ivy-covered walls. The soft air was almost palpable; it was a rare, clear night, with stars thick in the sky. An aroma composed of algae mingling with wet stone wafted from the Seine, which was swollen with melted snow. They had endured freak Level 3 snowstorms in January, and now, courtesy of El Nino, a seductive February warmth had forced half the population into tank tops and the cherry trees in Jardins du Luxembourg into early bloom.
Apprehensive, she paused to scan the courtyard.
Who was her unknown caller and why had she been picked, Aimee wondered.
She made out the shapes of the green garbage containers in the corner and edged closer to them, treading warily over the damp cobblestones. By the light of her pocket flashlight, she looked around for someone hiding in the courtyard.
There was no answer. No movement in the shadows. No one was concealed behind the gnarled pear tree encased by a circular metal grille that stood near the bins. Then something behind the containers moved.
She raised the Beretta, stepped closer, and took aim. A denim jacket with a collar embroidered with blue beads was wrapped around a bundle of some sort. The jacket trembled; a mewling sound came from it. She shook her head. A sick joke? Kittens? Had the roaming orange tabby that the concierge fed produced another litter? Like the one the concierge left scraps for in the rear garden of Notre Dame across the footbridge? She’d been stupid to take the telephone caller’s bait with her deadline looming! Most likely she’d been lured here by a rival, a competitor who knew what was at stake. Her fingers relaxed their grip.
She leaned down and parted the lapels of the beaded denim jacket. A tiny, pinched red face stared up at her.
A baby.
The baby’s eyes blinked; the oval mouth widened. Its cry wavered, echoing off the stone walls. She slipped her hands under the baby’s neck, wondering how to hold it. The head lolled back and she pulled it to her, cradling the infant in her arms, amazed at how light it was. No heavier than her laptop.
Pink mottled skin, a russet fuzz of hair. Yellow scallop-edged shirt. But no diaper. She peered closer. A girl, with the stump of a cylindrical, pinkish umbilical cord still attached. A newborn.
The cries mounted; the little mouth now wailing with all its might. She rocked the baby and the cries subsided.
Aimee looked around again, wondering why the mother had picked her, how she could entrust her baby to a stranger.
The long toot of a passing barge rose from the Seine.
The baby was making sucking motions with its mouth. The little pink hands flailed, brushing her like butterfly wings. She extended a finger toward the hand and the tiny pink fingers grasped hers, clutched it. She saw the perfectly formed, minuscule, pearlescent pink fingernails.
Nothing had ever been so tiny, so exquisite. So helpless.
The cries started again.
“What should I do with you?” she asked aloud.
The cries dwindled. She could have sworn the fuzzy head, hardly bigger than her fist, turned toward her voice.
“Where’s your mother, little one?” she asked.
Dampness radiated from the courtyard’s surface. The baby might catch cold! She disengaged her finger and flicked on the Beretta’s safety. Then she noticed the striped baby bag on the ground next to the dirty jacket. She picked them both up.
Cradling the baby close, she mounted the worn marble steps to her apartment. And then a warm wetness began to spread over her arms and chest. It—she—was wetting on Aimee’s vintage Chanel black dress! It was a flea-market treasure she’d bargained down to five thousand francs.
She unlocked her door and strode to the kitchen, thoughts of a hungry baby, her deadline, and the cryptic message from the mother churning in her head. Something terrible had happened. She had to think.
She unzipped the baby bag, searching for a note. In it she found disposable diapers, a bottle, and a tin of powdered Lemiel formula
Boil water, she told herself. People boiled water in the movies when babies were concerned. Sterilize everything.
She spread a towel on her bed’s duvet cover, laid the baby down, and took a disposable diaper from the bag. She studied the Velcro tabs, the flat white panel with yellow ducks resembling an origami puzzle.
Miles Davis whined and cocked his head.
“We’ll manage, right, Miles?” Too bad he only had paws; she could use another pair of hands.
She went to work. When the diaper encased the baby, Aimee wrapped her in the chenille throw that lay across the foot of her bed. She kicked the radiator several times until it sputtered to life. And kicked it again.
Aimee leaned down, studying each pale chestnut eyelash, the daintily formed kiss of a mouth, the nautilus- shell ears. The pearlescent glow of her skin. She was perfect in every way. Aimee searched for a resemblance to someone she knew. She drew a blank.
Her eye was caught by the photo on her spindle-legged dresser. A photo of Aimee herself, aged six months, in a white onesie, lying on a blue flannel blanket. But she looked huge compared to the little one lying on her duvet.
The face of her long-vanished mother rose in her mind: carmine red lipstick and huge doe eyes. Her American mother, who hadn’t been home when eight-year-old Aimee returned from school one rainy afternoon. Or any afternoon after that. No explanation, no good-bye. Gone. Leaving her father to cope. He’d thrown away her mother’s things and refused ever to talk about her.
The smell of burning plastic came from the kitchen.
The bottle.
The saucepan’s plastic handle had melted onto the burner. A mess. Her culinary skills didn’t even extend to boiling water.
She salvaged what she could, filled the bottle with boiled water, measured out the formula, added it to the water, and shook the bottle just as the instructions directed. Her hand bumped the Beretta in her pocket.
Somehow she had to feed this baby and get her work done. She stuck the Beretta in the closest drawer with serving spoons and looked at the time. If she didn’t hurry she’d miss her deadline.
She tested the formula on her wrist. Too hot. She added cool water, shook the bottle again.
She could do this, she had to, she told herself. In her bedroom, she put the nipple of the bottle to the baby’s lips. But the little thrusting mouth just emitted screams. “Cooperate, can’t you? Try, please,” Aimee begged.
Little blue eyes stared back at her.
Aimee shook the bottle and giant air bubbles filled it but no formula flowed. Aimee sucked on the nipple in desperation and swallowed a mouthful of bland milky slush. It was not the sweet, velvety drink she’d expected. Formula dripped down her front and she stuck the now-flowing bottle into the baby’s mouth.
The laptop alarm beeped; she had set it to signal three minutes before the system needed to go up. She panicked, grabbed a pillow, and rushed to her laptop, propping the baby with the bottle in the crook of her arm.
One last system check to make. But she needed to verify the algorithm. She had it
The bottle was empty now. She hefted the baby, white fluid dribbling from its mouth. Aimee had to burp her. Of course, they had to be burped after a bottle. But she just had to finish this . . .
And the baby spit up all over the desk.