‘We should have lied.’
Nimander looked over, brows lifting.
Skintick grinned. ‘Some wild tale of godly possession and insane fanatics eager to splash the world with their own blood. Us stumbling on to a path to paradise only to find we’re not welcome. Double-crossing a simpleton god who misunder-stood the notion of puppets-that they be made of followers, not himself. A tale of poisoned wine that was blood that was wine that was blood. Oh, and let’s not forget our glorious slaughter, that improbable collection of lucky swings and pokes and the infernal bad luck of our attackers. And then-’
‘Enough, Skin, please.’
‘Why did we bother, Nimander? Bother saving him?’
Nimander’s eyes remained on the distant mountains. ‘Aranatha says he is needed. Necessary.’
‘For what? And what would she know about it anyway?’
‘I wish I could answer those questions, Skin.’
‘I feel as if I am drowning in blood.’
Nimander nodded. ‘Yes. I feel the same. I think we all do.’
‘I don’t think Anomander Rake has it in him to throw us a rope.’
‘Probably not.’
This admission, so wise, shook Skintick. His fear was accurate-their leader had changed.
‘It feels like,’ Nimander said, ‘dying inside. That’s what it feels like.’
‘Don’t say that, brother. Don’t.’
‘Why not?’
‘You are acting strangely, Skin, did you know that?’
He shrugged. ‘We need to wash this blood off, Nimander.’
They rode on across the bleached salt flat. The day grew hotter.
Directly beneath the floor of the
Black Coral and Son of Darkness, wearied of the view from the keep’s tower and other high vantage points, he descended into this womb in the rock, where dark-ness remained absolute.
Such moments were rare, and even rarer that the Lord should summon Endest Silann to meet him in the subterranean cavern. His legs still stiff from the long trek back to the city, the castellan made his way down the steep, winding stairs, until at last he reached the base. Enormous doors sealed the cave, scaled in beaten silver in patterns suggesting the skin of dragons. Tarnished black, barring the gleam of the scales’ edges, the barrier was barely visible to Endest Silann’s failing eyes, and when he reached for the heavy latch he was forced to grope for a mo-ment before his hand settled on the silver bar.
Cold air gusted around him as he pulled one of the doors open. A smell of raw stone, acrid and damp, the sound of trickling water. He saw his Lord standing near the centre, where an obelisk rose like a stalagmite from the floor. This basalt edifice was carved square at the base, tapering to an apex at twice the height of a Tiste Andii. On the side facing Rake there was an indent, moulded to match the sword he carried on his back.
‘It is not often,’ said Anomander as Endest approached, ‘that I feel the need to ease the burden of Dragnipur.’
‘Sire.’
He watched as Anomander unsheathed the dread sword and set it into the indentation. At once the obelisk began sweating, thick, glistening beads studding the smoothed surface, then racing down the sides. Something like thunder groaned through the stone underfoot.
Endest Silann sighed, leaned on his walking stick. ‘The stone, Lord, cannot long withstand that burden.’
‘A few moments more,’Anomander Rake murmured.
‘Sire, that was not a chastisement.’
A brief smile. ‘But it was, old friend, and a wise one. Stone knows its own weight, and the limits of what it can sustain. Be assured, I will not long abuse its generosity.’
Endest Silann looked round, drawing in the sweet darkness, so pure, so perfect.
‘Yes, I heard. Sire, I cannot-’
‘I am afraid you have no choice, Endest.’
‘The High Priestess-’
‘Understands, and she will do all she can.’
‘There was no purpose worthy enough to breathe life into our people, was there? It is not history that so assialled us, although many ace it that way. The less-sons of futility can be gathered by anyone with a mind so inclined. Every triumph hollow, every glory revealed at last to-be ephemeral. But none of that gives cause to wither the spirit. Damage it, perhaps, yes, but the road we have walked down stands high above such things. Do you understand that, Endest?’
‘I think I do, sire.’
‘We were murdered by compromises. No, not those that followed the arrival of Light. Not those born of Shadow. These things were inevitable. They were, by their very nature,
‘Yes.’
‘The day we accepted her turning away, Endest, was the day we ran the knives across our own throats.’ Anomander Rake paused, and then said, ‘We are an an cient, stubborn people.’ He faced Endest Silann. ‘See how long it has taken to bleed out?’
‘Without the blood of dragons,’ Anomander Rake went on, ‘we would all be dust, scattered on the winds, drifting between the stars themselves. Yes, others might see it differently, but that cold fever, so sudden in our veins, so fierce in our minds-the chaos, Endest-gave us the strength to persist, to cease fearing change, to accept all that was unknown and unknowable. And this is why you chose to follow us, each in our time, our place.’
Tears were streaming from his eyes now, weeping as did the obelisk, as did the stone on all sides.
‘You will find the strength within you, Endest Silann. Of that I have no doubt.’
‘Yes, sire.’
‘As shall I.’ And with that the Son of Darkness reached out, reclaimed the sword Dragnipur. With familiar ease he slid the weapon into the scabbard on his back. He faced Endest and smiled as if the burden he had just accepted yet again could not drive others to their knees-gods, ascendants, the proud and the arrogant, all to their knees. Rake’s legs did not buckle, did not even so much as tremble. He stood tall, unbowed, and in the smile he offered Endest Silann there was a certainty of purpose, so silent, so indomitable, so utterly appalling that Endest felt his heart clench, as if moments from rupturing.
And his Lord stepped close then, and with one hand brushed the wetness from one check.
