Wizards Daughter

agree with Uncle Ryder-nothing more than rampant lust, all on my part since you are such an innocent. I am a man of the world, they would say, and one must always beware a man of the world when it comes to a young girl who looks like you do. You're softer than a butterfly's wing.'

'I will have you know I am not that innocent.' She fidgeted a bit. 'The fact is, Nicholas, I don't look like anything much.'

'Perhaps you are right. Perhaps you aren't much at all.'

She crossed her arms across her chest. Her foot tapped, tapped, tapped. He was enchanted. She said behind her teeth, 'You needn't go that far. Now, this lust business-what a very strange word that is. I've never even thought about lust before. If it is lust that makes me want to leap on you and kiss you until you crumple to the carpet, then it is a powerful thing. I think I quite like it. Is that why you asked me to marry you so quickly, Nicholas? You've gone over the edge with lust for me?'

He hadn't wanted to consider lust with her, it wasn't what was important, but-he drew in a deep breath. Truth was truth, and it had to be faced. He said, 'Lust is a fine thing, but I don't believe it is lust that rules us.' Well, most of the truth was important.

She stared at him in amazement. 'Never say so!'

He held back his laughter. She had to recognize it was more. 'Well, it doesn't rule us entirely. I am not completely mad with lust for you. You realize that, don't you?'

She said slowly, her eyes going yet again to his mouth, 'I honestly don't know what I realize, Nicholas. All I know is that it is right for me-you are right for me, no one else, just you. When you kissed my hand this morning, something deep inside me recognized that you were for me.'

So quickly, and she knew? He knew he was the one too, of course he was the one, but he wouldn't tell her that until he had the vows from her, not until she was legally his. He said lightly, 'Not even one of the three dukes?'

'Into the fire with the dukes.'

He laughed again. He believed he'd laughed more in the past two days than in the past five years. 'You have a wit that pleases me,' he said.

And she said then, flooring him, 'But there is more to this, Nicholas, and I suspect you are well aware of it. For me, it is these overwhelming feelings, this recognition of you, but I think-well, it sounds absurd, I know, but I feel you were perhaps looking for me, as I, perhaps, was looking for you.'

'Looking for you? Actively searching for you? And you looking for me? You mean Fate guided our boats to the same shore?'

'I think our boats docked next to each other with our bows knocking together makes more sense than this place called the Pale with its Tibers and Dragons.'

'Perhaps the Pale isn't real-perhaps it's a metaphor, as Grayson said.'

'You believe it is real, Nicholas. I ask you, how is this book-the Rules of the Pale - possible? It was Grayson who found it, who was led to find it. Was this Fate or something stronger? And you say your grandfather had a copy of the book. This book boggles the mind. You know it is too much. And when I begin asking these sorts of questions, I become afraid.'

The whole thing would frighten him too if he weren't so long used to it. He wanted to bring her against him, reassure her, but knew he'd be a fool to do it. He couldn't ruin things now. Even this conversation, conducted only a room away from her guardian, was madness.

Nicholas sighed. It had all happened too quickly. He said.

'If you wish, we could attend the theater tonight. My solicitor told me, laughing, that my father neglected to stipulate that the theater box he bought some ten years ago be willed to my half brothers; thus it came to me by default. He told me my half brothers were rather distressed about it. My solicitor is a master of understatement. They would just as soon see me underground.'

'Your half brothers? I don't know about them, Nicholas.'

He stared at her, appalled at himself. He 'd spoken so freely, without considering possible consequences, and it was very unlike him. Well, it was done. Unless she chanced to meet them, and believed whatever they may tell her in their spewing hatred of him, it wouldn't matter. She would be his wife. She would meet them, doubtless, and discover quickly enough that all three of them hated his guts. Yet though he 'd known her only two days, he was sure she wouldn't hesitate to be utterly loyal to him, to attack anyone who was stupid enough to insult him. He smiled fatuously. No one had ever sought to protect him and yet he knew she would.

'But why do your half brothers hate you? You are the head of the Vail family. They owe you their respect just as you owe them your protection.'

'They hate me because my father taught them to hate me, my father and their mother, Miranda. I saw the two oldest ones, for the first time since my return, on Thursday night, the night I first saw you. Will they be pests? I don't know, but it doesn't disturb me.' His dark eyes glittered with banked violence. 'And they would be fools to disturb you. Now, should you like to go with me this evening? With your aunt and uncle, of course.'

'You've already asked Uncle Ryder, haven't you?'

'Yes. A man must know what is in the stew before he brings the spoon to his mouth.'

She laughed. 'That was a dreadful metaphor. What are we to see?'

'It is Charles Kean playing Hamlet. He is Edmund Kean's son, not as successful as his sire, but still, I understand after practicing his craft for several years in Scotland, he has returned to London and made this role his own. Do you like Shakespeare?'

'Oh, yes, very much. I have always believed, however, that a woman brought Shakespeare low, and that was the reason he brought Kate to such a wretched end. A revenge, of sorts. I mean, can you imagine a woman kneeling before her husband and promising to do whatever he wishes?'

His eyes nearly crossed. He swallowed. 'Well, just perhaps-'

She lightly laid her fingers over his mouth. 'No, I won't let you dig yourself into a big hole. You are a man. Aunt Sophie says if a woman is wily and imaginative, she can easily manage a man.' She patted his arm. 'No, don't groan. Now, when do you wish to tell everyone, Nicholas? Perhaps tomorrow? Sunday would be a splendid day to announce our betrothal to everyone. When do you wish to wed?'

'Let me think about that,' he said, never looking away from her face.

'And what about the Rules of the Pale?'

He'd felt such urgency before, but oddly, it wasn't prodding him now. Now he had time, since he had the key- namely, her. 'Tell Grayson we will continue with it tomorrow afternoon.'

She nodded. 'I will also tell Grayson to invite a young lady to the theater this evening. He is very popular, you know. The young ladies think he is vastly romantic.'

12

Miss Lorelei Kilbourne, eldest of Viscount Ramey's five daughters, born and raised in Northumberland and in London for her first season, had, until this night, only worshipped Grayson Sherbrooke from afar. Rosalind had met her several times, and managed to listen, without snorting, to the young lady's outpourings about Grayson's magnificent physical self, his ever so lovely blue eyes, the ever so charming way he smiled, and his equally brilliant books. So when Grayson shrugged and said he could think of no particular young lady to ask to the theater on such short notice, she presented Lorelei Kilbourne for his consideration. At his perfectly blank expression at the young lady's name, Rosalind punched him in the arm. 'You are such an oblivious oaf. You've met her, Grayson. I believe you've even waltzed with her. Ask her, she adores you-admires you to the point of nausea. Even if she already has an engagement, I know she will break it for you.'

'Hmmm,' Grayson said. 'Lorelei is a lovely name. Unusual. Strange that I don't remember it. I would like to ask her parents why they selected this particular name for her. Perhaps they thought of the sirens, perhaps-'

'Grayson, blessed hell, time grows short. Take yourself over to Kimberly Square and ask her. That's where she lives, at number twenty-three.'

'She's the small girl? Shy, blushes a lot? Has glorious mink-colored hair?'