more than I know how I arrived in the Pale. I seem to remember being in the Bulgar, but then it is gone and nothing is there in my memory. I wrote down the rules for you, just as my purpose for being in the Pale was you.
You are the crown in my kingdom, the bringer of peace and destruction, the one who must right the grievous sin. It is a very strange thing, but as I write this, I know I am one with Taranis.
Turn the page now and think of my might. Aye, it is my might Taranis recognised, and mighty I am, the mightiest wizard who has ever lived in the here and now, and in the future and past, and all other places not seen by mortals.
You are a woman now, not the little girl who sang so beautifully. Good-bye. My heart is with you.
Sarimund.
Rosalind very slowly turned to the last page and stared down at a perfectly blank page. But she knew to her bones that beneath it was the stark white that had struck them last night, and within that stark whiteness was- what? She wanted to scream, but knew it wouldn't help. She had to find out. She closed her eyes and thought of Sarimund's might. What might? That he was strong? That he could mold and form events to suit himself? That perhaps he was an extension of Taranis? What did he mean that she was the bringer of peace and destruction? Now that sounded important indeed, terrifying too, since it sounded like she was vital, but to what-
'Rosalind! Come, wake up. Do you hear me, you twit, wake up!' A hand slapped her face, not hard. That same hand slapped her face again, and this time it hurt because she was back to herself enough to feel it.
'No, don't hit me again, that's quite enough. I'm back now, all right?'
'Excellent, that's more like it. Open your eyes.' He gave her another light tap on her cheek. 'Open your eyes.'
She did and looked up into her husband's face. She blinked. 'What happened?'
'You stared down at that damned blank page and just- went away, as if you'd fallen asleep. You must tell me what happened.'
'Nothing,' she said. 'Nothing at all,' but she knew that wasn't true. But what had happened was beyond her reach. 'How long was I-away?'
'Twenty minutes. How do you feel?'
'Quite marvelous, really.' She gave him a very big smile. 'Now, Nicholas, we have to wait for the night. Look at the last page-it's perfectly blank, yet Sarimund's chant tells me to think of his might and wait for the night.'
'Not very humble, is he?' Both of them studied the blank last page. No magic occurred, no words appeared, but Rosalind wasn't worried, odd, but she simply wasn't. 'We'll wait, just as Sarimund said to.'
Nicholas wished he'd sent his relatives on their way. Surely there was no need to have them here now. But Richard's vision-why the devil had his half brother had a vision that was appallingly violent and clearly showed Rosalind with that knife, cutting out his heart? He wasn't frightened simply because he knew that she would never do such a thing, even to an enemy. But what if she were under some spell? No, that was absurd. Who had sent such a vision to Richard? And why? What did it mean?
He said to Rosalind, 'I wonder if I will be allowed to come with you tonight, if that is indeed what is to happen '
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'Oh, yes, I know you will be with me. While I was away, Nicholas, that is, I was right here, but my mind was elsewhere-I saw you, and you looked fierce and cunning, and because I suppose I was elsewhere, looking at you through different eyes, I saw the rich red aura of magic surrounding you, and I knew, Nicholas, I knew. You are powerful.'
'How do you know red is the aura of magic?'
She cocked her head to the side. 'I don't believe I knew, but it is. Yours is a very potent magic, I know that it is.'
'We spoke of this before, Rosalind. Why do you think me some sort of wizard?'
'Do you doubt for a moment that Captain Jared was a wizard?'
He plowed his fingers through his hair, and cursed. You are in his direct line. Your grandfather was magic, probably other past Vails as well, perhaps all the way back to the beginning when wizards first sprang from the earth. But simply know there is more magic in you than in any of your predecessors. I know it.'
'So you believe the being who plucked Captain Jared off his sinking ship did it for a specific reason-because Captain Jared was a wizard and that's what the being had to have. You believe that is why all the first sons of each generation dreamed of you?'
She laid her hand on his forearm. 'Haven't things happened in your life you can't explain? You may begin with your dreams of me.'
He didn't like this and she saw that he didn't, but she remained quiet, watching him. He was fighting this with all his will, and his will was formidable.
'The dream of you,' he said finally, his black eyes hooded. 'I was only a hay. One night you were simply there, and as you continued to come every night and sing that song to me, you-the dream-simply became a part of me, seeped into my bones, settled in my brain.
'The little girl that you were was a part of me for so long I ceased to question it. I was used to you, you comforted me when I believed I wouldn't survive.
'But understand, the dream was nothing special, not really, even after I told my grandfather about it and he told me about the legend.'
'It is not a legend, Nicholas. I'm quite real. I was out of time for Captain Jared, but not for you.'
He looked into her face. 'Out of time-how very odd that sounds, yet-you are here now with me and you are my debt, mine alone. I would gladly pay that debt if only I knew what it was.'
'You can't think of any more strange things that have happened to you? Do you so easily forget that you knew I would be at that ball the first time you saw me, Nicholas, and that is why you came, to find me, to meet me, to assure yourself that I was real? Remember, you told me you knew me when you saw me?'
'Yes, I knew you. Yes, I knew you would be there. I don't know how I knew, the knowledge was simply there, dormant I suppose you could say, until I journeyed back to England after I heard about my father's death. And then, the moment I stepped foot here at Wyverly Chase, everything changed. But magic? As in I'm a bloody wizard, if there is such a thing?' He cursed again. 'All right, all right. Here's the rest of it. One of the last dreams I had of you, you were no longer the little girl. You were a woman as you are now. I remember leaping out of bed, sweating, hating that the little girl was gone because she was mine, both she and her song, her skinny braids, her freckles, the strength that even I could see in her, and I saw her vibrant red hair and knew it was you grown up.
'I remember I lay back down on my bed and fell asleep again, immediately, and there you were, you the woman, and you sang that song to me. Dammit, that's how I knew you when I saw you. I didn't tell you before-it simply seemed too unbelievable.'
You didn't think that was magic? She said, 'It seems it was time for you to come back to England. I'm thinking you were meant to come to me when I was eighteen, you were meant to marry me, and the two of us were meant to end it- whatever it is-and that's why you dreamed of me as I am now.
'When I was away from you in those moments after I read from the Rules of the Pale, Sarimund said I was the crown of his kingdom, the bringer of peace and destruction, the one who had to right the grievous sin.'
She jerked away from him and pulled her hair, actually jerked it with her hands. 'What is this wretched grievous sin?' She jerked at her hair again. 'To understand magic, I suppose you must simply accept all the twists and turns, the questions that can drive a mortal mad.'
Nicholas said, 'Almost three hundred years is a very long time for this being who saved Captain Jared to wait. Wait for what? Like you said, Sarimund called it a grievous sin and those are the same words in your song.
