“But there’s only two,” the Frenchman said.
Slowly, Helen bent down and pulled at the prone form. After interminable minutes, the man stood, and supported by her, he began to move with her toward the gate. A cheer started in the small group, but their progress was so slow that the cheer grew ragged and stopped off before they could reach the border. Another bit of cruelty to make them struggle the last few steps to freedom when help was so near. As they got closer, Linh could see the white-blond hair of the man, his face sunburned and bruised, one eye closed, his arm in a makeshift sling. At last, when they were close enough, a guard kicked open the small rickety bamboo gate, and the two stumbled through.
Linh touched the purpled bruises of her cheeks, the swelling of her eye. This body that had come to stand for everything that had been lost. Hard to trust that after so much had been taken, so much could still be received. But she was there, alive, his truth. Helen come back from the dead.
Author’s Notes
This is a work of imagination, inspired by real people and events, but I’ve given myself the fiction writer’s prerogative of blending and mixing, outright distorting and making up. I have been an eager reader of every book and movie on Vietnam I’ve come across since I can remember, so influences are many and impossible to pinpoint. I first became aware of female journalists and photographers in Vietnam when I read about Dickey Chapelle in Horst Faas and Tim Page’s Requiem. In the course of my research, I found a few others who spent significant time there, among them Katherine Leroy, Kate Webb, and one photographer I only came across in preparation for publication, Barbara Gluck.
In the strange way of fiction, I had been writing the novel for several years, having one of the characters developing into a spy, before I read about the true case of Pham Xuan An, a North Vietnamese intelligence agent who also was working undercover as a journalist for Time magazine. That much information was validation, the rest imagination.
When this particular story began to come together, the following is a list of works I read and consulted, instrumental not only for facts but for immersion in the atmosphere of that time and place. It also might make a good reading list for those unfamiliar with the history of the country or the war. If I have forgotten or left off anything, I apologize, and any omission will be added in the future if pointed out.
Specifically for the Fall of Saigon, I’m indebted to:
Butler, David. The Fall of Saigon. New York: Simon & Schuster, 1985.
Dawson, Alan. 55 Days: The Fall of South Vietnam. Englewood Cliffs, N.J.: Prentice Hall, 1977.
General Bibliography
Bourke, Joanna. An Intimate History of Killing. New York: Perseus Books, 1999.
Browne, Malcolm W. Muddy Boots and Red Socks: A Reporter’s Life. New York: Random House, 1993.
Chapelle, Dickey. What’s a Woman Doing Here? New York: William Morrow, 1962.
Duiker, William J. Ho Chi Minh. New York: Hyperion, 2000.
Emerson, Gloria. Winners and Losers. New York: Random House, 1972.
Faas, Horst, and Tim Page, eds. Requiem. Introduction by David Halberstam. New York: Random House, 1997.
Fall, Bernard B. Street Without Joy. Introduction by George C. Herring. Mechanicsburg, Penn.: Stackpole Books, 1961.
Fitzgerald, Frances. Fire in the Lake. New York: Vintage, 1972.
Halberstam, David. The Making of a Quagmire. Introduction by Daniel J. Singal. New York: McGraw-Hill, 1964.
Hofmann, Bettina. Ahead of Survival: American Women Writers Narrate the Vietnam War. Berlin: Peter Lang, 1996.
Huu, Ngoc. Sketches for a Portrait of Vietnamese Culture. Hanoi: The Gioi Publishers, 1997.
Huynh, Sanh Thong, ed. and trans. An Anthology of Vietnamese Poems. New Haven, Conn.: Yale University Press, 1996.
Jamieson, Neil L. Understanding Vietnam. Berkeley: University of California Press, 1993.
Karnow, Stanley. Vietnam: A History. New York: Penguin Books, 1983.
Keegan, John. The Book of War. New York: Penguin Books, 1999.
Kulka, Richard A. et al. Trauma and the Vietnamese Generation. Foreword by Alan Cranston. New York: Brunner/Mazel, 1990.
Laurence, John. The Cat from Hue. New York: Perseus Books, 1992.
McAlister, Jr., John T. and Paul Mus. The Vietnamese and Their Revolution. New York: Harper & Row, 1970.
Melson, Charles D. The War That Would Not End. Central Point, Ore.: Hell-gate Press, 1998.
Moeller, Susan D. Shooting War: Photography and the American Experience of Combat. New York: Basic Books, 1989.
Mouhot, Henri. Travels in Siam, Cambodia, Laos, and Annam. Bangkok: White Lotus Ltd., 2000.
Nguyen, Du. Kieu. Translated by Michael Counsell. Hanoi: The Gioi Publishers, 1994.
O’Nan, Stewart. The Vietnam Reader. New York: Anchor Books, 1998.
Plasters, John L. SOG: A Photo History of the Secret Wars. Boulder, Col.: Paladin Press, 2000.
Reporting Vietnam. Part 1: American Journalism, 1959-1969. New York: Library of America, 1998.
Reporting Vietnam. Part 2: American Journalism, 1969-1975. New York: Library of America, 1998.
Salisbury, Harrison E., ed. Vietnam Reconsidered. New York: Harper & Row, 1984.
Shay, Jonathan. Achilles in Vietnam: Combat Trauma and the Undoing of Character. New York: Simon & Schuster, 1994.
Sheehan, Neil. A Bright Shining Lie: John Paul Vann and America in Vietnam. New York: Vintage, 1988.
Taylor, Keith Weller. The Birth of Vietnam. Berkeley: University of California Press, 1983.
The Traditional Village in Vietnam. Hanoi: The Gioi Publishers, 1993.
Thompson, Virginia. French Indo-China. New York: Macmillan Co., 1942.
Walker, Keith. A Piece of My Heart. Novato: Presidio Press, 1985.
Webb, Kate. On the Other Side: 23 Days with the Viet Cong. New York: Quadrangle Books, 1972.
Young, Perry Deane. Two of the Missing. New York: Coward, McCann & Geolhegan, 1975.
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