“It does on this side.” The White Lady waved a languorous hand in the direction of the warped and splintery floorboards, the waterlogged walls. “You grow accustomed to it.” Then, surprisingly, she indicated the shaft of Light. “That is, unless you wish to go to your eternal reward. You have earned it, after all.”
Wendy glanced at the Light, her expression calm, and shrugged again. “I suppose I could. It does look kinda nice.”
“It is, in fact, very nice,” the White Lady agreed gravely, then smiled. “It’s the nicest thing there is. Why do you think I’ve been doing the things I’ve been doing, hmm? For kicks?”
“I hadn’t really thought about it much. I always just assumed you were a crazy bitch,” Wendy said, stepping away from her body and strolling casually across the room, rolling the ball of Light in her nimble hands.
Wincing, eyes never leaving the ball, the White Lady waved a hand and the Walkers parted for Wendy. She knelt by Piotr. Her hand, far from its usual warmth, was cool to the touch as she ran it across his forehead, brushing aside the sweaty strands of hair that clung to his temples. “Are you okay?”
“You’re dead.” Piotr laughed bitterly. “I’ll live.”
“I can see that.” Wendy helped Piotr to his feet. Weakened, he staggered as he stood, but here she was strong and supported him easily. She handed him the ball of Light; he hissed, it was hot to the touch. “Hold this and let’s get out of here before this skank causes even more damage. We can come back for the others.”
“Language!” The White Lady wagged one finger in a tsk-tsk motion. “You weren’t brought up to speak like that, young lady.”
“Up yours,” Wendy sneered, pressing one hand in the small of Piotr’s back for support. “You’re not my mother.”
The White Lady paused, just for one brief moment, and Piotr felt a thrumming in the air. The Light, just a short distance away, began trembling, the motes within whirling wildly. The song, which had faded to a nearly imperceptible hum, rushed upon him in a wave, the exquisite melody breaking with horrible force upon him and sapping his little remaining strength in a tide of unexpected ferocity. Piotr stumbled and fell. As Wendy, crying out in surprise, leaned forward to help him, she missed the White Lady rising to her feet, the quick patter of steps as the woman hurried downstage.
“Look out,” Piotr whispered and Wendy released him to face this new threat. But the White Lady slowed as she stepped off the last stair, held her hands out in supplication.
“Oh Wendy,” she breathed, pale and rotting fingers lifting up the obscuring hood, pushing the fabric free so that it puddled loosely on her shoulders, revealing a last few clinging curls of strawberry gold hair and a face etched with crosshatched lines similar to those the surrounding Walkers sported, but deeper, rawer, and real.
“After all our conversations and all the hints I’ve dropped, I truly thought you would have figured it out by now. I
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
“You’re lying,” Piotr said, but Wendy shook her head.
“No,” she whispered. “She’s not.” Making sure that Piotr could support his own weight, Wendy approached her mother, hands clenched in loose fists at her sides. “Mom? What happened to you?”
“The Lost,” her mother said, her voice see-sawing wildly, alternating between bitterness and tears. “They were scared, wild. They reached for me and broke my Light, shattered it into a dozen pieces, one for each of them.” She ran a hand across her face, grimaced. “Breaking my soul apart hasn’t done wonders for my disposition, I’ll give you that. It’s made me…not at all balanced these days.”
Wendy glanced over her shoulder at the assembled Lost and did a rapid headcount. Twelve. “But these kids aren’t the same ones. I sent those on.”
“I don’t need the same ones,” her mother chuckled, fingers rising slowly up, the tips of the phalanx bones poking through the flesh at the end. She dug her fingers into her face, the bones parting her rough stitches, essence flowing like blood in a wet gush that pitter-pattered against the basement-ballroom floor and soaked the front of her dress. “I just need the one who called their Light. Twelve Lost—even inert, they’re like gunpowder, you see—and the one who whiffed out the ones who ripped me to shreds. A match. Combine the two and BOOM, I’m back. Back to the living, back to work. Back to doing what I do best.”
“Mom,” Wendy protested, “but that’s me. It’s Wendy.”
“I know,” the White Lady said, sadness creeping across her face. “Don’t you think I know that? But it’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make—no, one I
“You taught me—”
“I taught you nothing!” her mother spat. “I taught you only the basics, and that was mostly to keep you in line and safe from the Lost! You had years to go before it was your time and even then, did you honestly think it was going to be
Her mother slapped herself three times across the face, until the last of her stitches parted. She grabbed the flap and tore, waving the loose skin at Wendy like a banner. “And the sight of your face when I showed you my skin flap and tattoo! You just took me at face value! Never thought to question if maybe I was making the whole thing up. If I can make maggots writhe themselves out of the ground, what makes you think that a little flesh is the real thing? Pathetic. You should have known better.”
“But you never taught me—”
“My point exactly. I never taught you. If you were meant to be the next Reaper, then you would have figured it out on your own but you didn’t. You, as the Lightbringer? No, darling. No. You haven’t got the heart for it. Or the instinct.”
Stung, Wendy shook her head. “That’s not true. That first night, you said, in the hospital—”
“I said what I had to in order to shut you the hell up before you started screaming.” Her mother waved a hand at the assembled Walkers. “You think I don’t know how disgusting and foul they look? How nasty I look? I’m not blind, Winifred, nor stupid. A little girl facing one of those? Naturally she’ll tell everyone she sees. I had to shut you up.”
“That’s not true,” Wendy said, but her voice was weaker now. “You were worried about me. You love me.”
“Oh darling, of course I do! But love doesn’t matter when you’re dead, Wendy,” her mother said sweetly. “That was a fact my own mother drilled into me, and her mother before her. Do you think we’ve survived against the dead as long as we have by being sentimental? Hardly. We do what we do because we’re tough and strong. Two things you have never been.”
“I’m tough—”
“Tough?! Look at you!” she laughed. “You quit reaping the minute my body hit the ground. Refused to do your duty! Refused to reap! Your grandmother is spinning in her grave! Or she would be, if I hadn’t sent her into the Light. Kicking and screaming, as a matter of fact.”
“Mom,” Wendy moaned. “Please.”
“Moooom-puhleaze,” her mother mocked, and spat. “Listen to yourself. Weak. Pathetic. You were given a gift you didn’t earn. And now with your entire life planned out for you, a career as a Lightbringer, your duty, and a boy who loves you, still you whine! My little Wendy-girl, she has to go and mess it all up, doesn’t she? Nothing’s good enough for Wendy, oh no. Isn’t satisfied with just doing her sister’s stolen job, no, she’s got to go and reap the Lost who tore her mother apart!”
“I…I can’t…” She sniffed, trying to keep from breaking down. Her mother’s words were like hammers pounding, each blow shattering a little more of her heart apart. Wendy began to shake.
“Such theatrics, Wendy! And you haven’t even asked yet how I got put back together. Of course, it took you long enough—or, rather, I should say,
