The Revolution Business

Miriam glanced at the window. It was clearly getting late, and the shadows of the trees out front were lengthening. 'Is there anything to eat around here?' Her gaze was drawn to Elena and Yul's pizza, almost against her will.

'Uh?' Huw looked up at her, and visibly did a double take. 'Food? Um… yeah, food! Just a minute.' A rattle of hastily struck keys later, he closed the laptop's lid and stood up. 'Let's see what's in the kitchen?'

The kitchen was as sparsely equipped as it had been earlier in the afternoon. Huw headed straight for the freezer and the microwave, but Miriam stopped him. 'Let me.' While she rooted around in the cupboards, she asked, 'Any idea where Brill went? Did she ask you to get me a pregnancy test kit?'

'A what?' He walked over to the kitchen door and closed it carefully. 'No, that's women's stuff. If you asked for such a thing, she wouldn't trust a man to procure it.'

'Oh.' Miriam froze for a couple of seconds, disappointed. Then she sighed and opened the next cupboard. 'So where did she go?'

'If not to attend to your request, I'd guess she has a private call to make. She was getting extremely itchy about being on the wrong coast, and even itchier about how we're going to get back out east without attracting attention.'

'Attention'-Miriam paused to pull out a can of tomatoes and a bag of pasta-'what kind of attention?'

'She came out here in the company biz-jet, but… someone tipped the feds off about where ClanSec were concentrating? Somewhere near Concord, apparently. We've had hints'-Miriam rattled past him, rifling a drawer in search of utensils-'they're getting serious about tracking us down. So I don't think there's a biz-jet ride home in our immediate future.' Miriam slammed the cupboard door. 'What?'

'This is useless!' She pointed at her haul. 'What did they think we were going to do, eat at Mickey D's every day?'

'Freezer. Microwave.' Huw pulled a face. 'If you were stocking a house for a bunch of kids who're not used to living away from home without servants, what would you do?'

'Leave a cookbook!'

'We-ell, okay.' Huw made for the freezer again. 'Memo to Duke Angbard Lofstrom, Office of Clan Security. Re: training program for armed couriers. Classification: Clan Confidential. All couriers must attend mandatory Cooking with Rachael Ray video screening and Culinary Skills 101 course prior to commencing overnight missions. Malnutrition a threat to morale, combat-readiness, and operational security.' He straightened up, a pizza box in each hand. 'Meat lover's feast or four cheese, my lady?'

'Oh hell, I'll take the cheese.' She forced a smile to take the sting out of her words. 'Sorry. It just bugs me.'

'It'd be good to have a staff, or use a hotel or something,' Huw agreed. 'But this is less conspicuous, and less conspicuous is good right now.' He pulled a face.

'What do you mean?' She pulled out a chair and sat down.

'Well.' He slid the first pizza onto a plate and put it in the microwave. 'I have a nasty suspicion that in the interests of looking inconspicuous we're going to end up driving back to Massachusetts. Or driving part of the way, to avoid tracking. If we just fly point-to-point and they're paying attention we'd show up. And then there's the communication discipline. All Internet traffic is monitored by the NSA. All of it. So we fall back on 1930's tech-old-fashioned letters written in runic hochsprache, flash memory cards sealed under postage stamps instead of microdots, that kind of thing. It's probably why my lady Brilliana is taking so long.'

'Oh.' Miriam stared at the second pizza, feeling a stab of acute deja vu. It was just like Erasmus's problems in New Britain, seen through a high tech looking glass. 'I think I'm getting a headache.'

The oven pinged for attention. Huw opened it, sniffed, then slid the steaming microwave-limp pizza in front of her. 'Sorry-'

'Don't be, it's not your fault.' She picked up a knife and began to cut as he put the second pizza in. 'What do you want, Huw?'

'Huh?'

'What do you want?' She put down her knife. 'Here, help yourself to a slice.'

'Uh, you mean, what do I want, as in, what is my heart's desire, or what do I want, as in, what am I trying to achieve right now?' He reached over and took a piece, holding it twitchily on his fingertips.

