them at the scalp, where they were threatening to grow together. “It’s my first line,” she said. “You can play or not, no skin off my teeth.”
They didn’t talk about skin coming off, either. But Jolly broke the rules whenever she damned well pleased. Loup-de-lou was
Max didn’t answer Jolly. He took the bottle of vodka that Sai was holding and chugged down about a third of it. Nobody complained. That was his payment for finding the bottle in the first place. But could booze make you grow too? Or did it keep you shrinky? Millie couldn’t remember which. She fretfully watched Max’s Adam’s apple bob as he drank.
“The game?” Citron chirped up, reminding them. A twin of the flames of their fire danced in his green eyes. “We gonna play?”
Right. The game. Jolly bobbed her head yes. Sai, too. Millie said, “I’m in.” Max sighed and shrugged his yes.
Max took up where Jolly had left off. “At night, the easthound howls,” he growled, “but only when there’s no moon.” He pointed at Citron.
A little clumsy, Millie thought, but a good qualifying statement.
Quickly, Citron picked it up with, “No moon is so bright as the easthound’s eyes when it spies a plump rat on a garbage heap.” He pointed at Millie.
Garbage heap? What kind of end bit was that to loup with? Didn’t give her much with which to begin the new loup. Trust Citron to throw her a tough one. And that “eyes, spies” thing, too. A rhyme in the middle instead of at the end. Clever bastard. Thinking furiously, Millie louped, “Garbage heaps high in the…cities of noonless night.”
Jolly said, “You’re cheating. It was ‘garbage
“Chuh.” Millie made a dismissive motion with her good hand. “You just don’t want to have to continue on with ‘noonless night.’” Smirking, she pointed at her twin.
Jolly started in on the nail of her index finger. “And you’re just not very good at this game, are you, Millie?”
“Twins, stop it,” Max told them.
“I didn’t start it,” Jolly countered, through chewed nail bits. Millie hated to see her bite her nails, and Jolly knew it.
Jolly stood and flounced closer to the fire. Over her back she spat the phrase, “Noonless night, a rat’s bright fright, and blood in the bite all delight
Sai slapped the palm of her hand down on the ground between the players. “Aw, jeez, Jolly! You didn’t have to end it so soon just ’cause you’re mad at your sister! I was working on a great loup.”
“Jolly’s only showing off!” Millie said. Truth was, Jolly was right. Millie really wasn’t much good at loup-de-lou. It was a game, a distraction to take their minds off hunger, off being cold and scared, off watching everybody else and yourself every waking second for signs of sprouting. But Millie didn’t want to be distracted. Taking your mind off things could kill you. She was only going along with the game to show the others that she wasn’t getting cranky; getting loupy.
She rubbed the end of her handless wrist. Damp was making it achy. She reached for the bottle of vodka, where Max had stood it upright in the crook of his crossed legs. “Nuh-uh-uh,” he chided, pulling it out of her reach and passing it to Citron, who took two pulls at the bottle and coughed.
Max said to Millie, “You don’t get any treats until you start a new game.”
Jolly turned back from the fire, her grinning teeth the only thing that shone in her black silhouette.
“Wasn’t me who spoiled that last one,” Millie grumbled. But she leaned back on the packed earth, her good forearm and the one with the missing hand both lying flush against the soil. She considered how to begin. The ground was a little warmer tonight than it had been last night. Spring was coming. Soon there’d be wild, pungent leeks to pull up and eat from the riverbank. She’d been craving their taste all through this frozen winter. She’d been yearning for the sight and taste of green, growing things. Only, she wouldn’t eat too many of them. You couldn’t ever eat your fill of anything, or that might bring out the Hound. Soon it’d be warm enough to sleep outside again. (She thought of rats and garbage heaps, and slammed her mind’s door shut on the picture.) Millie liked sleeping with the air on her skin, even though it was dangerous out of doors. It felt more dangerous indoors, what with everybody growing up.
And then she knew how to start the loup. She said, “The river swells in May’s spring tide.”
Jolly strode back from the fire and took the vodka from Max. “That’s a really good one.” She offered the bottle to her twin.
Millie found herself smiling as she took it. Jolly was quick to speak her mind, whether scorn or praise. Millie could never stay mad at her for long. Millie drank through her smile, feeling the vodka burn its trail down. With her stump, she pointed at Jolly and waited to hear how Jolly would loup-de-lou with the words “spring tide.”
“The spring’s May tide is deep and wide,” louped Jolly. She was breaking the rules again; three words, not two, and she’d added a “the” at the top, and changed the order around! People shouldn’t change stuff, it was bad! Millie was about to protest when a quavery howl crazed the crisp night, then disappeared like a sob into silence.
“Shit!” hissed Sai. She leapt up and began kicking dirt onto the fire to douse it. The others stood too.
“Race you to the house!” yelled a gleeful Jolly, already halfway there at a run.
Barking with forced laughter, the others followed her. Millie, who was almost as quick as Jolly, reached the disintegrating cement steps of the house a split second before Jolly pushed in through the door, yelling, “I win!” as loudly as she could. The others tumbled in behind Millie, shoving and giggling.
Sai hissed, “Sshh!” Loud noises weren’t a good idea.
With a chuckle in her voice, Jolly replied, “Oh, chill, we’re fine. Remember how Churchy used to say that loud noises chased away ghosts?”
Everyone went silent. They were probably all thinking the same thing; that maybe Churchy was a ghost now. Millie whispered, “We have to keep quiet or the easthound will hear us.”
“There’s no such thing as an easthound,” said Max. His voice was deeper than it had been last week. No use pretending. He was growing up. Millie put a bit more distance between him and her. Max really was getting too old. If he didn’t do the right thing soon, and leave on his own, they’d have to kick him out. Hopefully before something ugly happened.
Citron closed the door behind them. It was dark in the house. Millie tried to listen beyond the door to the outside. That had been no wolf howling, and they all knew it. She tried to rub away the pain in her wrist. “Do we have any aspirin?”
Sai replied, “I’m sorry. I took the last two yesterday.”
Citron sat with a thump on the floor and started to sob. “I hate this,” he said slurrily. “I’m cold and I’m scared and there’s no bread left, and it smells of mildew in here—”
“You’re just drunk,” Millie told him.
“—and Millie’s cranky all the time,” Citron continued, with a glare at Millie, “and Sai farts in her sleep, and Max’s boots don’t fit him anymore. He’s
“Shut up!” said Max. He grabbed Citron by the shoulders, dragged him to his feet, and started to shake him. “Shut up!” His voice broke on the “up” and ended in a little squeak. It should have been funny, but now he had Citron against the wall and was choking him. Jolly and Sai yanked at Max’s hands. They told him over and over to stop, but he wouldn’t. The creepiest thing was, Citron wasn’t making any sound. He couldn’t. He couldn’t get any air. He scrabbled at Max’s hands, trying to pull them off his neck.
Millie knew she had to do something quickly. She slammed the bottle of vodka across Max’s back, like christening a ship. She’d seen it on TV, when TVs still worked. When you could plug one in and have juice flow through the wires to make funny cartoon creatures move behind the screen, and your mom wouldn’t sprout in front of your eyes and eat your dad and bite your hand off.
