thought, that's it! She scanned the shelves for the last two meetings, found them, and quickly stuck them inside her black leather jacket. Holding her breath, she zipped her jacket up, which sounded like a buzzing chainsaw in her ear. She held her breath but no one came in. Out in the hallway, more shuffling and dull thuds rose from the staircase.
She looked out and scanned the hall. Seeing no one, she tried the back door. Locked. Impossible to jimmy open without more noise than she felt prepared to make. All the windows faced the street, where the vans were parked. She edged down the stairs.
The party-like atmosphere still reigned as members congregated and moved towards the vans, formerly blue dairy trucks. The group numbered about twenty now. As she slowly backed out of the crowd towards the corner, Thierry caught her eye. He motioned to her.
'Carry this.' He handed her a heavy gym bag. 'Ride up front.' He started herding the group into the vans.
In front, taking up most of the passenger seat, was a stocky skinhead with a shiny scalp dressed paramilitary style. He squeezed her knee. 'Stick with me,' he said.
'A privilege to be here.' She removed his paw from her knee then executed a mock bow in the cramped front seat. 'Don't they like me?'
'They're always suspicious of newcomers.' He jerked his thumb towards the back of the van. 'Everybody gets jittery when it comes to business.' He grinned, showing decayed jagged stubs of brown teeth. 'Ready for some fun? You're gonna like it, I know.'
A whiff from his mouth caused her to look away. Uneasily, she speculated about her newcomer initiation. When Thierry told him to move over so Aimee could sit between them, she shook her head.
'Motion sickness, I need air on my face.' She rolled the window down as far as it would go, which was barely more than a crack.
At least she was by the door. Thierry turned the heater on high and it hit her full blast. Conversation en route consisted of Thierry berating the paramilitary type for erasing some message from the answering machine. Sullen and surly, he ignored Thierry, his eyes focused on Aimee. She was starting to sweat inside her leather jacket. The two videos stuck to her like glue, spearing her lower ribs.
Thierry left the broad boulevards of Bastille, turning into dark narrow streets, deserted and quiet. She felt beads of sweat on her brow.
'I'm getting sick. Turn the heat down,' Aimee said.
Cries of 'It's freezing back here, turn the heat up' came from the back of the van.
'We're almost there,' Thierry said.
Businesses were shuttered and the streets deserted. Silence except for the murmuring in the back. That's when she started sizzling. Her perspiration had short-circuited the tape recorder and she was about to fry.
She reached forward and switched off the heat, growling, 'It's too hot.'
Discontented rumblings came loudly from the back. She grabbed a rag from the sticky van floor and wiped off as much sweat as she could reach. Unfortunately, it turned out to be the skinhead's bandana, reeking of patchouli.
'Keep it.' He grinned at her. 'So you don't forget me.'
The patchouli oil rose from her pores, making her nauseous. Something to do with the sixties.
'Shut up,' Aimee grunted.
He giggled. 'You're one of my kind.'
She noticed another tattoo on Thierry's wrist as he gripped the steering wheel.
'What's that say?' she asked.
''My honor's name is loyalty,'' he said proudly. His eyes narrowed as if to challenge her.
'Of course! Couldn't read it from here.' She nodded. 'The SS Waffen motto.'
What were they going to do and where would they do it? Could Morbier get
Sweat trickled off her while the tattered tank top and videos glued stickily to her chest. She used the greasy bandana again to dab at her perspiration, keeping the videos in place.
'An eye for an eye. . .isn't that what this is about?' She pounded her fist on the cracked dashboard. '
'Violent assertion is part and parcel of the solution, but only as a means to an end,' Thierry said.
The paramilitary skinhead frowned. 'Cut the high and mighty talk! We kick Jew butt.'
Thierry steered the van through a slim notch in the medieval cloister's wall into the small square of Marche- Sainte-Catherine.
Aimee pressed further, 'No, you know, like help with the final solution. Take care of them, one on one?'
She never heard the answer. Motorcycle engines gunned loudly as an amplified voice instructed them to pull over. From out of nowhere the small square filled with blue flashing lights and motorcycle police.
'Alcohol check. Out of the van.
'Funny coincidence,' someone said from the rear. 'Since she graced us with her presence.'
'Save your bad breath for the
'Out!' the
She wanted to be arrested. Desperately. Get out while undercover and with the videos under her jacket. She'd take advantage of the police check, whether a ploy of Morbier's or not.
Suddenly a boot slammed against her hip, knocking her across the
'Hurry up,' Thierry yelled, pushing her in, and flicked on the ignition.
She didn't have time to appreciate the irony of the situation or plan how she could escape. As they pulled away, Leif jumped in the open sliding door and clanged it shut.
Thierry's foot jammed down the accelerator. That caused the van to careen wildly and Aimee to shield her face with her arms. The van lunged towards a gurgling, mossy waterspout over St. Catherine's statue. Scraping the side of the van and chipping the statue, Thierry righted the steering wheel and gunned out of the square.
'Who are you?' Leif said from behind her, sticking something sharp in her rib. He slapped her hard with the back of his hand.
Thierry shouted, 'Cut it out, Leif. . .'
'In my past life?' she said. Her cheeks stung as she peered down. 'Get that knife out of my chest.'
'After you convince me you had nothing to do with what just happened,' Leif growled.
'What are you talking about? I'm with you,' she said.
'Lay off,' Thierry said. 'You're too paranoid.'
In one movement, she pulled the handle, kicked the door open, and flung herself out. As she landed, she tried to roll away from the wheels of a car following right behind. Her shoulder crunched as it hit the pavement. White- yellow pain seared up her arm. Dislocated shoulder if I'm lucky, she thought. Scrabbling to her feet, she stumbled, then ran. Behind her she heard the squeal of tires, a crash and the tinkle of breaking glass as a car hit Thierry's van. That gave her an extra minute before she heard loud pounding footsteps behind her. The van coughed, sputtered, and started up loudly.
The narrow one-way street echoed with her running steps. Behind her she heard more footsteps and the gunning of the van's motor. Around her were silent, dark stone buildings. Only a few scattered windows showed a faint glow from behind a curtain. Don't other streets connect here, she wondered frantically, vainly searching for another street to turn into. But she was surrounded by the last medieval vestiges left in the Marais. The long circular lanes designed the keep invaders out were keeping her in. She heard labored breaths right behind her.