'The former.' Miriam picked up a wedge of hot pizza and nibbled at it. 'Because I'd say, right now you're trying not to burn your fingers.'

'Ouch, yes! Um, life's little ambitions. I want to finish my masters, and I wanted to do a Ph.D., obviously. Only the duke more or less handed me a doctoral subject a couple of few weeks ago! Hell, not a doctorate: a life's work. The implications are enormous. As for the other stuff… I'm a younger son. Clan shareholder, but at least I'm not going to get roped in and tied down into running a backwoods estate. There's more to life than the Gruinmarkt and if I must do the getting married and raising a family thing I want to do it somewhere civilized, with electricity and running water, and a partner of my own choosing.'

'Got anyone in mind?'

'Oh, I think so.' His expression turned inward for a moment. 'Although it's too early to ask…' He shook his head. The microwave dinged again. 'Is that what you wanted to know?'

'It'll do for a start.' Miriam watched as he stood up and pulled the second pizza out of the oven. 'How many-of your generation-do you think see eye-to-eye with you on the last bit? Electricity and running water and marrying for love rather than because your parents say so?'

Huw reached for the knife. 'It's funny… there are a bunch of foreign students at MIT? You can't go there and not know a couple of them. We had a lot in common. It's like, we all got used to the amenities and advantages of living over here, but it's not home. The Chinese and Middle-Eastern and developing-nation students all wanted to spend time over here, earning a stake, maybe settle down. It's a deprivation thing. I didn't see that with the European students-there weren't as many of them, either-but then, you wouldn't. The difference in standards of living isn't so pronounced. But you want to know about my generation? There are those who've never spent much time over here-a minority, these days-and they don't know any better, but there's an outright majority who'd be over the wall in an instant if they could keep visitation rights. And if you promised to install electricity and running water and start Niejwein developing, they'd elect you pope-emperor. Shame that's not going to happen, of course. I'd have liked to see you on the throne in the Summer Palace, taking names and kicking butt. I think you'd have been good at it.'

'You think.' Miriam gnawed at a fresh chunk of pizza. 'Well, we've got a bigger problem now.'

'Yes, I was just thinking that…' Huw slid another portion onto her plate. 'Here, have a chunk of mine. Urn. So what's your life's ambition?'

'Uh?' Miriam stared at him, a chunk of pizza crust held in one hand. 'Excuse me?'

'Go on.' Huw grinned. 'There must be something, right? Or someone?'

'I-uh.' She lowered the piece of crust very carefully, as if it had suddenly been replaced by high explosive. 'You know,' she continued, in a thoughtful tone of voice, 'I really have absolutely no idea.' She cleared her throat. 'Is there anything to drink?'

'Wine, or Diet Coke?'

'Ugh. Wine, I think, just not too much of it…'

'Okay.' Huw fetched a pair of glasses and a bottle.

'I used to think I had the normal kinds of ambition,' she said thoughtfully. 'Married, kids, the family thing. Finish college, get a job. Except it didn't quite work out right, whatever I did. I did everything the wrong way round, the kid came too soon and I gave her up for adoption because things were… fucked up right then? Yes, that's about the size of it. Mom suggested it, I think.' Her face froze for a moment. 'I wonder why,' she said softly.

Huw slid a glass in front of her. 'I didn't know you had a child?'

'Most people don't.' She sipped briefly, then took a mouthful of wine. 'I married him. The father. Afterwards, I mean. And it didn't work out and we got divorced.' She stifled an unhappy laugh. That's what I mean about doing things in the wrong order. And before you ask, no, I'm not in contact with the adoptive parents. Mom might know how to trace them, but I bet'-she looked thoughtful-'she won't have made it easy. For blackmail, you see. So anyway, after my marriage fell apart I had a career for a decade until some slime in a vice president's office flushed it down the toilet. And I'd still have a career, a freelance one, except I discovered I had a family, and they wanted me to get married and have a baby, preferably in the right order, thanks, electricity and