'Two cameras?' Agnes asked. But of course Masson would need two, no professional dared trust only one. And he had certainly been a professional photographer.
'Yes, one of them was mine, he gave me it. But I never really liked it. It was too small and fiddly. He borrowed it sometimes.'
'So you took both.'
'That's right. Well, when I got to Heathrow, he gave me a new passport. It had my picture in it, I don't know where he got that, and it said I was Margaret Franklin. I'd never seen it before, of course, but it had quite a lot of stamps and visas in it as if I'd got to all these places.' She lifted her head to stare at Agnes. 'I thought it was the service who'd done it, but it must have really been them? '
'They're good at their job.'
'Yes.' It was a sigh. Mrs Masson let her head fall back. 'Actually, I was quite excited, being somebody else, somebody unreal. A bit like taking over from Sarah Bernhardt and making an absolute wow of it.' She giggled and waved an arm in a gesture slightly unstrung by vermouth and tranquilisers and probably lack of sleep. An empty glass thumped onto the carpet but didn't break. Nobody moved.
'We put up at a hotel down in the old city, but it was a modern hotel. We didn't get there until after dinner but it didn't really matter because we'd had one of those ucky airline meals. You have to eat them because there's nothing else to do on an aeroplane except get sloshed. Rex said he had to go out just to make a contact. He was gone, oh, about three-quarters of an hour when he came back he said he'd arranged a chauffeur-driven car for us to go sight-seeing the next morning. I thought that was a bit odd because Vienna was full of snow so heaven knows what it would be like outside. But at least we wouldn't be doing the driving and the service was paying, so… In the morning he told me.'
'Before you got in the car?'
'This was before the car even came. He told me to pack, and then he said we weren't going back to Britain, not ever again. We were going to Moscow instead. I just didn't believe him. I thought he was making some terrible joke. Then I realised we were only about thirty miles from Moscow – if you see what I mean.'
Agnes nodded. 'The Czech frontier at Bratislava. That's probably where you'd have gone over. Did he say.. why you were going?'
'He talked about half-baked socialism mixed with half-baked capitalism and governments that didn't dare take any decisions so that Britain was run by the civil service and the unions. I must say it's funny he was blaming the unions and here we were on our way to Moscow.' Her voice was suddenly strained and bitter.
Agnes said softly: 'They don't have strikes in Moscow, Barbara.'
'I suppose not… But I wasn't really listening. It was all as if he'd said he'd been sleeping with somebody else for years… No, I really think it was worse. If he'd been sleeping around there would have been just part of him I hadn't understood. But this was all of him.'
Treachery, Maxim thought, is a balloon. It has to be complete or it's nothing.
'And what did you do?' Agnes asked.
'It's quite terrible how you fall back on clichйs. I just said: 'I'm leaving you, Rex. Good-bye.' And I picked up my bags and I walked out.'
'He didn't try to stop you?'
'No. Nobody did. But why do you think he didn't wait until we were actually in the car before he told me where we were going?'
'Maybe,' Maxim said, 'that after all the years when you didn't have a choice, he owed you one at the end.'
Mrs Masson lifted herself on one elbow and peered through the gloom at him. 'Yes. Yes, I suppose you could be right. He wasn't an unkind man.'
Agnes said: 'Also you couldn't have been dragged unwillingly through the Austrian frontier post. And so you flew back home?'
'It wasn't that easy,' Mrs Masson said reproachfully. 'This is yesterday I'm talking about.' She had done a slow frightening journey quite alone – more alone than she'd ever been before – and now, perhaps, she wanted to blunt the memory by doing it again in company.
When she reached the airport, she realised she hadn't even any Austrian money for the taxi and had to overpay heavily in sterling. And then there wasn't a flight to Britain for another three hours. She began to worry.
Rex might have let her go, but that didn't mean his new masters concurred. And there she'd be, sitting in the most obvious place, for three hours…
She pulled herself together, changed the rest of her pounds into schillings and took a taxi back to the city, to the railway station. Which station? She hadn't realised there were two. Then where did she want to go? She didn't know that, either, but then remembered that Germany was to the west, away from the Iron Curtain. Then she must go to the Westbahnhof.
'How were you going to manage for tickets and a passport?' Agnes asked.
'Oh, I had my Diner's Club card, thank heavens. I'd only taken it out two years ago. And I actually had my real passport. You see, Rex hadn't told me not to bring it when he rang, I suppose that would have sounded odd, so I just naturally did. But he'd taken back the Margaret Franklin one.'
There was a stopping train to Munich, and as she watched the white countryside rumble by, the terrors began again. For over twenty. years of marriage she had been aware of the KGB as a giant enemy, but a distant, misty one. Now the giant was aware of her, knew she was scuttling around somewhere on the floor of Europe, would be leaning down to look closer.. At every stop, anybody getting on could be an agent, and most of them looked like it. She reached Munich almost in hysterics.
She staved them off until Munich airport – and by then the snow had hit London, catching Heathrow with its boots off, as usual. Flights to London were backing up all over Europe, nobody knew when… at that, she hauled her case into the lavatory and sat down and burst into tears. Her whole life had fallen in on her, and she was still trapped in the rubble.
At least German lavatories are clean enough for a good long cry. And after that, she remembered the duty-free bottle of Scotch in her airline bag, a rare and expensive brand that Rex had insisted on – and she now knew why. She didn't much like Scotch, especially neat, but a few cautious gulps made the giant seem smaller, and shorter- sighted. She took a taxi back to the station and bought a ticket to Frankfurt, remembering vaguely that the airport there had more flights than anywhere in Germany, and anyway, she wanted to keep moving.
'You could have gone to the British consul,' Agnes pointed out.
'You mean just walk in and tell some little trade official that my husband's defected to Russia and I think the KGB's after me? Oh no thank you, Agnes. He'd've thought I was mad.'
'You could have rung us. You know the number.'
There was a tense silence. Maxim got up, switched on a lamp with an old parchment shade, then fumbled the curtains shut. The room took on a warm, firelight glow.
'Perhaps,' he said, 'you didn't want to risk being the first to break the news.'
'I think perhaps that was it,' Mrs Masson said gratefully. She swung her feet onto the floor and sat up, flexing her shoulders. 'I suppose he might have changed his mind and come back. And anyway, would you have believed me, Agnes?'
'It's our job to believe things like this,' Agnes said tunelessly, watching Maxim.
'And there,' Mrs Masson said, 'they did catch me.'
Probably they'd spotted her at the airport but not risked making a pass then. Now they found her alone in a corner of the concourse, searching for change in her handbag. One snatched the the bag, the other stepped in to block her from view, and she thought he had a gun in his hand. Then before she had time to decide whether to scream or not, the bag had been thrown back at her and they were gone, hurrying but not running, and lost in a crowd that looked quickly at her and quickly away, uninvolved.
She was shaking so badly that she could hardly stand as she reached down for the bag to see what they had left her. And the answer was everything – except her little camera.
'Was there a film in it?' Agnes asked.
'Well there was, yes, I'd just put it in. I'd noticed there were only two shots left in it, so I used them taking a picture of the house – I don't suppose they'll come out, in that light – and bought a new film in Victoria.'
'What did you do with the old one?' Agnes asked, her voice very controlled.
'It's somewhere in my airline bag. I was going to get it developed.'
