Liam looked back at Ryder. His brother had stopped moving. He lay on the ground, his torso bent back over his heels and his hand still clutching the hilt of his sword. The big guardsman lay on top of him, impaled on the tip of his blade. The fury that had momentarily taken hold of Liam suddenly fled. His hatred turned to sadness, and his arms felt tired and weak.
'I'll tell her,' he said. 'I'll make sure she knows.'
With what little strength remained in his body, Liam turned away from his brother and helped Kharl up from the ground. With the young man's arm over his shoulder, Liam took off into the forest, leaving the carriage and the bodies of the other six men behind.
Chapter 2
Kharl groaned as his weight settled against a large tree. He was bleeding from a jagged cut down the right side of his ribcage and a puncture wound in his thigh.
Liam peered out around the tree, watching for Lord Purdun's guardsmen, but the only things behind them were more trees and the memories of what had just happened.
'Who else?'
Liam looked down at Kharl. 'What?'
'Who else escaped?'
Liam shook his head. 'Just us.'
Kharl lowered his head, his chin touching his chest, and sobbed. 'I knew it. I knew this was a bad idea.'
Liam shook his head. 'Someone set us up. They knew about our plans.'
Kharl ignored him. 'What were we thinking? How can we ever beat Purdun? All this revolution, all this freedom for the people of Duhlnarim, is just going to get us killed.' Kharl slid down the tree to the ground, his chest quivering and his sobs cutting off his words. 'Damn… Purdun… Damn… Ryder… Damn… you Liam…'
Liam dropped into a crouch, grabbing Kharl by the shoulders and looking him in the eyes. 'Pull yourself together.' He shook the young man. 'I know you're scared, but pull yourself together. Ryder is dead, all right. Do you hear me? Dead!' He let go of Kharl. 'And I won't have you damning him now.'
Kharl lowered his eyes, covering his face with his hands as he continued to cry. 'I don't want to do this anymore. I just want this to be over.'
Liam wanted to comfort the young man, but the image of his brother collapsing under the falling guardsman played over in his mind. The heavy pang of guilt that he felt over not being able to save him pushed to the surface. The pain inside welled up and began to boil, a deep ache that grew from the very center of his chest and spread out to squeeze his stomach, arms, and throat. It threatened to strangle him, and for a moment, Liam wished it would.
He stood up, shouting at Kharl. 'You knew what you were getting into. You knew the consequences.'
The young man looked shocked. He stopped crying, stunned at Liam's quick turn.
'Ryder knew it too. He knew this could happen, and he chose to go through with it anyway.'
Kharl looked to the ground, remaining quiet.
Liam stared down at the young man for a long time, not saying a word. Then, finally, 'What you do with the rest of your life is up to you. But I'll continue to fight Purdun until they pry my sword from my cold, dead hand.' He turned away from Kharl and headed through Furrowsrich village toward his brother's house. 'I will not let Ryder's sacrifice be in vain.'
Liam knocked on the heavy wooden door. He didn't know what he was going to say. He didn't know how to make the news any easier. Hells, he was in shock himself. Not long ago he'd left his brother's dead body lying under a dying guardsman.
Samira opened the door. She smiled, looking relieved. 'Liam.' She wrapped her arms around him in a warm hug. 'Thank the gods you made it back safely.'
Liam felt his heart sink into his belly. Nothing could have made what he had to say any harder.
Except that.
He tried to raise his arms to return the embrace, but they rebelled against him. Nothing would work the way it was supposed to. He stood motionless, stiff as a board, with his brother's wife's arms around him.
Samira must have felt it because she pushed herself away in a hurry. 'Where's Ryder?'
Tears welled up in his eyes.
'Liam,' she said, the high pitch of desperation entering her voice, 'where is Ryder?'
'He's gone.' Liam began to sob just like Kharl had sitting under the tree. 'He fell trying to give me a chance to escape.'
'No.' Her voice pleaded with him. 'No. No. No. He's not gone. He can't be gone.' She gripped his arms and shook him. 'Tell me where he is. Tell me he's coming back.'
Liam stared at the dirt in front of the doorway. He couldn't look Samira in the eye. Instead, he watched his tears as they fell to the ground.
'I'm sorry,' he said. He gathered the courage to look up at his brother's widow. She was trying to hold herself together, but her face was dark, streaked with the lines of pain that he felt deep inside. 'Ryder is dead.'
Liam watched as her last bit of strength fled. Samira's anguish overtook her entire face, and her knees went weak. Liam caught her before she hit the ground, and she collapsed into him, her head falling to his shoulder.
Liam held her up, squeezing her sobbing body against his. She was so soft, so clean, and so without fault. He felt dirty and ruined, as if the events of the day had somehow changed him, made him less of an honest man and more of an evil one. Her pain only served to amplify his own. It was his fault his brother had been killed. It was his fault Samira was now alone.
He stood there in the doorway for a moment longer, trying to let the wave of sorrow and guilt wash over and pass.
It never did.
Liam took Samira inside, closing the door behind him.
'What happened?'
Liam looked up from his load. 'Mother? What are you doing here?'
The gray-haired woman stood up from the kitchen table where she had been sitting. 'I came to talk to Samira about Ryder's birthday,' she said in a huff, crossing the room to lay her hand on Samira's forehead. 'What happened? And where's Ryder?'
Liam carried Samira across the room and placed her on the bed. She clung to his neck, continuing to sob.
His mother grabbed him by the arm. 'Liam, answer me. What happened?'
Liam disentangled himself from his brother's widow and turned to look down on his aging mother. He remembered what she had looked like when he was a child. Her curly locks had been a beautiful auburn. Her skin had been smooth and tan. Now, though, her bushel of hair was a salt-and-pepper gray, and her skin had bunched up in folds and wrinkles, transforming into a soft, pale whiteness.
'Liam.' She shook him. 'Liam. What's wrong with you?'
Liam looked her in the eyes. The same sadness that had consumed him upon seeing Samira at the door welled up again.
'Ryder's gone.'
'I know that,' she said, miffed. 'But when is he going to be back?'
Liam put his arms around her. 'He's not coming back, mother. Ryder is dead.'
'What? Dead?' His mother shook her head. 'What are you talking about? He can't be dead. Where is he?' She squeezed his arm tighter. 'Stop fooling around and tell me what's going on here.'
Liam took a deep breath. 'Ryder and I ambushed a carriage today
… a carriage from Zerith Hold.' Liam stuttered a bit, not really wanting to recount the story. He already knew
