Rosalind felt incredible power flow through her. She embraced it, felt it grow stronger, felt herself one with it. She said to Nicholas, her voice calm, remote, 'I am more powerful than the three blood moons. I could lift them out of the black sky and juggle them. Perhaps I could even sing to you as I juggled the moons.'
In the next moment, Rosalind stood in the center of a vast stark white chamber. It was as blinding a white as she and Nicholas had experienced at Wyverly Chase-had that happened only the night before? Or a hundred eons ago? There were many windows with white gauzy curtains blowing into the chamber. The windows were not open.
On the far side of the room stood a narrow bed draped in white gauze hangings. The hangings, like the draperies, billowed over it.
She called out, her voice sharp, impatient, 'Epona! Come here immediately. I want Prince Egan!' Time passed. 'Epona!'
There was only the dead white and silence.
Rosalind wasn't alone. She was standing tall, smiling, atop a large flat platform. Beside her was a smooth flat stone, an altar. On top of it lay a man, his arms and legs chained down. He was naked, unconscious, and it was Nicholas.
His eyes flew open, dark, nearly black. He smiled. 'I will kill you,' he said. 'I will kill you.'
She looked down at the man, dead by her hand. And she saw that it was indeed Nicholas. She had killed him just as Richard had seen her do in his dream. She sank to her knees, blind with hollowed pain. She felt her own life seeping out of her, and welcomed it.
Silence fell around her, into her, pain roared through her head. Then she felt something move inside her, and it was awareness, and it was knowledge.
And she knew.
She stood and yelled, 'A lie, it was all a lie! You will not fool me again, Epona! Show yourself, you bloody witch!'
Epona seemed to fly in through one of the large windows, though it appeared to remain closed, and the white draperies flowed about her until she was standing directly in front of Rosalind. She was gowned all in white. The material welled up, then settled around her, leaving one very white shoulder bare. Her hair was black as a moonless sky. She looked very young and very beautiful, her mouth as red as the blood tracking down the fortress stones.
Epona looked her up and down, sneered. 'You are too late, witch. I had told Belenus to delay you and so he did, because he, like all the others, fears me. Yes, it is too late and you have failed. Sarimund has failed.'
'Of course I am not too late, you witless creature,' Rosalind said. 'That illusion-you plucked it right out of my head, didn't you? You also gave it to Richard Vail in a dream to terrify him.'
Epona laughed.
Rosalind said, 'Well, no matter now. At last I realized the truth and you will not fool me again. I heard you represented beauty, speed, and sexual vigor.' 'And bravery!'
'As you wish. Perhaps some of that could be true. However, you strongly resemble your mother. You look like a horse, albeit a beautiful horse, perhaps an Arabian.'
Epona flew at her, her nails sharp as daggers. 'You bitch! I am a beautiful woman, all say so.'
Rosalind laughed as she held up her hand. Epona's nose smashed against her palm. Epona tried to draw back, but Rosalind's palm remained stuck to her nose. She laughed again. 'Not only do you look like a horse, your power is pitiful. Where is Prince Egan?'
'Let me go or I will say nothing!'
'Ah, is that a neigh I heard? By all the gods, I pray Egan does not look like you, Epona.' Rosalind drew back her hand from Epona's nose and wiped her palm on her cloak.
'Bring him to me now.'
Epona cursed under her breath, a strange mixture of ancient Celtic and Latin words, all of them crude and graphic. Rosalind gave her a very cold smile. She felt viciousness sing through her blood. 'I will not ask you again, Epona. I will reverse the spell of the witmas tea if you do not obey me. Ah, I wonder what you really look like?'
Epona vanished. Rosalind remained standing in the middle of the room. The air was silent and still. The curtains were no longer blowing inward from those closed windows. She heard a child's voice, coming closer. A boy child, and he was speaking. 'Who am I to meet? There isn't anyone left that I have not met.'
Rosalind listened, and waited. Suddenly he was in front of her, arms crossed over his chest, and he looked her up and down. He was perhaps eight, a finely knit boy, dark eyes, handsome. 'Who are you, woman? What do you want with me? She said only that you were another stupid witch, not even from the Pale, and she would dig out your ugly eyes with her nails. She said she would drown you into eternity. She is very powerful. I would believe her.'
'I am Isabella. You are Prince Egan, Sarimund's son?'
'Yes, who else would I be?'
She smiled down at the handsome little boy. 'No, you are yourself, of course.' Rosalind studied the boy. Did Nicholas look like him when he'd been a boy? They didn't look alike, precisely, but there were similarities, the olive tone of their skin, the dark, dark hair and eyes.
'I do not recognize you. Why do you wish to see me?'
51
'No, I am not this Nicholas. I am Egan. Why are you here, Isabella?'
'I am hare to save you from Epona.'
'How can you possibly save me when I can outrun you, I can blight you into a white bug?'
Ah, the arrogance in his young voice. But it was Nicholas, she knew to her soul that it was, at least here in the Pale it was. She smiled. 'Did Epona not tell you?' She could not bring herself to call the witch his mother, not when Epona wanted to murder him.
Egan said, 'No, she never tells me anything of use. I wish to become a man. Sometimes I think that I have been this small size for far too long a time. But who can be certain of anything?'
'You will become a man, I swear it.' And soon, she thought, soon now.
Suddenly, Epona was standing beside him, shaking her fist at him. 'I am Epona. I am your mother.'
'More's the pity,' said the little boy.
'You will never be a man, you will never displace me!' In the next instant, Epona drew a knife and lunged toward the hay.
'No!' No time, no time. Rosalind hurled herself in front of the child, and felt the knife sink swift and smooth into her chest. She felt it sink into her heart, rend it clear in two, and settle deep inside her. She felt a great lassitude, a sense that time had somehow stopped, and she was trapped within it. She dropped slowly to the floor. She looked up at Prince Egan, who had fallen to his knees beside her, his small fingers hovering over the knife, but he did not touch it. A smile came out from deep inside her. 'I have succeeded. You will be a man.'
He said over and over, his hands fluttering over the knife, afraid to touch it, 'No, you cannot die.' His voice