Peter Abrahams
A Perfect Crime
The scarlet letter was her passport into regions where other women dared not tread.
1
Thursday, the best day of the week-the day of all days that Francie was predisposed to say yes. But here in the artist’s studio, with its view of the Dorchester gas tank superimposed on the harbor beyond, she couldn’t bring herself to do it. The problem was she hated the paintings. The medium was ink, the tool airbrush, the style photorealist, the subject slack-faced people in art galleries viewing installations; the installations, when she looked more closely, were neon messages fenced in with blood-tipped barbed wire, messages that though tiny could be read, when she looked more closely still. Francie, her nose almost touching the canvases, read them dutifully: name that tune; do you swear to tell the truth?; we will have these moments to remember.
“World within world,” she said, a neutral phrase that might be taken optimistically.
“I’m sorry?” said the artist, following her nervously around the studio.
Francie smiled at him-gaunt, hollow-eyed, twitchy, unkempt-Raskolnikov on amphetamines. She’d seen paintings of slack-faced people looking at paintings; she’d seen neon messages; she’d seen barbed wire, blood- tipped, pink, red-white-and-blue; seen art feeding on itself with an appetite that grew sharper every day.
“Anything else you’d like to show me?” she said.
“Anything else?” said the artist. “I’m not sure exactly what you..”
Francie kept her smile in place; artists lived uneasy lives. “Other work,” she explained, as gently as she could.
But not gently enough. He flung out his arm in a dramatic sweep. “This is my work.”
Francie nodded. Some of her colleagues would now say “I love it” and let him learn the bad news in a letter from the foundation, but Francie couldn’t. Silence followed, long and uncomfortable. Time slowed down, much too soon. On Thursdays, Francie wanted time to behave as it might in some Einsteinian thought experiment, hurrying by until dark, then almost coming to a stop. The artist gazed at his shoes, red canvas basketball sneakers, paint- spattered. Francie gazed at them, too. Do you swear to tell the truth? Even bad art could get to you, or at least to her. She saw something from the corner of her eye-a small unframed canvas, leaning against the jamb of a doorless closet, went closer, to end the shoe-gazing if nothing else.
“What’s this?” An oil painting of a plinth, cracked, crumbling, classical, bearing a bunch of grapes, wine-dark, overripe, even rotting. And in the middle ground, not hidden, not flaunted, simply there, was a lovely figure of a girl on a skateboard, all poise, balance, speed.
“That?” said the painter. “That’s from years ago.”
“Tell me about it.”
“What’s to tell? It was a dead end.”
“You didn’t do any more like it?” Francie knelt, turned the painting around, read the writing on the back: oh garden, my garden.
“By the dozen,” said the artist. “But I painted over them whenever I needed canvas.”
Francie kept herself from glancing at the busy pieces on the wall.
“That’s the last one, in fact. Why do you ask?”
“It has a kind of…” Something. It had that something she was always looking for, so hard to put in words. To sound professional, Francie said, “… resonance.”
“It does?”
“In my opinion.”
“No one liked them at the time.”
“Maybe I’m just a sucker for overripe fruit,” Francie said, although she already knew it wasn’t that. It was the girl. “Caravaggio, and all that,” she explained.
“Caravaggio?”
“You know,” she said, her heart sinking.
“A kind of grape?”
“He said that? A kind of grape?” Nora, having finished her lunch-a very late lunch, eaten on their feet at a coffee place in the North End-helped herself to Francie’s. “Soon the past will be completely forgotten.”
“And life can begin,” said Francie.
Nora paused in midbite. “You feeling okay?”
“Why do you ask?”
“How’s Jolly Roger these days?”
“Why do you ask?”
Nora laughed, choked slightly, wiped her mouth. “Can you play for me tonight?”
Nora meant tennis: they belonged to the same club, had played together since eighth grade. “Not on Th-no,” Francie said.
“I hate to cancel on her.”
“Who?”
“Anne? Anita? New member. Shy little frau, but she has a nice game. You should meet her.”
“Not tonight.”
“You said that. What’s tonight?”
“Work,” Francie said, not without a twinge inside. “And you?”
“Got a date. He called me this morning.”
“For tonight? And you said yes?”
“He already knows I’ve been married twice-do I have to simper like a virgin for the rest of my life?”
“Who’s the lucky guy?”
“Bernie something.”
Francie picked up the check-Nora’s settlement from marriage one had gone the other way the second time- and got her car from the parking garage. She turned on the radio, found Ned, drove out of the city.
“And we’re back. I’m Ned Demarco, the program is Intimately Yours, our beat marriage, love, family in this increasingly complex world. It’s Thursday, and as our regular listeners know, Thursday is our free-form day, open- forum time, no studio guests, no set topics. We talk about what you out there want to talk about. Welcome to the program, Marlene from Watertown.”
“Dr. Demarco?”
“Ned, please.”
“Ned. Hi. I really enjoy your show.”
“Thank you, Marlene. What’s on your mind?”
“First, can I ask you something?”
“Shoot.”
“That voice of yours. Do they do anything to, like, enhance it?”
Ned laughed. “Lucy, in the control room: Doing anything to enhance my voice?” He laughed again, easy and
