Hide And Seek

nice gesture all the same. Maybe I should ask him to consider you in my place. That’d give you something to do with your time off, eh?’

‘Yes, sir.’ Rebus seemed to consider the suggestion. Booze and gambling: not a bad combination. His face brightened. ‘Yes, sir,’ he said. ‘That would be very kind of you.’

‘I’ll see what I can do then. One last thing.’

‘Yes, sir?’

‘Are you intending to go to Malcolm Lanyon’s party tonight? Remember, he invited us at The Eyrie?’

‘I’d forgotten all about it, sir. Would it be more … proper for me to stay away?’

‘Not at all. I may not manage along myself, but I see no reason why you shouldn’t attend. But not a word about….’ Watson nodded towards the door, and by implication to the interview room beyond.

‘Understood, sir. Thank you.’

‘Oh, and John?’

‘Yes, sir?’

‘Don’t swear at me. Ever. With respect or otherwise. Okay?’

Rebus felt his cheeks reddening, not in anger but in shame. ‘Yes, sir,’ he said, making his exit.

Holmes was waiting impatiently in Rebus’s office.

‘What did he want then?’

‘Who?’ Rebus was supremely nonchalant. ‘Oh, Watson you mean? He wanted to tell me that he’s put my name forward for Finlay’s.’

‘Finlay’s Club?’ Holmes’ face was quizzical; this wasn’t what he’d been expecting at all.

‘That’s right. At my age, I think I deserve a club in town, don’t you?’

‘I don’t know.’

‘Oh, and he also wanted to remind me about a party tonight at Malcolm Lanyon’s place.’

‘The lawyer?’

‘That’s him.’ Rebus had Holmes at a disadvantage, and knew it. ‘I hope you’ve been busy while I’ve been having a chinwag.’

‘Eh?’

‘Hydes and Jekylls, Brian. I asked you for addresses.’

‘I’ve got the list here. Not too long, thank the Lord. I suppose I’m going to be Shoeleather on this one?’

Rebus looked flabbergasted. ‘Not at all. You’ve got better things to be doing with your time. No, I think this time the shoeleather ought to be mine.’

‘But … with respect, shouldn’t you be keeping out of things?’

‘With respect, Brian, that’s none of your bloody business.’

From home, Rebus tried phoning Gill, but she couldn’t be reached. Keeping out of things, no doubt. She had been quiet during the drive home last night, and hadn’t invited him in. Fair enough, he supposed. He wasn’t about to take advantage…. So why was he trying to telephone her? Of course he was trying to take advantage! He wanted her back.

He tidied the living room, did some washing up, and took a binbag‘s-worth of dirty washing to the local laundrette for a service wash. The attendant, Mrs Mackay, was full of outrage about Calum McCallum.

‘Yon’s a celebrity and a’. They should ken better.’

Rebus smiled and nodded agreement.

Back in the flat, he sat down and picked up a book, knowing he wouldn’t be able to keep his mind on it. He didn’t want Hyde to win, and, kept away from the case, that’s exactly what would happen. He took the slip of paper from his pocket. There were no people with the surname Jekyll in the Lothians, and a scant dozen with the surname Hyde. At least, those were the ones he could be sure about. What if Hyde possessed an unlisted number? He’d get Brian Holmes to check the possibility.

He reached for the telephone and was halfway through the number before he realised he was calling Gill’s office. He punched in the rest of the number. What the hell, she wouldn’t be there anyway.

‘Hello?’

It was Gill Templer’s voice, sounding as unflappable as ever. Yes, but that sort of trick was easy by phone. All the oldest tricks were.

‘It’s John.’

‘Hello there. Thanks for the lift home.’

‘How are you?’

‘I’m fine, honestly. I just feel a bit … I don’t know, confused doesn’t seem to cover it. I feel as though I’ve been conned. That’s as near as I can get to an explanation.’

‘Are you going to see him?’

‘What? In Fife? No, I don’t think so. It’s not that I couldn’t face him. I want to see him. It’s the thought of walking into the station with everyone knowing who I was, why I was there.’

‘I’d go with you, Gill, if you wanted.’

‘Thanks, John. Maybe in a day or two. But not yet.’

‘Understood.’ He became aware that he was gripping the receiver too hard, that his fingers were hurting. God, this was hurting him all over. Did she have any inkling of his feelings right this minute? He was sure he couldn’t put them into words. The words hadn’t been coined. He felt so close to her, and yet so far away, like a schoolkid who’d lost his first girlfriend.

‘Thanks for phoning, John. I appreciate it. But I’d better be getting — ’

‘Oh, right, right you are. Well, you’ve got my number, Gill. Take care.’

‘Bye, J — ’

He broke the connection. Don’t crowd her, John, he was thinking. That’s how you lost her the first time. Don’t go making any assumptions. She doesn’t like that. Give her space. Maybe he had made a mistake phoning in the first place. Hell and damn.

With respect.

That little weasel called James. That little toerag. He’d rip his head from his shoulders when he got him. He wondered how much Hyde had paid the kid. Considerably more than two ten-pound notes, that was for sure.

The telephone rang.

‘Rebus here.’

‘John? It’s Gill again. I’ve just heard the news. Why didn’t you tell me?’

‘Tell you what?’ He affected indifference, knowing she’d see through it immediately.

‘About this complaint against you.’

‘Oh, that. Come on, Gill, you know this sort of thing happens from time to time.’

‘Yes, but why didn’t you say? Why did you let me prattle on like that?’

‘You weren’t prattling.’

‘Dammit!’ She was almost in tears now. ‘Why do you always have to try and hide things from me like that? What’s the matter with you?’

He was about to explain, when the line went dead. He stared at the receiver dumbly, wondering just why he hadn’t told her in the first place. Because she had worries of her own? Because he was embarrassed? Because he hadn’t wanted the pity of a vulnerable woman? There were reasons enough.

Weren’t there?

Of course there were. It was just that none of them seemed to make him feel any better. Why do you always have to try and hide things from me? There was that word again: hide. A verb, an action, and a noun, a place. And a person. Faceless, but Rebus was beginning to know him so well. The adversary was cunning, there was no doubting that. But he couldn’t hope to tie up all the loose threads the way he’d tied up Ronnie and Carew, the way he was trying to tie up John Rebus.

The telephone rang again.

‘Rebus here.’

‘It’s Superintendent Watson. I’m glad I caught you at home.’