about what she was going to do today? Was she going to see her parents and then changed her mind? Did she mention anything at all?”
Kelly frowned. “I don’t think so. She might have gone to the drugstore.”
That was only a trip around the corner. “Why do you think she was going there?”
“I heard her talking to someone on the phone the other day about paying for some.”
“Some what?”
“Drugstore stuff.”
That made no sense to me and I dismissed it.
We weren’t on the road five minutes before Kelly was out cold, her head resting on her shoulder. If my head was in that position for more than a minute, it would leave me with a crick in my neck for a month.
I drove up Schoolhouse Road and got on the ramp to 95 West. It was the quickest route between Milford and Bridgeport, especially at this time of the night, and the most likely one for Sheila to have taken. I kept glancing over at the eastbound highway, looking for a Subaru wagon pulled off to the side of the road.
This was a long shot, at best. But doing something, anything, seemed preferable to sitting at home and worrying.
I continued to scan the other side of the highway, but not only didn’t I see Sheila’s car, I didn’t see any cars pulled over to the shoulder at all.
I was almost through Stratford, about to enter the Bridgeport city limits, when I saw some lights flashing on the other side. Not on the road, but maybe down an off-ramp. I leaned on the gas, wanting to hurry to the next exit so I could turn around and head back on the eastbound lanes.
Kelly continued to sleep.
I exited 95, crossed the highway and got back on. As I approached the exit where I thought I’d seen lights, I spotted a police car, lights flashing, blocking the way. I slowed, but the cop waved me on. I wasn’t able to see far enough down the ramp to see what the problem was, and with Kelly in the truck, pulling over to the side of a busy highway did not seem wise.
So I got off at the next exit, figuring I could work my way back on local streets, get to the ramp from the bottom end. It took me about ten minutes. The cops hadn’t set up a barricade at the bottom of the ramp, since no one would turn up there anyway. I pulled the car over to the shoulder at the base of the ramp and got my first real look at what had happened.
It was an accident. A bad one. Two cars. So badly mangled it was difficult to tell what they were or what might have happened. Closer to me was a car that appeared to be a station wagon, and the other one, a sedan of some kind, was off to the side. It looked as though the wagon had been broadsided by the sedan.
Sheila drove a wagon.
Kelly was still sound asleep, and I didn’t want to wake her. I got out of the truck, closed the door without slamming it, and approached the ramp. There were three police cars at the scene, a couple of tow trucks and a fire engine.
As I got closer, I was able to get a better look at the cars involved in the accident. I began to feel shaky. I glanced back at my truck, made sure I could see Kelly in the passenger window.
Before I could take another step, however, a police officer stood in my way.
“I’m sorry, sir,” he said. “You have to stay back.”
“What kind of car is that?” I asked.
“Sir, please-”
“What kind of car? The wagon, the closest car.”
“A Subaru,” he said.
“Plate,” I said.
“I’m sorry, sir?”
“I need to see the plate.”
“Do you think you know whose car this is?” the cop asked.
“Let me see the plate.”
He allowed me to approach, took me to a vantage point that allowed me to see the back of the wagon. The license plate was clearly visible.
I recognized the combination of numbers and letters.
“Oh Jesus,” I said, feeling weak.
“Sir?”
“This is my wife’s car.”
“What’s your name, sir?”
“Glen Garber. This car, it’s my wife’s car. That’s her plate. Oh my God.”
The cop took a step closer to me.
“Is she okay?” I asked, my entire body feeling as though I were holding on to a low-voltage live wire. “Which hospital have they taken her to? Do you know? Can you find out? I have to go there. I have to get there right now.”
“Mr. Garber-” the cop said.
“Milford Hospital?” I said. “No, wait, Bridgeport Hospital is closer.” I turned to run back to the truck.
“Mr. Garber, your wife hasn’t been taken to the hospital.”
I stopped. “What?”
“She’s still in the car. I’m afraid that-”
“What are you saying?”
I looked at the mangled remains of the Subaru. The cop had to be wrong. There were no paramedics there; none of the nearby firefighters were using the Jaws of Life to get to the driver.
I pushed past him, ran to the car, got right up to the caved-in driver’s side, looked through what was left of the door.
“Sheila,” I said. “Sheila, honey.”
The window glass had shattered into a million pieces the size of raisins. I began to brush them from her shoulder, pick them from her blood-matted hair. I kept saying her name over and over again.
“Sheila? Oh God, please, Sheila…”
“Mr. Garber.” The officer was standing right behind me. I felt a hand on my shoulder. “Please, sir, come with me.”
“You have to get her out,” I said. The smell of gasoline was wafting up my nostrils and I could hear something dripping.
“We’re going to do that, I promise you. Please, come with me.”
“She’s not dead. You have to-”
“Please, sir, I’m afraid she is. There were no vital signs.”
“No, you’re wrong.” I reached in and put my arm around her head. It nodded over to one side.
That was when I knew.
The cop put his hand firmly on my arm and said, “You have to move away from the car, sir. It’s not safe to stand here.” He pulled me forcibly away and I didn’t fight him. Half a dozen car lengths away, I had to stop, bend over, and put my hands on my knees.
“Are you okay, sir?”
Looking down at the pavement, I said, “My daughter’s in my truck. Can you see her? Is she asleep?”
“I can just see the top of her head, yes. Looks like she is.”
I took several shaky breaths, straightened back up. Said “Oh my God” probably ten times. The cop stood there, patiently, waiting for me to pull it together enough for him to ask me some questions.
“Your wife’s name is Sheila, sir? Sheila Garber?”
“That’s right.”
“Do you know what she was doing tonight? Where she was going?”
“She has a course tonight. Bridgeport Business College. She’s learning accounting and other things to help me in my business. What happened? What happened here? How did this happen? Who the hell was driving that other car? What did he do?”
The cop lowered his head. “Mr. Garber, this appears to have been an alcohol-related accident.”
