because if it wasn't me, it would be one of the men next to me, my friends. I did it for love, in other words.
But if this remains a story of hauntings, has it ended, as such stories are supposed to end, with the restless spirits at peace? What lesson is to be drawn from a cautionary tale where the maimed survivor wouldn't alter any of the steps that led him into the one place he was forbidden to go? What kind of confession does this make when, even as I'm sorry for so much of what I've done, I stil feel lucky to have been with my brothers in the doing of it?
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Maya Mavjee, Kristin Cochrane, Susan Burns, Nita Pronovost, Nicola Makoway, Shaun Oakey, Anne McDermid, Monica Pacheco, Martha Magor, Saly Riley, Dan Levine, Peter Robinson, Kate Mils, Chris Herschdorfer—
Thank you.
