to leave yesterday’s argument behind. ‘You look beautiful,’ he said, bending to kiss her. ‘Gertrude who?’
The words were warm, but Josephine saw her own anxieties reflected in his face and she led him over to the door, out of earshot of the group of women by the desk. ‘Archie, I’m so sorry about yesterday,’ she said. ‘I should never have expected you to counsel me on what to do about Marta, or about anyone else for that matter.’
‘I should be apologizing, not you. I didn’t mean to be so impatient with you, but this case is …’
She raised her hand to interrupt him. ‘Don’t blame yourself or the case when I’m at fault. Please, Archie.’
He smiled. ‘All right. Shall we go in?’
She took his arm, relieved that he seemed as reluctant as she was at the moment to return to the subject of Marta, but they hadn’t got far before Lettice came hurrying out of the dining room. ‘There you are,’ she said. ‘I’ve been looking out for you. Sorry, Archie, but I just need a quick word with Josephine—you can have her back in a minute.’
‘All right, but let’s get a drink first,’ Josephine said. ‘I’m dying for one.’
‘No, I need to speak to you before you go in,’ Lettice insisted, then added more quietly: ‘After that you can have as many drinks as you like—you’ll probably need them.’
‘What on earth are you talking about?’
Before Lettice could answer, Lydia came up behind them and threw her arms around both of them. ‘Josephine—how lovely to see you.’
‘Lydia, I need to speak to Josephine in private for a moment,’ Lettice said impatiently, and Josephine looked at her in surprise: she rarely lost her temper with anybody; the pressure of the gala and the shock of Marjorie’s death seemed to have taken their toll.
‘Of course,’ Lydia said, ‘but I wanted to say it as soon as I saw you. Thank you, Josephine.’
‘You’re welcome. What for?’
Lydia laughed. ‘Don’t be so modest. For Marta, of course. She’s here tonight, and she told me that you spoke to her and encouraged her to get in touch. I’m so grateful, Josephine.’
Lettice mouthed an apology behind Lydia’s back, while Archie looked as if all his Christmases had come at once. Wondering if she had inadvertently walked on stage in a farce at the Vaudeville, Josephine heard herself give the sort of nervous laugh which usually made her want to slap someone. ‘Marta’s here tonight?’ she asked, the voice barely recognisable as her own. ‘Gosh—she doesn’t waste much time.’
‘No. I sent her an invitation weeks ago, never dreaming that she’d say yes, but she phoned this morning, completely out of the blue.’
‘I’ll meet you inside in a minute,’ Josephine said to Lettice and Archie. ‘Lydia and I will just have a quick chat out here while it’s peaceful.’
‘No, no—Lettice needs to talk to you and I don’t want to interrupt.’
‘It’s fine,’ Lettice said, defeated. ‘I can wait.’ She disappeared into the crowd with Archie, glancing back apologetically over her shoulder.
Lydia took Josephine’s hand and led her over to the window. ‘Let’s sit down here for a minute,’ she said. ‘I owe you an apology, as well as a thank you.’ Her words came so soon after Archie’s unwarranted contrition that Josephine began to suspect some sort of conspiracy, designed to make her feel worse than she already did. ‘I haven’t been a very good friend to you since Marta and I split up, have I?’ Lydia began hesitantly.
‘It’s been hard for you—I understand that. You love her, and you’ve been apart—you’re bound to feel bitter at times.’
‘It’s more than that, though.’ She looked away, and Josephine guessed that she was considering how much to say. ‘The fact is, I blamed you because we didn’t get back together again the moment she stepped out of prison. I’m ashamed to admit it, but I thought there was something between you—something on her side, at least—that was keeping us apart.’
‘Why didn’t you tell me what you were thinking?’ When I could have denied it truthfully, was what Josephine wanted to add, but she simply said: ‘We should have talked about this months ago.’
