I Shall Not Want

he ate his more slowly, crunching the peanuts between his teeth.

'Well,' he said in Spanish. 'Now I've introduced myself and talked about my work and my home, and shared a meal. The last time I did that, it was a setup with my friend Geraldo's sister-in-law. Now I suppose I'll have to walk you home and introduce myself to your parents.'

She drew her knees up and wrapped her arms around them. She said something to him in a tone of voice so pleasant he wished he knew what it meant. Then she smiled, full on.

'Maybe this is the secret to maintaining good feelings between a man and a woman,' he said. 'Not understanding a word of what the other is saying.'

In the distance, he heard a high, thin voice. 'Izzy!' it called. 'Izzy!'

The smile vanished from her face. Her eyes went wide and white-edged. He didn't need to know English to translate her frightened whisper. Oh, God.

They both scrambled to their feet, as the voice continued on, wheedling, cozening. It reminded him of the way his grandfather would croon lovingly to the chickens right before catching one and putting the hatchet to it. The woman was looking wildly around her, long blond hair swinging through the moonlight. Too bright. Amado snatched her hat off the ground and handed it to her. She twirled her hair into a rope and stuffed it beneath the cap.

'Isobel,' he said, softly. She looked at him, on the verge of panic. He held his finger to his lips and pointed, through the trees, toward his earlier hiding place. He held out his hand to her. Come with me.

She took his hand. Yes.

He turned and traced his way through the trees, taking his time, seeing where he wanted to go and then moving. She shoved against his arm, pushing, trying to hurry him, a whimper trapped in her throat. He squeezed her hand and patted her arm, once, twice, turning the pat into a gesture that took in the woods stretching out in front of them. Slowly. Silently.

He stepped over a fallen pine and around a dense thicket of sharp-thorned scrub that had sprung up in its place. Hard on the other side of the thorn, a massive maple had split from age or lightning or ice, leaving one half upright and budding, the other angled against the trunk. The dead branches were weighted down with a decade or more of maple leaves, pine needles, tiny twisting weeds, so that the forest floor itself seemed to rise up in a swell. He pointed toward it.

She turned her hands up in puzzlement. What?

He angled his body, making himself as flat as he could, and slithered past the spiny brush. Small branches shook and flexed as the thorns caught his woolen coat, but then he was through, ducking down, squatting in the opening of the leaf-mold-and-tangle tent.

She nodded. Followed his path, stepping where he had stepped, her arms outstretched to give herself a flatter profile. The thorns zizzed over the nylon of her jacket.

'Izzy? Izzy!' The voice was louder, nearer, meaner. He-it was a he, Amado was sure of it-had stopped pretending he wanted to feed the chickens. Now they could hear the hatchet in his hand. The woman froze for a moment, her face puckered in fear, but before Amado had the chance to whisper courage to her, she opened her eyes and took another step. One, two, and then she was through, reaching for him. He took her hands and held them, tight, before pointing into the hide.

She crouched, twisted about, and scooted in on her backside, deeper and deeper, snapping off tiny twigs that sounded, with the voice raging in the air around them, like rifle shots. Amado crawled in after her, as far as he could go, and they sat, face-to-face and knee to knee, in a dark so profound all he could make out was the pale blur of her face. The smell, mold and rot and marijuana, made his head swim.

'Izzy! Goddammit! Get out here, you bitch!'

Her hands fluttered against his, and he caught them, squeezing hard. She had calluses, as he did. A woman used to hard work, as he was. Even in his tight grip, her hands shook. He tugged her, gently, firmly, until she leaned forward, and he could wrap one arm around her shoulders and press her head into the crook beneath his neck. She shuddered and breathed deeply. Stopped shaking. He held her, this stranger, against the voice, raging and snapping and threatening things he could not begin to know.

VI

The Washington County Emergency Department charge nurse did a double-take that would have been funny, if Clare hadn't been so tired.

'Reverend Clare? Is that you?' Alta came around the intake counter, her eyes never leaving Clare's uniform, whose coffee-stain design now also sported several streaks of crushed-grass green and leaf-rot brown after almost two hours spent crawling through the woods, searching in vain for the missing men. 'Good lord, you haven't left the ministry, have you? Weren't you just on call last week?'

Clare held the rotating-and unpaid-post of hospital chaplain, along with the Reverend Inman of High Street Baptist and Dr. McFeely of First Presbyterian. She sighed. 'Hi, Alta. Yes, I was here last week, and no, I haven't left the ministry. I'm a weekend warrior.'

Alta looked dubious. 'It's Tuesday night.'

'I'm a weekend warrior who is way, way behind on her flight hours. I've been heading to Fort Dix or Latham on my days off to get in more air time.'

'Flight hours? You're not a chaplain?'

'Nope. They've got me in the pilot's seat again.'

'Well. God bless you.' Alta, for the first time in their almost-three-year acquaintanceship, hugged her. 'Stepping forward when your country calls.' She held Clare out at arm's length. 'I'm proud to know you.'

Clare made a miserable attempt at a smile. 'Yeah, thanks. Look, I'm here to see Sister Lucia Pirone. She was brought in-'

Alta stepped back behind the counter. 'Broken hip and internal hemorrhage of indeterminate origin, ayeh. She's been transferred to Glens Falls for an MRI.' Evidently, the special tribute was over.

'How about the injured men she was driving?'

Alta bent over her computer. 'The unconscious-with-contusion's been admitted for observation overnight.' She looked up at Clare. 'Routine. Checking for symptoms of concussion.' She straightened up. 'The abrasions-and-contusions got patched up and was R.O.R. 'bout half an hour ago. I have no idea where he is now.'

'You just let him go?'

Alta looked over her shoulder and beckoned to Clare. Bemused, Clare moved in closer. 'An agent from Albany showed up.'

'An agent?'

'ICE.' Alta rolled her eyes. 'Formerly known as INS. Some twenty-five-year-old with an MBA probably told them to rebrand themselves.' She dropped her voice. 'So, anyway, I gave the guy ten bucks and the homeless shelter pamphlet. Don't know if it'll do him any good, since he didn't speak English, but-'

'The hospital reported these guys?'

Alta drew herself up to her full five feet two inches. 'Of course not! Someone at the accident site called it in, apparently.'

One of the MKPD? No. None of Russ's officers would make a call like that without his say-so. Now John Huggins-that was a whole 'nother kettle of fish. 'What about the third man?' she asked Alta.

'The broken arm? He's getting casted. He'll be ready for release as soon as Dr. Stillman clears him.'

'So soon?'