'His father grew up with four brothers and sisters. They lived right across the street there. The five kids, the mother, the father, the grandfather, all in one apartment. Listen to this.'
Eric listened.
'Eight people, four rooms, two windows, one toilet. I can hear his father's voice. Four rooms, two with windows. It was a statement he liked to make.'
Eric sat in the chair and half-dreamed scenes and wavery faces out of his father's mind, faces levitating in his father's sleep or his momentary reverie or final morphine relief, and there was a kitchen that came and went, enamel-top table, wallpaper stains.
'Two with windows,' Anthony said.
He almost asked how long he'd been asleep. But people always ask how long they've been asleep. Instead he told them about the credible threat. He confided in them. It felt good to trust someone. It felt right to expose the matter in this particular place, where elapsed time hangs in the air, suffusing solid objects and men's faces. This is where he felt safe.
It was clear that Ibrahim had not been told. He said, 'But where is the chief of security in this situation?'
'I gave him the rest of the night off.' Anthony stood by the cash register, chewing. 'But you have protection, right, in the car.'
'Protection.'
'Protection. You don't know what that means?'
'I had a gun but threw it away.'
Ibrahim said, 'But why?'
'I wasn't thinking ahead. I didn't want to make plans or take precautions.'
'You know how that sounds?' Anthony said. 'How does that sound? I thought you had a reputation. Destroy a man in the blink of an eye. But you sound pretty iffy to me. This is Mike Packer's kid? That had a gun and threw it away? What is that?'
'What is that?' Ibrahim said.
'In this part of town? And you don't have a gun?'
'There are steps you must take to safeguard yourself.'
'In this part of town?' Anthony said.
'You cannot walk five meters after dark. You will be careless, they kill you straightaway.'
Ibrahim was looking at him. It was a flat stare, distant, without a point of contact.
'You will be reasonable with them, they take a little longer. Tear out your entrails first.'
He was looking right through Eric. The voice was mild. The driver was a mild figure in a suit and tie, sitting with cake in his outstretched hand, and his comments were clearly personal, extending beyond this city, these streets, the circumstances under discussion.
'What happened to your eye,' Anthony said, 'that it got all twisted that way?'
'I can see. I can drive. I pass their test.'
'Because both my brothers were fight trainers years ago. But I never seen a thing like that.'
Ibrahim looked away. He would not submit to the tide of memory and emotion. Maybe he felt an allegiance to his history. It is one thing to speak around an experience, use it as reference and analogy. But to detail the hellish thing itself, to strangers who will nod and forget, this must seem a betrayal of his pain.
'You were beaten and tortured,' Eric said. 'An army coup. Or the secret police. Or they thought they'd executed you. Fired a shot into your face. Left you for dead. Or the rebels. Overrunning the capital. Seizing government people at random. Slamming rifle butts into faces at random.'
He spoke quietly. There was a faint sheen of perspiration on Ibrahim's face. He looked wary and prepared, a disposition he'd learned on some sand plain seven hundred years before he was born.
Anthony took a bite of his dessert. They listened to him chew and talk.
'I loved my cab. I gulped my food. I drove twelve hours straight, night after night. Vacations, forget about.'
He was standing by the cash register. Then he reached down and opened the cabinet beneath the shelf and lifted out some hand towels.
'But what did I do for protection?'
Eric had seen it before, an old pockmarked revolver lying at the bottom of the drawer.
They talked to him. They bared their teeth and ate. They insisted that he take the gun. He wasn't sure it mattered much. He was afraid the night was over. The threat should have taken material form soon after Torval went down but it hadn't, from that point to this, and he began to think it never would. This was the coldest possible prospect, that no one was out there. It left him in a suspended state, all that was worldly and consequential in blurry ruin behind him but no culminating moment ahead.
The only thing left was the haircut.
Anthony billowed the striped cape. He squirted water on Eric's head. The talk was easy now. He refilled the shot glass with sambuca. Then he scissored the air in preparation, an inch from Eric's ear. The talk was routine barbershop, rent hikes and tunnel traffic. Eric held the glass at chin level, arm indrawn, sipping deliberately.
After a while he threw off the cape. He couldn't sit here anymore. He burst from the chair, knocking back the drink in a whiskey swig.
Anthony looked very small, suddenly, with the rake comb in one hand, clippers in the other. 'But how come?'
'I need to leave. I don't know how come. That's how come.
'But let me do the right side at least. So both sides are equal.'
It meant something to Anthony. This was clear, getting the sides to match.
'I'll come back. Take my word. I'll sit and you'll finish.'
It was the driver who understood. Ibrahim went to the cabinet and removed the gun. Then he handed it butt- first to Eric, a vein flashing on the back of his hand.
There was something determined in his face, a solemn insistence on one's duty to recognize what is harsh and remorseless in the world, and Eric wanted to respond to the staid grave manner of the man, or risk disappointing him.
He took the gun in hand. It was a nickel-plated piece of junk. But he felt the depth of Ibrahim's experience. He tried to read the man's ravaged eye, the bloodshot strip beneath the hooded lid. He respected the eye. There was a story there, a brooding folklore of time and fate.
Steam came venting from a manhole through a tall blue stack, the most common sight, he thought, but beautiful now, carrying the strangeness, the indecipherability of a thing seen new, steam heaving from the urban earth, nearly apparitional.
The car approached Eleventh Avenue. He rode up front with the driver, asking him to cut off all means of communication with the complex. Ibrahim did this. Then he activated the night-vision display A series of thermal images appeared on the windshield, lower left, objects beyond the range of headlights. He brightened the shot of dumpsters down by the river, adjusting the projection slightly upward. He activated the microcameras that monitored activity on the perimeter of the automobile. Anyone approaching from any angle could be seen on one of the dashboard screens.
These features seemed playthings to Eric, maybe useful in video art.
'Ibrahim, tell me this.'
'Yes.'
'These stretch limousines that fill the streets. I've been wondering.'
'Yes.'
'Where are they parked at night? They need large tracts of space. Out near the airports or somewhere in the
Meadowlands. Long Island, New Jersey ' 'I will go to New Jersey. The limo stays here.'
'Where?'
'Next block. There will be an underground garage. Limos only. I will drop off your car, pick up my car, drive home through the stinking tunnel.'
An old industrial loft building stood on the southeast corner, ten stories, blocklike, a late medieval sweatshop
