Callie stood up, a familiar tightness forming at the base of her throat. She could not bear a scene with Dolly, not just now. 'What is it?' she asked dubiously.
'It's a letter addressed to
'I'm sure it's only a note from Mr. Rankin about the cook for Dove House.' Callie looked at her cousin's wife. 'Please, read it if you like, ma'am.'
Dolly held the note, looking down at it. Callie could see that there was an imprint of deer antlers upon the cover, the inn's insignia. She hoped that Lady Shelford would not decide to throw some obstacle in the way of hiring a cook.
'Most unseemly,' Dolly said, lifting her pale and elegant chin. 'I don't know why you wouldn't use an appropriate intermediary when dealing with a common innkeeper.'
'I've known Mr. Rankin since I was a little girl, ma'am,' Callie said.
'Indeed.' She walked across the room and handed the note to Callie. 'Pray leave any reply beside the table in the hall, and it will be forwarded for you. You need not concern yourself to convey it in person.'
'Thank you, ma'am.' Callie kept her voice gentle. She wished only to escape the room. Hermey could not wed her baronet and give them an opportunity to depart quickly enough for Callie. She took the note, laid it down beside her cup, and offered to pour some tea. She did not want to retreat too hastily, for fear of arousing new suspicion. There was a slight chance that the letter was from Trevelyan-it was thicker than a mere confirmation of the cook's acceptance needed to be, and he might have used the inn's stationery to write. She dreaded to open it here. His earlier note to her had been quite unexceptionable, but with Trev there was no predicting.
'I've already had my tea,' Hermey said as Callie filled a cup for Lady Shelford. 'Come up to my room, Callie, when you've done with yours. I want to tell you what Lady Williams said to me yesterday. You won't credit it, but she insists that striped redingote only needs to be edged with blue fur to make a winter coat. Pink and blue for winter! Can you just imagine what a sight I should make? Come and help me choose another lining.'
Callie took advantage of this transparent scheme, since they both knew that Dolly found nothing so tedious as discussing anyone's wardrobe but her own. 'Perhaps the coquelicot wool you purchased in Leamington?' she asked.
The countess made a sound of revulsion. 'Please, you can't mean it, Callista. That garish poppy orange? It should be burned, to spare me having to look at it again. You ought to have bought a few more yards of the primrose I'm going to use for my pelisse, Hermione, as I advised you.'
'I think the coquelicot would be lovely,' Hermey said loyally. 'Come with us, ma'am, and we'll spread it out on my bed with the pink. You'll see.'
'I couldn't bear to look at it,' Dolly said.
'I'll come.' Callie took a perfunctory sip of tea and then walked to the door, carefully timing her excuses to coincide with the arrival of a footman with Lady Shelford's barley water. 'I can bear to look at anything.'
'Yes,' Dolly murmured, 'we've noticed.'
Callie walked with Hermey to her sister's bedroom. Neither of them spoke. As soon as the door closed, Hermey turned. 'She's jealous! I vow it. You should have seen her yesterday, pawing at Madame's son. It was revolting. She can't even tolerate that he brought you a posy from his mother, of all things!'
'Oh dear, I hoped no one knew of that.'
'Why shouldn't anyone know it?' Hermey demanded. 'He made sure to correct the footman about it, and rightly so. I hope he may elope with you and put her in her place!'
'I'll be certain to write to you from Madagascar if he does.' Callie broke the seal on her letter.
'Perhaps that's from him,' Hermey said, leaning over her shoulder.
'No doubt these are my instructions on how to make a ladder out of bedsheets.' Callie stepped away. 'You laid the coquelicot wool in your cedar trunk, if I recall.'
'You noodle, you don't truthfully think I'd pair that with
Callie looked down at the letter. It was directed to her, under cover of Shelford Hall, in a precise, broad hand that she did not recognize. She had not really expected it would be from Trev, but it was not from
Mr. Rankin, either. She frowned, allowing the damp outer wrap to fall away.
My dearest Lady Callista Taillefaire,
I humbly beg you will accept my heartfelt apologies for causing you distress at our recent encounter. Such was far from my intention. My only possible defense is that, in my wonder at seeing you, I allowed my feelings to overcome me.
