Guarding Jeannie

'Hear me out. Please.'

Releasing Jeannie, Sam walked around her and over to the balcony's edge. With his back turned to her, he gripped the top of the banister. 'You damn near killed yourself night before last, and you expect me to allow you to—'

'You do not allow me to do anything,' Jeannie said. 'Night before last, you were right. I had exhausted my energy. I wouldn't have been able to be of help to anyone. But I'm rested now. I need to help the people who are suffering because of me.'

'You're being irrational, you know.' He wished he could shake some sense into her compassionate little head. 'You are not responsible for what happened to those people. Maynard Reeves is.'

'And he bombed the riverboat because I was on board!'

'Dammit, Jeannie, what am I going to do with you?'

She walked over to the balcony's edge and laid her hand over his. 'Night before last, you were going to bring me home and make love to me.'

Every nerve in his body screamed. Neither of them spoke for endless moments. With her hand resting atop his, Sam and Jeannie watched the sun rise over Biloxi.

Jeannie had never wanted anything as much as she wanted Sam Dundee to be a part of her life forever, but she knew how impossible the dream was. Would any woman ever capture Sam Dundee's heart? Did a woman exist who was strong enough to be his equal?

Sam had never wanted anything as much as he wanted to protect Jeannie Alverson—from Reeves's insanity, from suffering the pain of others, and even from him. The desire he felt for this gentle, loving woman was so strong it could destroy her. He couldn't let that happen.

'It's all right, you know.' She stroked his hand. 'I want you, too.'

'Jeannie?' His muscles tensed; his heartbeat accelerated.

'If there had been no explosions aboard the Royal Belle, you and I would have become lovers yesterday morning, when we got back here to the house,' she said.

'You don't know that for sure.'

'Yes, I do. And so do you. I haven't forgotten what happened out on deck when we danced. I remember exactly how we both felt, what we both wanted.'

'Don't remind me.'

He turned around and looked at her. Dear God, what was he going to do about Jeannie Alverson? She was driving him insane. He couldn't remember ever wanting a woman so badly or ever being so scared. Once her life was no longer in danger, he would return to Atlanta. He'd be safe there, far away from Jeannie.

She wanted too much from him. She wanted things that weren't in him to give. She thought he was a far better man than he actually was. She thought he was worth saving, worth suffering for, worth the pain of delving into his tormented soul. He'd never been a coward, never backed down from any challenge, but Jeannie was something else all together. What man was equal to the challenge of being Jeannie's mate, of understanding her enough to allow her to be the woman she was—an empath with a blessed talent? What man was strong enough to spend the rest of his life watching her suffer other people's pain.

'Sam?'

'Two things have been driving me crazy while you slept. I was worried sick that you'd suffered too much pain, that you might have permanently harmed yourself. And all the while I was worrying, I hated myself for wanting you so desperately, for thinking what might have been if—'

'Once we're on Le Bijou Bleu, we'll have all our days and nights to make love.'

Sam swallowed hard. 'When you're no longer in danger, I'm going back to Atlanta.'

Jeannie sighed. 'Yes, I know. I understand.'

'Okay, then. I see no reason to delay our departure. We'll sail for your island today.'

'I'll go with you to Le Bijou Bleu day after tomorrow, when I've had a chance to put things in order around here and do what I feel is right and necessary.'

Dammit, he knew what she was planning to do. 'I won't allow you to put yourself in any more danger.'

'Everything is going to be all right,' she said, only half believing her own words. 'Somehow we'll find a way to make it right.'

She slipped her arms around him, kissing him with a strength and passion that startled him. Within seconds, Sam had taken charge of the kiss, the power of his feelings ripping him apart inside. He needed to make love to Jeannie, and soon, or he was going to lose his mind. He'd never known desire so strong, passion so all-consuming, need so powerful. And somehow he knew Jeannie felt the same way, that even though sexual desire was a new experience for her, the desperation of her need matched his own.

But he would have to wait until she was fully recovered from the ordeal following the bombing of the Royal Belle. When they made love for the first time, Jeannie would need all her strength. When they made love, she would experience sexual fulfillment—both his and hers.

Chapter 10

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Tapping the china rim with her fingernails, Jeannie stared into the teacup she held with both hands. She lifted the cup to her lips, took a sip of the warm, sweet liquid, then held the cup in front of her. Was she forgetting anything? She would go over her checklist again before she and Sam left in the morning. He had wanted to go to Le Bijou Bleu today, but she had insisted on waiting for tomorrow. That would give her enough time to get things in order around the house and make sure that, between Ollie and Marta, Julian would be taken care of properly. He insisted he could take care of himself, but Julian was one of those men who had always had a woman to handle life's daily annoyances.

And Jeannie really had wanted to visit the hospitals to see those injured in the explosion aboard the Royal Belle. But upon further discussion, she and Sam had compromised. She wouldn't go to the hospitals if he agreed to stay in Biloxi one more day so that she could put things in order before their departure. After all, what difference could one day make?

'There's no point in your worrying about things over which you have little or no control.' Laying the medical journal he'd been reading in his lap, Julian looked at Jeannie. 'What happened aboard the Royal Belle was an atrocity, but it could have been much worse. If you hadn't sensed that monster Reeves's emotions, everyone aboard the riverboat might have died. You did all you could to prevent the disaster and to ease the suffering of those who were injured.'

'Sam has told me the same thing, but I can't forget that if Reeves wasn't so determined to destroy me, he probably wouldn't have had bombs placed aboard the boat.'

'You don't know that for sure. The man has been preaching against gambling ever since it was legalized and the casinos went into business along the Gulf.'

'But he's never blown up one of the casinos before,' Jeannie said. 'He's never done anything violent, until now.'

Sam Dundee entered the room, a sheaf of papers in his hand. 'The man is totally irrational when it comes to you.'

Jeannie's heart skipped a beat. Just the sound of his voice excited her, and one look into those steely gray eyes aroused her. She'd never known what it was like to want a man, to long for the feel of his hand in hers, the touch of his lips, the pleasure of his strong embrace.

'Reeves believes I'm a witch, possessed with powers from Satan.' She set her teacup in its saucer on the mahogany table beside her chair. 'I know he isn't going to leave me alone. He wants to destroy me.' She shivered; the feel of Reeves's evil lingered inside her like a tiny sprinkling of ashes from a fire which had long since died.

'Reeves's obsession with destroying you is why it's imperative you leave Biloxi.' Standing, Julian glanced down at the medical journal that had fallen from his lap. Grumbling under his breath, he reached down, picked up the magazine and laid it in the chair. 'All the preparations have been made. I telephoned the Broadwater Marina. Your boat will be ready for your departure in the morning. And, you've contacted Manton to let him know when to expect you and Mr. Dundee.'

Jeannie nodded agreement. 'I've packed a few things to take with me, but I keep so many things at the house there, I won't need much.' She glanced across the room at Sam, who was standing by the windows,