The Mystic Arts of Erasing All Signs of Death

– So?

– Sol.

– Round two.

Gabe came back from the bar with two bottles of beer and another gin and juice for Po Sin.

I took my beer.

– Thanks.

Gabe nodded.

We all drank.

– Po Sin.

– My name. Means Grandfather Elephant. Speak it and I will answer.

– Po Sin.

I drank again.

– What'd you do with them?

Po Sin stared into his glass.

– Web, in all honesty, I have no idea what you're talking about.

I nodded.

– Sure, I get that. But. I called you. And I think, I think I need to know. I'm trying, this is new for me, but I'm trying to be kind of a grown-up. But, hey, not too many examples of that in my life, so I'm flying a little blind. Anyway. Part of. I think I need to know what I'm responsible for. What things I do that make other things happen.

I picked at my beer label.

– I think I really need to know what you did to them.

Po Sin looked at Gabe.

Gabe lifted his bottle, took a drink.

– It doesn't work like that, Web.

– I know. But.

– I said, It doesn't work like that, Web.

I looked at him.

He nodded.

– This is how it works. You ask someone for a favor.

He pointed at himself and Po Sin.

– And they come and do you a favor.

He moved his beer over the surface of the table, leaving a smear of moisture.

– They swing their weight behind you and give your actions gravity. They do things.

He wiped the smear away with the edge of his hand.

– You left the room. You could have stayed. You chose not to. Now you have to live with the consequences of leaving that room. The biggest of those is, you don't know what happened. After you leave the room, it's no longer your business. You want to know what price is paid in this world, you need to be there when the deal goes down.

He trained his lenses on me.

– That shit, whatever it is we may think we're taking about, it never even happened.

He got up.

– I'm gonna go shoot a rack.

He walked to the pool table at the back of the Monday night empty bar and started dropping quarters in.

Po Sin rattled the ice in his glass.

– He has a way of summing shit up.

He sipped, swallowed, looked over his shoulder at Gabe, and leaned close.

– Shit needs to be done sometimes, Web. I'm not saying it's the way the world should be, not saying it's the world I want my kids to be in, but this life we're in, you don't end up doing this kind of work because everything went the way it was supposed to. You're doing work like we do, it's because some shit got fucked up. That means things behind you, you don't always want them coming to the light. Further you go into this kind of job, more people you meet, more of them you find just like you. Secrets. Skeletons. Coworkers. Competitors. Clients. Secrets start cropping up. Knowwhat I mean?

Did I know what he meant? Shit yes. I was hip deep in what he meant.

Which he already knew.

So he kept talking without me giving an answer.

– What no one wants is for the secrets to start coming out into the open. Guys like we were just talking about, they can make things come to light. Just by being around and getting involved in your life, they can cause all kinds of shit to unnecessarily become unhinged. So we did what we do.

He gulped the last of his drink.

– We cleaned shit up.

He set the empty glass in front of me.

– Like the man said, you wanted to know, all you had to do was stay in the room.

I looked at the glass.

– That's the thing.

I looked at him.

– I don't want to leave the room. Po Sin, man, honestly, even if I did want to, I'm not sure I could find the door. But. That doesn't even matter. Because.

I shook my head.

– I love this shit.

I raised a hand.

– I liked teaching. I did. But I love this shit. It's like, man, it's like I found my calling. It's like if I took one of those employment placement tests we gave the kids in junior high. You should be a scientist, an insurance adjuster, a flight attendant. When I took that test, it said I should be a structural engineer. But this, this is like if that test said, You shall be a crime scene cleaner, Webster Fillmore Goodhue, and you shall like it well. It just fits. It fits me. This is what I want to do, man.

I lifted my beer.

– I want to clean up after dead people.

– Hey yo.

We looked at the bartender.

– You guys come over in that van?

Po Sin started to rise.

– It getting a ticket?

– No.

Po Sin started to sit.

– Good. That would have been a pisser.

The bartender pointed out the swinging saloon door.

– But looks like it's on fire.

The Lost and Found is in a strip mall at the corner of National and South Barrington. That far west, that close to their place of business, it was probably a provocation. But that wasn't the kind of thing I could be expected to know. Po Sin and Gabe, I guess they just wanted to go to one of their favorite bars.

We came out the swinging door into a small parking lot illuminated by the flames pouring from the shattered windows of the van. Morton's crew was already piling back into a silver Pathfinder. Morton was on the sidewalk with an ax handle. Dingbang just behind him, jumping up and down, jabbing a finger at us as we came out.

– 'Bout that shit? Huh, motherfuckers? ‘Bout that shit?

Morton raised the ax handle and pointed it at Po Sin.

– Had it coming. We were under truce, you pulled that shit. Had this coming.

Gabe started across the lot.

Po Sin grabbed him.