Yet I cannot pretend that I came to Shelford without the express hope of calling upon you. I had intended to request your permission in writing before I imposed myself. However, I found myself taken utterly off guard to realize that I was in your presence. I think now that I should have picked up a newspaper and feigned that I did not exist. Indeed, how should I suppose you would even recognize me-instantly, as I did you?
You think me a scoundrel, of course. And so I am. By what audacity I make this request, I myself can hardly fathom. You have and you should refuse me. Nay, I think you would be even more disgusted if I should tell you that my wife, God rest her soul, passed away these two years ago, and it was not a happy marriage, to my shame.
What a botch I make of this. I am not a man to whom words come easily. I do not wish to impose myself on you, and yet I would do what lay within my poor power to stand your friend and amend the unforgivable.
I have removed from the Antlers so that you may be easy, and will remain a guest at Col. Wm Davenport's house at Bromyard until Friday. I believe you are acquainted with him, as he tells me he has recently obtained a singular bullock from the Shelford stock.
Do I have any hope that I have not sunk myself
Yr Servant,
John L. Sturgeon, Maj. 7th Royal Dragoon Guards
'Oh, do tell me what it is!' Hermey made an impa tient little hop. 'You look as if you've seen a ghost!'
Callie drew a deep, shaky breath. 'Indeed. I believe I have.' She handed the letter to her sister.
Hermey snatched it and read, bouncing on her heels. Her mouth began to open wider and wider. She looked up at Callie as she finished. 'And who is this gentleman? Is he a scoundrel in truth? Callie! Oh my, what have you been up to while no one was attending?'
'I haven't been up to anything, I assure you. I was once engaged to marry Major Sturgeon. You don't recognize his name?'
'Oh,' Hermey said. 'Ohhh.' She sank slowly down onto the window seat and read the letter again. Then she looked up. 'You've seen him?'
Callie nodded. 'He came into the Antlers yesterday morning, when I was discussing the cook with Mr. Rankin.'
'What did he say?'
'Very little. He requested to call on me, and I refused, and he looked as if he'd like to run me through. And then he left. I can't imagine what he supposes to gain with this.' She sat down on the dressing stool and pulled her shawl closer around her in the bedroom's chill. 'Oh, I hope he will not persecute me all week.'
'Persecute you! But it's so romantic!'
'Not in the least.' Callie lifted her chin. 'His wife has died, bless the poor woman, and now he wishes to take another look at my fortune. No doubt he needs a mother for his orphaned children too.'
Hermey looked down, still holding the letter. 'No, I suppose… you would not consider it.'
'Certainly not. The man cried off, Hermey. Don't you even remember how angry Papa was? No reason given, but then Major Sturgeon up and married that Miss Ladd within the two-month. It was ghastly.'
'Yes, but-it was all so long ago, wasn't it? He's had a change of heart.'
'I doubt that very much. I suppose you were a bit young to know the particulars. You must have been no more than-oh, fourteen perhaps, at best.'
Hermey bit her lip. 'I do remember that it made you cry.'
'Merely on Papa's behalf,' Callie said staunchly.
'Men are horrid.' Hermey stood up and f lung the letter. It f luttered into the air and gently down onto the carpet.
'Well, I've not had much luck with them, but I'm sure that you'll find it a very different matter.' Callie leaned down and retrieved the letter. 'For one thing, you would never wear coquelicot with pink.'
Hermey gave her a distracted smile and sat down again on the window seat. She toyed with the new ring on her hand, tracing her fingertip round and round the opal cabochon. Callie watched her sister's profile against the gray light. Quite suddenly, she remembered Hermey's fear that Sir Thomas Vickery might not wish to have a spinster sister intrude on his marriage. 'Oh-' she said and stopped herself.
Hermey looked up.
Callie avoided her eyes and spread the paper on her lap. She felt a tightness in her throat, some thing threatening to fill her eyes. She cleared it with a cough.
'It's such an odd letter,' she said, pretending to read it again. 'My first impulse was to tear it up, but I must confess-this part where he admits he's making a botch of it…'
'Perhaps he's realized he made a botch of it years ago,' Hermey said fiercely. 'Which he most certainly did.'
'He does say it was not a happy marriage. Perhaps he was…' Callie tapped her fingers on the sheet. 'Well-things can happen, I suppose. Gentlemen find themselves… embarrassed.'
Hermey looked at her aslant, her neat eyebrows raised. Callie did not know if she understood.
'I think perhaps he was in love with this other lady,' Callie said.
