doesn’t have to do it.”

He didn’t even have to look up to know the expression on his father’s face. It was the one that said as clearly as if words were spoken—What has that to do with what we are discussing?

“Sir?” his father asked.

“Nothing,” Robby said.

“Sir?” Urgency now; bilked authority.

Robby felt the cold shudder running down his back and across his stomach.

“I said it was easy for him to talk,” he repeated, holding his voice tightly in check, “he doesn’t have to put on a—” his throat moved convulsively. “He doesn’t have to face Benton.”

“I fail to see . . .” His father left the question a challenge hanging in the air.

Robby looked up quickly and forced himself to stare straight into his father’s eyes. The two of them looked at each other across the shop.

“Father,” Robby said, tensely, “Benton has been in the Rangers, he’s killed thirteen men—”

“I fail, sir, to see what this has to do with the situation at hand,” Matthew Coles interrupted, his voice rising steadily to the end of the sentence.

No, you wouldn’t!—the words tore at Robby’s mind but he didn’t have the strength to speak them aloud. He lowered his head and went back to the pistol, screwing on the walnut stock with tense, jerky movements.

“Sir, I’m beginning to wonder just what you’re trying to say to me,” Matthew Coles challenged, putting down the Winchester barrel with a determined thud.

Robby shook his head. “Nothing. I—”

“Sir?”

He shook his head again. “It’s nothing, father.” He felt his heart start pounding heavily.

“Sir, I demand an explanation!”

“I told you I’d do it!” Robby shouted, head jerked up so suddenly it made his neck muscles hurt. “Now leave me alone, will you!”

He couldn’t seem to get the lump out of his throat. He kept swallowing futilely while his fingers shook helplessly on the Colt parts. He kept his eyes down, sensing the look his father was directing toward him.

Rigid control; that was the sound in his father’s voice when he spoke again. The sort of rigid control that only a lifetime of practice could achieve; the sort of control based upon unyielding will.

“I have already accepted your statement to that effect,” said Matthew Coles flatly. “It is no longer a question of doing or not doing, it is a question of time. Let me remind you, sir, that it is not only the honor of your intended bride that is at stake. Your own honor, too, as well as the honor of our family name, is at stake.” Pause, a brief sound of metal clicking on metal.

“The next few days will determine the future of that honor,” said Matthew Coles.

There was silence in the shop then, a heavy, ominous absence of sound, broken only occasionally by the slight clicking sounds of his father’s work, the infrequent insect-like gasp of the small files. Robby Coles sat numbly, working on the pistol. Another chance was gone; he was in deeper yet. Every time he wanted to bring up the point of whether he should face Benton at all, his father or someone would make it clear that this point was not even in question, that the only thing that mattered now was—when?

Robby looked up cautiously at his father but Matthew Coles was studiedly absorbed in his work. For a long moment, Robby looked at the hard features that seemed chipped from granite—a deep blow for each eye, several harsh cuts for the large dominant nose, one long, unhesitating blow for the straight, unmoving mouth.

Then he looked back to his work. While he finished putting the Colt together with quick, agitated hand