her father, Sam.
“He hated his mother for doing that to him,” Grace had said once, revisiting a familiar conversation with Shane when they took a drive to the peninsula to visit friends. It was summer, hot, dry. It was the kind of day that would bring out young women in bathing suits and predators on the hunt for them. Somewhere. Anywhere. There was always someone on the hunt. Those days often evoked Ted.
“I never talked to Ted,” Shane said, his eye on the road. “So I wouldn’t know for sure.”
“You’ve profiled him. You know.”
“When he found out that he was a bastard-his words, not mine-I expect it was an epic betrayal. He probably knew he wasn’t one of Johnnie Bundy’s kids-he didn’t look like them. He probably entered the room more than once when things fell silent. He knew that there was a secret about him.”
“If he hated his mother so much,” Grace said, “maybe it was her that he was killing. Maybe everyone had it all wrong. Maybe it was his way to get Louise to pay for her lies.”
“We’ll need to stop for gas,” Shane said, flipping on the turn indicator.
“I’d like a pop, too,” she said.
Shane took the next exit. “Back to what you were saying, babe. I get it. I can see his rage directed toward Louise, but I think it was toward all women. All the women in his life. He was selecting a kind of everywoman, to stand in for Louise, maybe his grandmother, his girlfriends. Remember, as much as we know about him we really can’t say for sure any of it is absolute.”
“He was all contradictions,” she said. She was thinking about how Ted had professed a deep love for his grandfather-a man who some family members were all but certain was his actual father. In some ways, that kind of misplaced devotion fit the profile. But there was more to it. If there had been a genetic component to Ted’s aberrant behavior, it came from his grandfather. Family members talked about how Sam Cowell abused his wife, children, and even family pets.
“Brain studies indicate a fundamental difference between sociopaths and normal brains,” Shane said.
“I’ve done the same reading,” Grace said, her tone a little defensive. She regretted it the second the words passed her lips.
Shane didn’t take the bait.
“Sociopaths like Ted sometimes learn the behavior from a family member,” he said.
“Sam literally pushed one of his daughters down a flight of stairs because she dared to oversleep,” Grace said. “Another said he swung a cat by its tail like a lariat.”
Being a young woman in Tacoma had gotten decidedly more terrifying. Lisa Lancaster had been found butchered along the river. An unknown female’s remains had been uncovered along the beach. Emma Rose was missing. Farther south of the county, Olympia teenager Kelsey Caldwell’s name had been aligned with the missing girls cases, but that was more by the press than the genuine belief of law enforcement. She wasn’t a part of the Tacoma cases.
That all changed one morning.
“How did we miss this?” Grace said, studying the highlighted section of the autopsy report that Paul Bateman had planted in her hand the minute she’d sat at her desk.
“A mistake,” he said, almost more of a question than an answer.
“That Lisa had two left hands?”
Paul didn’t say anything more. It was all there. The medical examiner’s report noted that there had been body parts from more than one victim recovered from the dump site along the Puyallup River. An assistant taking autopsy photos had been the first to discover what should have been patently obvious-that the hands that had been severed and recovered from the site were both lefties.
“This is a colossal screwup,” Paul said, facial muscles tightening.
Tissue samples had been analyzed and hand number one was a match for Lisa. The other, hand number two, was not a tissue or DNA match at all.
“The hand’s size, overall condition, and traces of pale pink nail polish, indicate a female in her teens or early twenties…”
Grace’s blood was boiling too. “We’re going back,” she said.
Paul nodded.
“To the river,” she said.
A half hour later, the two parked on the same dusty shoulder alongside River Road. The crime scene tape had been removed and rainfall had washed away the evidence of hundreds of footprints of the crime scene techs, coroner’s staff, and police detectives who’d been there when Lisa’s remains had been tagged and bagged.
Grace walked over to the river’s edge. Paul finished up a call and followed.
The river had swollen and sloshed over the thin shelf that served as its bank. A fisherman, unaware of the fact that they were police detectives or the grisly reason that had brought them there, paused and waved from the other side.
“Thurston County is sending a sample of Dennis Caldwell’s DNA right now,” Paul said, getting off the phone. “No one is telling him, though. The detective there, Jonathan Stevens, knows how to keep his mouth shut. We don’t want this out.”
“If it’s a match,” she said, “it’ll get out anyway. Probably sometime today.”
She studied the bank and looked over humps of grass and Himalayan blackberry vines that rambled around the perimeter of the river.
“The rest of Kelsey’s got to be around here,” she said, her eyes tracing the scene, inch by inch.
“Maybe just that one part was ditched here,” Paul offered.
Grace didn’t think so. She shook her head and started walking. “Ridgway and Bundy both dumped bodies in clusters. They went to places they knew would be undetected, places where they could go back.”
“And defile the bodies,” he said.
Grace nodded. “That, too. But I wasn’t thinking that. I was thinking about how they liked to relive the conquests, from the hunt to the kill. At the after-party.”
“They really got off on it,” Paul said.
It made her sick to her stomach, thinking of Ridgway and Bundy’s victims, their final moments. How even in death they’d been made to suffer the worst indignities that anyone could imagine. In fact, no normal person could even conjure up the activities that Ted had enjoyed with the dead girls.
“Sick pieces of crap, those two,” she finally said, stopping and bending at her knees to get a closer look at a piece of paper that had attached itself to the damp earth. It was narrow and white, probably a receipt.
“Let’s collect that,” she said, pointing to it with the tip of her shoe.
Paul shrugged a little. “Wasn’t there when we processed the scene.”
She looked at it and gave her head a slight shake. “Exactly. Maybe it’s nothing. Or maybe he’s come back.”
“I hate that you always call the unknown subject a he.”
Grace shot Paul an irritated look. “Jesus. You’re going PC on me now? Fact is ninety-nine percent of these twisted pukes are male, Paul. No offense meant.”
“Just kidding you,” he said, the smile falling from his face. “Don’t you laugh anymore?”
She shook her head. “Haven’t heard anything funny for a long time.”
With that, she walked ahead, and Paul returned to the car to get the requisite supplies for collecting the receipt or anything else they might find. With each step on the nutrient-rich river soil, Grace Alexander thought about the kind of person who would come back to relive his murders. She knew that both Bundy and Ridgway had had sex with their victims post-homicide. Yates had emphatically denied that he had, as if that was some kind of an accolade he could give himself. There were differences detected in the clusters, too. Ridgway had posed his dead women. Bundy had admitted to moving his victims’ bodies, but never in a ritualistic manner.
Again, as if there was a distinction between being merely a serial killer and being sick enough to pose a body in a provocative and shocking way.
Kelsey Caldwell was out there. She just had to be.
Unsurprisingly, Lifetime was not Grace Alexander’s go-to cable channel. She was more of an Investigation
