‘Not sure you’re what?’
‘Desperate for publicity.’
Feeling a little intimidated, to be honest. She told him about Morrell.
‘Jane, you can’t have it both ways. You
‘The
‘I doubt it,’ Eirion said. ‘She’s only a councillor, isn’t she? A servant of democracy.’
‘
‘It’s the way they work. He’s their employee. But she couldn’t
‘Irene, Morrell is, like, insanely ambitious, and he’s quite young. Moorfield’s just a stepping stone. He’s not going to offend a powerful councillor for the sake of one student … who he hates and would really like to get rid of anyway.’
‘You don’t
‘You’ve never seen him! All right … what should I do?’
There was a silence.
Come
‘I don’t know,’ Eirion said.
‘Thanks.’
‘Let me think about it. I’ll call you back.’
‘Soon?’
‘Soon. I’m sorry, Jane.’
‘It’s OK.’
She sat staring at the screen, feeling terminally forlorn.
Could be she’d stitched herself up.
Jane couldn’t face looking at that smug pout any more and switched off the computer. Just sat there waiting, dolefully stroking Ethel who was sitting in the in-tray. Best thing would be to leave it for a day or two, give the dust time to settle.
On the other hand, the planning committee would be meeting next week to make a decision on Coleman’s Meadow.
Sure, she could leave it. She could walk away and spend the rest of her life regretting it, despising her own cowardice.
Or she could take some more time off school, in open defiance of her head teacher, and follow it through, because…
… Forget earth-energy, forget spirit paths; at the very least, whether Alfred Watkins had known about it or not, this was a rare alignment of ancient sacred sites which had somehow survived for maybe…
… Four thousand years?
Four thousand years of mystical tradition against one more year of schooling for somebody who wasn’t sure whether she even wanted to go to university at the end of it.
Jane felt the weight of the ancestors on her shoulders.
This was probably one of those situations where Mum would go to the church and pray for guidance – Jane thinking that if she did that, after all she’d said over the years, it would at least give God the best laugh he’d had since he hit the Egyptians with a plague of locusts.
The scullery phone rang.
‘Look, Irene,’ Jane said, ‘I’ve been thinking—’
‘Jane, I’m really sorry…’
‘Oh. Mum.’
‘I’m also sorry for not being Eirion. Listen, flower, you can probably guess what’s coming.’
‘You have to go back to Malvern. Don’t call me flower.’
‘Right. I’m sorry. I’m there now, and I have someone else to meet. Will you be OK?’
‘Sure. I’ve already fed Ethel. I’ll get something for me later.’
‘Is everything all right?’
‘Everything’s fine.’
‘I won’t be late. I promise I won’t be late this time.’
‘Honestly, take as long as you like,’ Jane said.
She hung up and felt tearful. Felt like a stupid, ineffectual kid who got caught up in fads and crazes and thought she was so smart and spiritually developed but, faced with a crunch situation, didn’t basically have the nerve to follow through.
27
Bugger-All
Tim Loste’s house. The heart of the enigma.
A flat, grey Victorian or Edwardian town house that just happened to have been built in the country. A tiny front garden held in by iron railings. An oak tree that shouldn’t be here.
Merrily stepped into the house called Caractacus with some trepidation and an uncomfortable sense of deja vu. Well, not quite, because she knew where this feeling was coming from, remembering when Bliss had invited her to the home of a suspected serial murderer obsessed with the Cromwell Street killings. All black sheets and pin-up pictures of dead celebrities.
‘Stay with me,’ Annie Howe said, ‘and don’t touch anything. We’ve been over it forensically, but—
‘Nothing,’ Merrily said.
In the dim, narrow, camphor-smelling hallway, she’d come face to face with a dead celebrity.
He was life-size, in bowler hat and hacking jacket. Standing there behind his black, yard-brush moustache and the high handlebars of Mr Phoebus, as if he was about to wheel the bicycle out of the shadows towards the front door.
‘Yes, rather startling at first, isn’t it?’ Howe said.
The black and white photograph, massively blown-up, had been fixed to a wooden frame and propped up against the end wall of the passage so that it filled almost the full width, and when you came in by the front door you were looking directly into the grainy eyes.
Of all the pictures of Elgar, why this one? Merrily had the feeling that the huge, stately Mr Phoebus, important to Elgar, was also very important to Tim Loste: a bike that meant business, could take Elgar anywhere, a symbol of the mobility of the spirit.
It still didn’t have a lamp.
‘What are you thinking?’ Annie Howe said.
‘Just wondering what I’m doing here.’
Howe said, ‘My understanding is that you’ve been here two or three times in the past few days.’
‘I’ve never been