‘I know, but I was angry and hurt and bewildered at Marta’s silence, and the last thing I wanted to do was show any vulnerability to you.’ She smiled, embarrassed. ‘And rather more childishly, I didn’t want to find out that you were in touch with her if I wasn’t. Jealousy isn’t a very generous emotion, is it? Or a very attractive one.’
‘No, and it has a habit of creeping up on you when you least expect it. I don’t suppose I would have behaved any more generously in your position. And I’m sorry if I’ve made things worse for you—I never meant to.’
‘You didn’t. It was just the shock of it all, and knowing that Marta felt able to talk to you about things that she’d never discussed with me. I never thought I’d hear myself say this, but it’s not just about sex, is it?’ Josephine shook her head. ‘I began to wonder how close we’d really been. And then there was Archie, and everything he did when she gave herself up.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘He found her a lawyer, spoke up for her in court, made people take into account her mental state—you’re surely not telling me he did that for Marta? He did it for you. And I thought to myself—why would that be such a gift? Why, by helping Marta, could he hand you something precious?’ Josephine was too shocked to speak: she had honestly never considered that Archie might be doing anything other than what he believed to be right and just, but she knew now that what Lydia said was true, and Marta’s words came back to haunt her: how many times had she made Archie unhappy without even realising it? ‘It was stupid of me,’ Lydia continued, ‘but the longer the silence lasted, the more significant all these things became in my imagination. I blew them up out of all proportion, when I should have had the sense to realise that Marta just needed time to get over what happened to her, to leave prison behind.’
‘Is that what she said?’
‘Not in so many words, but she’s changed, Josephine, and even I can see that things are different now. I suppose I’ll just have to be patient.’
‘You’ll never be able to pick up where you left off, but that’s not always a bad thing.’ She looked at her friend, knowing how fragile Lydia’s new-found happiness was. ‘You can build something new—something stronger.’
‘I hope so. We haven’t actually talked about getting back together and I don’t want to rush her, but friendship’s a start, isn’t it?’
Josephine was too tired to do anything but give Lydia the hope she was looking for. ‘Yes, it’s a good start. And you’re right to give her time. Take her to the cottage. Find some peace together.’
She stood up, afraid to test her public generosity any further, and they walked together into the Hall. Lydia disappeared to find Marta, and Josephine looked round for Archie, but he was nowhere to be seen. She was about to head for the bar, when someone shoved a glass into her hands. ‘Coward,’ Gerry said, ‘and I’m not giving you a run-down of the play bill. I see you’ve decided to play Cupid after all.’
‘It’s not as straightforward as you think.’
Her voice was less ambiguous than her words, and Gerry looked at her with genuine concern. ‘Christ, Josephine, I’m sorry—are you all right?’
‘I’ll be fine as long as I stay angry.’
‘With her or with yourself?’
‘That’s not a distinction I want to make at the moment.’ She drank the champagne and looked at Gerry. ‘How are you? I notice that Celia’s still on her feet tonight.’ They both stared across the room to where the secretary was deep in conversation with Amy Coward, Mary Size and the rest of the club’s committee. Archie was standing nearby, talking to a man she didn’t recognise. ‘I’m sorry about Marjorie,’ Josephine said, more seriously. ‘You’ve had a bitch of a weekend.’
‘Haven’t we both? Losing someone is losing someone, no matter how it happens.’
‘Did you know her very well?’ As soon as she asked the question, Josephine realised that Gerry was probably still oblivious to the fact that Marjorie had been Lizzie’s half-sister; Archie was unlikely to have shared the details of the case during his questioning, and he wouldn’t thank her for interfering now before everything was resolved, but Gerry would have to know eventually and Josephine doubted that it would make things any better.
‘No, not really. Not well enough, anyway.’ She pointed across to the bar. ‘If you’re still angry, now might be the moment to show it. She’s on her own. And Josephine?’
‘Yes?’
‘If you want someone on your arm later—purely to get your own back, of course—I’m happy to oblige.’
