Nicole put a hand on my shoulder. “Pretty powerful, isn’t it?”
“Pretty damn nerve-wracking,” I said. I took a deep breath and hoped she couldn’t see my hands shake. “I’m ready to get out of the woods now, thank you.”
“Just continue up the trail, then. You can’t miss her.”
“What about you? Where are you going?”
“I have to go back. But you’ll be perfectly safe.” She turned thoughtful again. “I wish I could be there when you meet her. It won’t be what you think.”
She touched my face much as she had the mare’s. It was both unmistakably erotic and, paradoxically, maternally tender. Then she walked quickly away down the path toward the village.
I continued up the trail for another few minutes and grew increasingly apprehensive. The horses in the trees chuffed and snorted around me. Finally I turned a corner and reached the heart of the forest.
The moon bathed the clearing in bright blue light. A small cottage lay at the center, with a stone walk that led to the door. Light from a fire seeped out around the closed curtains. Smoke rose from the small chimney.
Whatever spell the journey had cast on me was broken by this prosaic scene. No goddess lived here, just a standard-issue village conjurer. I’d find her huddled over her potions, or scrawling things in a mysterious black book. Certainly no transcendental being occupied this space. I almost turned around and left, but the nagging comment about Janet came back to me. How had she known about that? I could discover that, at least, after coming all this way. I started up the walk.
The cottage door opened. A woman stood silhouetted against the fire blazing in the hearth. She was slender, long-haired and wore a loose gown that wasn’t quite opaque. I couldn’t see her face.
“Hello, Baron Edward LaCrosse of Arentia,” she said.
EIGHTEEN
Even thirteen years later the trail leading to the cottage was still there, overgrown but easily passable. Pollen and insects danced in the afternoon sun. And the woods along the route remained the densest, most impassable I’d ever encountered. The equine creatures that once dashed impossibly through them were gone, though. Or perhaps their ghosts only came out at night.
My horse tossed her head and snorted. The irony made me smile: back then I’d traveled on foot to meet the Queen of Horses, and now I explored the ruins of her kingdom on horseback.
We’d gone about halfway when I encountered something I didn’t expect. A fresh human footprint marked the muddy ground beside a puddle. I dismounted and knelt to examine it. It showed the impression of an adult-sized moccasin sole. At that same moment I heard a distant, high shout. It wasn’t a scream or cry of alarm, just the kind of noise certain people make to draw attention to themselves.
My horse snorted nervously. I didn’t blame her.
My own tracks weren’t obvious, but I’d made no effort to hide them, either. Discretion seemed prudent, so I led the horse into the woods as far as the ridiculously heavy undergrowth allowed. I tied her out of sight, spoke to her as soothingly as I could and gave her some berries plucked from a nearby bush. Then I crept back to the very edge of the trail, staying just inside the forest. It hadn’t occurred to me that I’d find anyone else here, and I couldn’t just walk up to the old cottage until I knew what might be waiting. This would take a while.
It took, in fact, until dusk for me to make my way quietly through the underbrush until I was close enough to see the ruins of Epona’s home. Along the way I heard several other cries, from many different positions but all the same voice. Someone really got around. By the time I saw the house, I’d also spotted evidence of random destruction in the woods around it, and seen the glow of a big fire through the trees.
The cottage remained, although its roof had collapsed and the once-neat yard was now overgrown. Vines curled up the stone wall and in through the empty windows. This was normal, and I’d expected it. But the rest of the scene was far more appalling.
A dozen deer carcasses hung by their necks from a sagging rope stretched between two poles. They’d been field-dressed in the crudest possible way, and the decaying piles of innards still lay on the ground beneath them. Their outlines were hazy from the insects swirling around them, and I was thankful I was upwind. A huge campfire, its flames licking dangerously close to the overhanging trees, raged between the hanging carcasses and the remains of Epona’s old cottage. A crude lean-to shelter had been built against the house’s nearest outside wall; I wondered why they hadn’t simply repaired the roof and moved into the building.
As I watched, a man emerged from the forest dragging two dead beavers. He wore ragged clothes stitched together from various hides, and his beard and hair were both long and unkempt. “John-Thomas!” he bellowed in a rough, bone-scraping voice. “Where the hell are you?” He seemed unconcerned when no one answered.
The man tossed the beavers near the hanging venison. He looked inside the shelter, then went to the fire. He stripped to the waist, revealing a tough mountain-trapper physique honed from a lifetime outdoors.
I knew the type, if not this particular guy. These dirt-crusted anachronisms roamed in all the unsettled places, living as kings among the other hairy beasts on which they fed. They were often romanticized by those disgusted with civilization, but one look at his grisly hanging larder convinced me this was no noble neo-savage. This guy enjoyed killing things whether he needed them or not.
The wind shifted, and the abysmal odor from the rotting meat hit me like a slap from an angry teacher. Combined with the dregs of nausea from my Poy Sippi head smack, it almost sent me over into a full-on fit of vomiting. It took real effort to get control, then mouth-breathe enough to continue observing.
“John-Thomas!” the big man yelled again. “It’s gettin’ dark! Don’t make me come find you!”
I considered my options. I didn’t want to spend all night hiding in the bushes, but at the same time I didn’t trust this guy at all. As I watched, he cut a piece of rancid deer meat, poked a stick through it and stuck it into the fire. After a moment he pulled it out, shook it to extinguish the flames and popped the charred venison into his mouth. Something about the way he did this, strutting with his hard round belly preceding him, did not indicate a man who’d welcome a stranger. And his companion, this John-Thomas, was an entirely unknown quantity.
I could stay or go. I’d learn nothing if I left.
So I stood up, walked into the light and said, “Hi.”
The big bearded man stopped and stared at me. I kept the fire between us. This close, the smell from the rotting deer was like a week-old battlefield.
“How’s it going?” I added.
Again he said nothing.
“Name’s Eddie. Just passing through, saw the fire. Hope you don’t mind.”
He said something I didn’t understand. I sighed in annoyance. “I heard you yelling before, so I know you speak my language.”
His expression didn’t change. Neither did the utter lack of sympathy or kindness in his tight little eyes. I kept my body language casual, although I was ready for anything. “Where you headed?” he rumbled at last.
“Poy Sippi. Thought I’d try finding my own way through the mountains. I don’t care much for the traffic you get on the main roads.”
He scratched something under his beard, and whatever tumbled out spread its tiny wings and flew away. I couldn’t tell if he was sizing me up for his confidence, or his cooking pot. “You best keep going,” he said finally. “Ain’t enough room for you here.”
“Not even a little time just resting by the fire?”
“It ain’t a cold night,” he said. His voice grew darker. “And we ain’t a damn hotel.”
Before this banter got any wittier, I heard a familiar whinny. I looked up to see my horse coming up the trail, led none too happily by a dark figure I couldn’t quite make out. This figure let out the same yell I’d heard earlier, and as the light reached him I felt a cold chill despite the fire.
He was younger than this other guy, and more slender. He had a cleft palate, and as he neared I heard the wet sound of his breath wheezing through the opening. One eye was considerably higher than the other, and his left hand sported fingers that were too small and too numerous. He wore nothing except crude moccasins.
“Hey, Paw-Paw,” he said, although the words were slurred and gummy. “Lookee what I found!”
“That’s good, John-Thomas,” the bearded Paw-Paw said. His voice had the patient quality of an easygoing
