NADEGE PULLED DOWN HER sleeves, took a breath, and entered her father’s mansion facing the Parc Monceau. She had to explain to him about Thadee; she needed his help. She could hear her father’s reply ‘He’s always in trouble . . . like you.’ True. But Thadee was still his brother-in-law, wasn’t he? Her tante Pascale’s ex, it’s true, yet part of the family. And there was a lot more to it.
The uniformed butler stood aside, letting her ascend the marble staircase lined with hanging tapestries. She grabbed the handrail to steady herself. Her spike heels clattered above the noise of the reception; conversations, tinkling of glasses and the strains of a baroque chamber music ensemble.
The usual.
Her petite great-grandmother
With Chinese and Vietnamese heritage on her mother Phuong’s side, French on her father’s, Nadege had been termed
She found her little boy, Michel, asleep in the black lacquer bed,
She planted a kiss on his warm forehead, leaving a fuchsia imprint, then headed next door. Passing through a long parlor, she entered a small, darkened sitting room. 1950s Chinese movies flickered in scratchy black and white on a large screen.
Nadege saw the Longchamp racing forms, the betting stubs under the chaise. Everything neat and arranged.
For a moment, Nadege wanted to lie down next to
Nadege rooted in her makeup bag. Found her small pipe, rolled the gummy black-brown pellet between her thumb and forefinger, lit the pipe and inhaled. The heavy, sickly sweet smoke hit her lungs. Took her away.
When she came to, she found herself sprawled on the wood floor, her nose running, her sweater ripped, its feathers and beads stuck in the parquetry crevices. The TV screen still flickered. Her
“No good girl!”
Guilt flooded her. As it always had throughout her childhood.
Her
“I don’t understand when you talk like that,” Nadege said.
“Where is your
Nadege knew she meant filial respect.
“Little Michel doesn’t need you around. A bad example,” she said. “Don’t come back.
“Too much food downstairs. Too much drink. Fancy French like your papa.
As if every person outside her
“Papa won’t talk to me,” she said. “You know that. I need your help,
She had no place to stay now. Nowhere safe.
“Thadee’s dead.”
Only old bluish marks.
Nadege chased the dragon now, inhaling the wispy trail of smoke from a pellet burning on tin foil. Quitting, she was quitting.
“The horses running good,
“Don’t change subject. I try but no good breeding.” She sat up, readjusted the jade hairpiece in her bun. “But I take care, Michel. So smart, that boy.”
Just as she’d raised Nadege. After her mother’s death, Nadege’s papa had shunted her off to these rooms in the back wing.
“Thadee was killed,” Nadege said. “Shot.”
“Sad, like I say. But bad people, bad business. Bad aura, all
Her
“Where’s papa?”
But her
Nadege cleaned up her nose, applied more makeup, and found her way through the kitchen. The cooks, busy stuffing squabs, ignored her and the hired servers, with full trays, elbowed her out of the way.
She slipped into the main room and took a glass of kir royal from a waiter. Her former stepmother, a year older than Nadege, whose blonde hair hit her waist, was holding court by one of the Rodin statues.
Nadege made her way to the high-ceilinged glass solarium. Often her father hid in there; he hated this kind of party, just as she did. And there he stood, under the Belle Epoque iron-and-glass framed roof. Her father, black hair graying at the temples, glinting in the candlelight, tapped his cigar ash into the base of a palm tree.
As she moved closer, she saw he was speaking with two men. One wore a blue police uniform. And from the tense look on her father’s face she realized he now knew about Thadee. Nadege edged out of the solarium, through the kitchen, and into the night.
AIMEE POUNDED ON HER godfather’s door. She saw Morbier’s sleepy-eyed surprise as she half-carried a stumbling Sophie across his doorway.
“
“She needs babysitting and she’s not drunk.”
“Nice of you to extend my hospitality, but I don’t have room for guests. Like I said—”
“Round the clock until I discover who has kidnapped Rene.”
Startled, Morbier pushed his socialist newspaper aside, kicked his wool